“New people? No, Lieutenant Colonel. People will become… non-people.”

“是新人吗?不,中校,人将变成……非人。”

“You mean that in this environment, people will become new people?”

“你是说,这种环境下,人将变成新人?”

At that last word, Lan Xi shuddered. He looked up at Dongfang Yanxu, and she met his gaze. In the blankness of her eyes, all he saw were tightly closed windows to her soul.

东方说出的最后两个字让蓝西打了个寒战,他抬头看着她,她的目光并没有回避,但一片空白,蓝西只看到一扇对外界紧闭的心灵之窗。

“What I mean is that we won’t be people in the old sense… Lieutenant Colonel, that’s all I can say. Just do your best. And…” The words that followed seemed like she was talking in her sleep. “It’ll be your turn soon.”

“我是说,不是以前那种概念的人了……中校,我能说的只是这些,你尽自己的努力就行了,而且……”东方接下来的话像是在梦呓,“也快轮到你了。”

The situation continued to deteriorate. The day after Lan Xi’s talk with Dongfang Yanxu, there was a vicious injury on Natural Selection. A lieutenant colonel with the ship’s navigational system fired upon another officer bunking with him. According to the victim’s recollection, the officer had awakened suddenly in the middle of the night and, noticing that the victim was also awake, had accused him of eavesdropping on him talking in his sleep. In the struggle, his emotions had gotten away from him and he had fired the gun.

情况继续恶化,在蓝西与东方延绪谈话后的第二天,“自然选择”号上发生了一起恶性伤害事件,导航系统的一名中校开枪击伤了同住一个舱室的另一名军官。据受害者回忆,那名中校在半夜突然醒来,发现受害者也醒着,就指责他在偷听自己的梦话,争执之中情绪失控而开枪。

Lan Xi went at once to see the detained lieutenant colonel. “What were you afraid of him hearing you say in your sleep?” he asked.

蓝西立刻见到了被拘禁的那名中校。“你怕他听到的是什么梦话?”蓝西问。

“You mean he really heard it?” the attacker asked in terror.

“这么说他真的听到了?”袭击者一脸恐惧地问。

Lan Xi shook his head. “He said that you didn’t say anything.”

蓝西摇摇头,“他说你当时根本没有说梦话。”

In the end, Lan Xi was unable to draw out what the attacker imagined he said in his sleep, so he asked whether he minded going under hypnotherapy. Unexpectedly, the attacker once again blew up at this suggestion, lunging at Lan Xi and strangling him until the military police finally came in and pried him off. Leaving the brig, one MP who had overheard the conversation said to Lan Xi, “Lieutenant Colonel, don’t mention hypnotherapy again unless CSD2 wants to become the most hated place on the ship. You wouldn’t last very long.”

蓝西最终也没有问出袭击者想象中的梦话的内容,就问他是否介意接受催眠治疗。没想到这使得袭击者的情绪再次失控,他突然跃起死死扼住蓝西的脖子,宪兵进来才把他们拉开。走出拘禁室后,一名听到刚才谈话的宪兵军官对蓝西说:“中校,不要再提什么催眠治疗,否则第二战勤部将成为全舰最痛恨的地方,你们都活不长的。”

“So what if I did say something? You can’t take sleep talk for the truth! My mind doesn’t really think that. Surely I’m not going to go to hell for something I said in my sleep!”

“就算说了又怎么样?你们怎么能把梦话当真?我心里不是那么想的!我当然不会因为一句梦话下地狱!”

So Lan Xi had to contact Colonel Scott, a psychologist aboard Enterprise. Scott also served as the ship’s chaplain, a position most ships in the Asian Fleet did not have. Enterprise and the other three ships in the pursuing force were still two hundred thousand kilometers away.

蓝西只好与“企业”号战舰的心理学家斯科特上校联系,斯科特同时也是“企业”号上的随舰牧师(亚洲舰队的战舰上大都没有这个职位)。现在,“企业”号和原追击舰队的其他三艘战舰仍在二十万公里之外。

Lan Xi had consulted him because, as chaplain of Enterprise, he would likely have had people confide the truth in him during confession, and he might be able to pass on some advice. But at these words, and noticing how the colonel’s eyes loomed in the shadows, Lan Xi knew that he would come up with nothing. So he suppressed the question he was about to ask and turned to another, one that surprised even him: “Will what happened in the first Garden of Eden be repeated in the second?”

蓝西找斯科特,是觉得他身为“企业”号的牧师,很可能有人在忏悔中向他吐露了实情,他也许能给自己一些提示,但听到这话,又看到上校阴影中若隐若现的眼神。蓝西知道什么都问不出来,于是把要问的话压下去,换了一个连他自己都吃惊的问题:“第一个伊甸园发生过的事,都要在第二伊甸园里重复吗?”

