I do not know what it is to see into the heart of a friend through that’Window of the soul”, the eye. I can only “see” through my finger tips the outline of a face. I can detect laughter, sorrow, and many other obvious emotions. I know my friends from the feel of their faces. But I cannot really picture their personalities by touch. I know their personalities, of course, through other means, through the thoughts they express to me, through whatever of their actions are revealed to me. But I am denied that deeper understanding of them which I am sure would come through sight of them, through watching their reactions to various expressed thoughts and circumstances, through noting the immediate and fleeting reactions of their eyes and countenance.
我无法透过“心灵之窗”——眼睛去洞察朋友们的内心世界,就只能使用指尖的触觉去“看”面庞的轮廓。我能觉察到喜怒哀乐与其他明显的情绪波动,我能通过感受朋友们的脸去认识他们。然而,我却无法通过他们的行为举止和观点言论了解他们的性格。不过我确信,借由视力观察他们对不同事物、不同观点作出的不同反应,抓住他们眉眼间稍纵即逝的表情,我就能获得对他们深层次的理解。
On the first day, I should want to see the people whose kindness and gentleness and companionship have made my life worth living. First I should like to gaze long upon the face of my dear teacher, Mrs. Anne Sullivan Macy, who came to me when I was a child and opened the outer world to me. I should want not merely to see the outline of her face, so that I could cherish it in my memory, but to study that face and find in it the living evidence of the sympathetic tenderness and patience with which she accomplished the difficult task of my education. I should like to see in her eyes that strength of character which has enabled her to stand firm in the face of difficulties, and that compassion for all humanity which she has revealed to me so often.
第一天,我要看看每一个善待我、陪伴我的人,感谢他们让我的生命变得有意义。首先,我想长时间凝视安妮·沙利文·梅西夫人——我可亲可爱的老师。在我的孩提时代,她来到我身边,为我打开了通向外面世界的门户。我不仅要看看她脸的轮廓,将它珍藏于记忆,还要细细研读她的面庞,在她脸上发现那份支持她克服困难教育我的动力——充满同情心的温柔与耐心。我要看她眼中流动的力量,正是这种力量使得她在艰难险阻面前依然坚定,以及她包容全人类的悲悯,这是我经常能感受得到的。
How much easier, how much more satisfying it is for you who can see to grasp quickly the essential qualities of another person by watching the subtleties of expression, the quiver of a muscle, the flutter of a hand. But does it ever occur to you to use your sight to see into the inner nature of a friend or acquaintance? Do not most of you seeing people grasp casually the outward features of a face and let it go at that?
而对于你,一个视力正常的人来说,仅仅通过观察人们表情的细节、肌肉的轻颤与手掌的挥动就能立刻了解他们最根本的品质,这是何其简单而又何其令人愉悦的事啊!可是,你曾用你的视力去了解你的朋友或是熟人的内心吗?你们大多数人通常都是随意地一瞥,留意到一张脸的表象特征并以貌取人,难道不是这样吗?
Friends who are near to me I know well, because through the months and years they reveal themselves to me in all their phases; but of casual friends I have only an incomplete impression, an impression gained from a handclasp, from spoken words which I take from their lips with my finger tips, or which they tap into the palm of my hand.
与我走得很近的朋友,我还是十分了解的,因为在年复一年的日子里,他们向我展示了他们的方方面面。然而与我不那么熟悉的朋友只能在我脑海中留下非常片面的印象,这些印象仅仅来自我们的握手动作、我用指尖在他们嘴唇上感受到的话语,或是他们在我掌心中比画出的片言只语。
For instance can you describe accurately the faces of five good friends? Some of you can, but many cannot. As an experiment, I have questioned husbands of long standing about the color of their wives’ eyes, and often they express embarrassed confusion and admit that they do not know. And, incidentally, it is a chronic complaint of wives that their husbands do not notice new dresses, new hats, and changes in household arrangements.
我们来举个例子,你能够准确描述出五位好朋友的脸吗?有些人可以,但很多人做不到。我曾做过这样的试验,询问一些男士他们可知道朝夕相处的妻子的眼睛是什么颜色,他们很多人都面露尴尬之色,承认他们不知道。顺带一提,妻子们也一直在抱怨自己的丈夫注意不到她们的新衣帽与家庭布置的变化。
The eyes of seeing persons soon become accustomed to the routine of their surroundings, and they actually see only the startling and spectacular. But even in viewing the most spectacular sights the eyes are lazy. Court records reveal every day how inaccurately “eyewitnesses” see. A given event will be “seen” in several different ways by as many witnesses. Some see more than others, but few see everything that is within the range of their vision.