“Why is it so dark over there?” Lan Xi asked as he looked at the video sent over from Enterprise. The curved walls of the cabin Scott was in had been adjusted to glow a faint yellow, and they displayed an image of the stars outside, making it look as if he was inside a fogged-over cosmos. His face was shrouded in shadow, but even so, Lan Xi could still sense Scott’s eyes slipping quickly away from his gaze.

“你那儿怎么这么暗,”蓝西看着从“企业”号上传来的图像问。斯科特所在的舱室的球形舱壁被调得只发出黯淡的黄光,同时舱壁上还映着外部的星空图像,斯科特仿佛置身于一个迷漫着昏暗雾霭的宇宙中,他的面孔隐藏在阴影里,即使这样,蓝西还是能感觉到他的目光从自己的注视中迅速移开。

“I don’t know. At any rate, the vipers have come out. The snakes of the second Garden of Eden are even now climbing up people’s souls.”

“不知道,反正毒蛇已经出现了,第二伊甸园的毒蛇正在爬上人们的心灵。”

“The Garden of Eden is growing dark. Blackness will swallow everything,” Scott said in a weary voice.

“伊甸园正在暗下来,黑暗将吞噬一切。”斯科特用疲惫的声音说。

Scott slowly nodded. Then he bowed his head, but did not raise it again, as if he was trying to hide the eyes that would betray him. “You could say that.”

斯科特缓缓地点点头,然后低下的头再也没有抬起来,像是在极力隐藏那出卖自己思想的目光,“算是吧。”

“Who will be expelled from the Garden of Eden?” Lan Xi’s voice quavered, and a cold sweat was on his palms.

“被逐出伊甸园的将是谁?”蓝西的声音有些发颤,手心里渗出了冷汗。

“Who? Who will remain?”

“谁?谁留下?”

Scott gave a long sigh. “Lieutenant Colonel Lan, I’ve said enough. Why don’t you seek the fruit of knowledge for yourself? Everyone’s got to take that step, after all. Isn’t that right?”

斯科特长叹一声:“蓝中校,我说得够多了,你为什么不自己去找智慧果?反正人人都要走这一步,不是吗?”

“You mean, you’ve eaten the fruit of knowledge?”

“这么说,你已经吃了智慧果?”

“Many people. But unlike the first time, this time some people might remain.”

“有很多人,但与上次不同,这次可能有人留下。”

“Where should I seek it?”

“去哪儿找?”

“Set down your work, and think about it. Feel more, and you’ll find it.”

“放下你的工作,多想想,多感受一下,你就找到了。”

After speaking with Scott, Lan Xi halted his busy work amid chaotic feelings, and stopped to think, as the colonel had advised. Faster than he had imagined, Eden’s cold, slippery vipers crawled into his consciousness. He found the fruit of knowledge and ate it, and the last rays of sunshine in his soul disappeared forever as everything plunged into darkness.

与斯科特谈话后,心绪纷乱的蓝西停止了忙碌,按上校的劝告静心思考。比他想象的还要快,伊甸园冰凉湿滑的毒蛇也爬进了他的意识,他找到了智慧果并吃下了它,心灵中的最后一缕阳光永远消失了,一切没人黑暗之中。

Two days later, the captain of Ultimate Law committed suicide. He had been standing on the aft platform at the time, a platform enclosed in a transparent dome that made it seem exposed to space. The stern of the ship faced the Solar System, where the sun was by now no more than a yellow star just a bit brighter than the rest. The peripheral spiral arm of the Milky Way lay in this direction, its stars sparse. The depth and expanse of deep space exhibited an arrogance that left no support for the mind or the eyes.

两天后,“终极规律”号的舰长自杀了。当时,他只身站在舰尾的平台上,平台在一个透明球形罩内,使得这里像暴露在太空中一样。舰尾正对着太阳系方向,这时的太阳,只是一颗稍亮些的黄色星体,而这个方向是银河系旋臂外围,星星稀疏,太空肆意彰显着它的深邃和广漠,让人的眼睛和心灵都没有依托。

On Starship Earth, an invisible, taut string was being pulled close to snapping.

在星舰地球中,一根无形的弦在悄悄绷紧,已经到了断裂的边缘。

When Dongfang Yanxu learned that the captain of Ultimate Law had committed suicide, she had the premonition that time was up, so she convened an emergency meeting with the two vice-captains in the large spherical fighter hangar.

在得知“终极规律”号舰长自杀后,东方延绪预感到最后的时刻就要来到了,她紧急召集两位副舰长在歼击机库的球形大厅会面。

“Dark. It’s so fucking dark,” the captain murmured, and then shot himself.

“黑,真他妈的黑啊。”舰长自语道,然后开枪自尽了。

In the corridor on the way to the hangar, she heard someone behind her call her name. It was Zhang Beihai. In her gloomy state of mind, she had practically forgotten about him for the past couple of days. He looked her up and down, his eyes full of a fatherly concern that gave her an undreamed-of sense of comfort, for it was hard to find a pair of eyes without a shadow on Starship Earth these days.