有正常视力的人们早已习惯了周遭的日常琐事,对他们来说,能够入眼的唯有那些令人惊讶和非常吸引眼球的事情。不过即使在他们看着这些珍奇事物的时候,他们的眼睛也充满了惰性。法庭记录证明,目击者提供的描述常常不甚准确。对于同一件事情,不同的目击者有不同的观察方式,有的人看见的东西比其他人多些,但能全面地观察到视野中所有事物的人却几乎没有。
Oh, the things that I should see if I had the power of sight for just three days!
啊,如果能得到三天光明,我将能看到多少美好的东西!
The first day would be a busy one. I should call to me all my dear friends and look long into their faces, imprinting upon my mind the outward evidences of the beauty that is within them. I should let my eyes rest, too, on the face of a baby, so that I could catch a vision of the eager, innocent beauty which precedes the individual’s consciousness of the conflicts which life develops.
第一天将会是忙忙碌碌的一天。我要召唤来所有的好朋友,久久凝视他们的脸庞,将他们的美丽心灵在脸上的投影铭刻于心。我也会细细观察婴儿的小脸,来捕捉天真无邪、充满求知欲的美,那里还没有与生活抗争留下的痕迹。
And I should like to look into the loyal, trusting eyes of my dogs — the grave, canny little Scottie, Darkie, and the stalwart, understanding Great Dane, Helga, whose warm, tender, and playful friendships are so comforting to me.
我还要看看我的忠犬们充满信赖的眼神——严肃、谨慎的苏格兰犬达基和强壮、善解人意的丹麦大狗海尔格。它们温柔热情而又充满乐趣,给了我莫大的安慰。
On that busy first day I should also view the small simple things of my home. I want to see the warm colors in the rugs under my feet, the pictures on the walls, the intimate trifles that transform a house into home. My eyes would rest respectfully on the books in raised type which I have read, but they would be more eagerly interested in the printed books which seeing people can read, for during the long night of my life the books I have read and those which have been read to me have built themselves into a great shining lighthouse, revealing to me the deepest channels of human life and the human spirit.
在这繁忙的第一天,我还要观察我房间里细碎繁杂的小玩意。我要看我脚下的毯子温暖的色泽、壁挂的装饰画和那些不起眼的私用小物件们,它们将房间点缀成一个家。我的眼睛将敬重地落在书架上我曾经读过的盲文书上,不过,那些拥有视力的人们阅读的印刷书籍将更加吸引我。在我度过的漫漫长夜之中,正是这些我读过的书以及别人读给我听的书,为我的生命和精神之船指明了最好的航道,一如暗夜中闪耀的灯塔。
In the afternoon of that first seeing day, I should take a long walk in the woods and intoxicate my eyes on the beauties of the world of Nature trying desperately to absorb in a few hours the vast splendor which is constantly unfolding itself to those who can see. On the way home from my woodland jaunt my path would lie near a farm so that I might see the patient horses ploughing in the field ( perhaps I should see only a tractor!) and the serene content of men living close to the soil. And I should pray for the glory of a colorful sunset.
这第一天的下午,我要去森林进行一次远足,用大自然的美丽景观来让我的眼睛陶醉。我要花几小时如饥似渴地汲饮这些每日都展现在常人眼前的景色。远足归来途中,我会路过一处农庄,看一看在田间辛勤耕作的马儿(可能那儿只有一台拖拉机!)和面朝黄土、身心安然的人们。我也要祈祷能看到一场华美的日落。
In the night of that first day of sight, I should not be able to sleep, so full would be my mind of the memories of the day.
在拥有视力的第一天,我一定会反复回味白天美好的记忆,兴奋得难以入睡。
When dusk had fallen, I should experience the double delight of being able to see by artificial light which the genius of man has created to extend the power of his sight when Nature decrees darkness.
日暮时分,我将感受到双重的快乐。大自然宣告了黑夜的来临,而人类的天才却在暗夜中造出光明,延伸了视觉。
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