在前往大厅的廊道中,东方延绪听到有人在后面叫她,回头一看是章北海,由于沉浸在阴郁的心境中,她这两天几乎把他忘了。他打量着东方延绪,目光中充满着父辈的关切,这目光让东方感到从未有过的舒适,因为现在在星舰地球中,很难再见到这样一双没有阴影的眼睛了。

“Well. Very well. I’ve been touring all over the place and studying. I’m familiarizing myself with Natural Selection’s weapons system. Of course, I’m only scratching the surface, but it’s fascinating. Imagine how Columbus would feel visiting an aircraft carrier. I’m the same way.”

“好,很好。到处参观、学习。我现在正在熟悉‘自然选择’号的武器系统,当然,只搞懂些皮毛,不过很有意思,想想哥伦布参观航空母舰时的感觉吧,我就是那样。”

She didn’t answer his question, but instead asked, “Sir, how have you been lately?”

东方延绪没有回答他的问题,只是反问:“前辈,你最近还好吗?”

“Dongfang, I don’t think you’ve been right lately. I don’t know the reason, but you seem to be hiding something. What’s going on?”

“东方,我觉得你们最近的状态有些不对,虽然我不知道原因,但你们心里好像都藏着什么事儿似的。”

Seeing how calm and relaxed he was now, Dongfang Yanxu felt a little jealous. Yes, he had completed his great endeavor and had the right to enjoy tranquility. The history-making great man had turned back into an ignorant hibernator. All he needed now was protection. With that in mind, she said, “Sir, don’t ask anyone else about the question you just asked. Don’t ask about any of this.”

现在看到章北海这样一个平静悠闲的人,东方延绪甚至感到一丝嫉妒:是的,他已经完成了自己伟大的事业,有权享受这样的平静。现在,他从一个创造历史的伟人回归为无知的冬眠者,他需要的只是保护了。想到这里,东方延绪说:“前辈,不要再向别人问你刚才的那个问题,不要问这一切都是为什么。”

“It’s dangerous to ask. Besides, you really don’t need to know. Believe me.”

“问这些很危险,而且,你真的不需要知道,相信我。”

“Why? Why shouldn’t I ask?”

“为什么?为什么不能问呢?”

He nodded. “Very well. I won’t ask. Thank you for treating me like an ordinary person. That’s all I’ve been hoping for.”

章北海点点头,“好吧,那我不问了,很感谢你能把我当成一个普通公民,我就希望这样。”

She saw the two vice-captains in the center of the spherical hall. She had chosen to meet them here because the size of the hall made it feel like they were in the wilderness. The three of them floated at the center of a world of pure white, as if the whole universe was empty except for them. It lent a sense of security to their conversation.

在球形大厅的中央,东方延绪见到了两位副舰长。之所以选择在这里会面,是因为大厅空间开阔,有身处旷野的感觉,另外他们三人在这里好像处于一个洁白世界的中心,仿佛宇宙中除了他们之外空无一物,这都会令谈话时有一种安全感。

She said a hurried good-bye, but as she went her own way, she heard the voice of the founder of Starship Earth behind her: “Dongfang, no matter what happens, let things go as they will. Everything will be okay.”

东方延绪匆匆地道了别,自顾自飘去,她听到星舰地球的创立者在后面说:“东方,不管是什么事情,顺其自然吧,一切都会好起来的。”

“Yes. Every second we delay is dangerous,” Vice-Captain Levine said. Then he and Akira Inoue turned around to face Dongfang Yanxu. His meaning was clear: You are the captain, you speak first.

“是的,每拖一秒钟都很危险。”副舰长列文说,然后,他和井上明都转身看着东方延绪,意思很明白:你是舰长,你先谈。

“We have to make things clear,” she said.

“我们必须把事情明确了。”东方延绪说。

But she didn’t have the courage.

但东方延绪没有这个勇气。

Each of them looked in a different direction.

他们三人看着三个不同的方向。

Whatever happened now, at the second dawn of human civilization, might be the foundation of a new Homeric epic or a Bible. Judas became who he was because he was the first to kiss Jesus, and that made him fundamentally different from the second one to kiss him. It was the same now. The first to speak would mark a milestone in the history of the second civilization. Perhaps he or she would become Judas, or perhaps Jesus, but whatever the possibility, Dongfang Yanxu did not have that courage.

这是第二个人类文明的拂晓,这时发生的任何事情,都可能成为新的荷马史诗或新圣经的内容。犹大之所以成为犹大,就是因为他最先吻了耶稣,与第二个吻的人有本质的区别。现在也一样,第一个谈这件事情的人将是第二文明史上的一个里程碑,他(她)有可能成为犹大,也有可能成为耶稣,不管是哪种可能,东方延绪都没有这个勇气。

Fuel.

燃料。

Fusion fuel is the only source of energy aboard ship, and it needs to be used in other areas: environmental systems, possible course corrections…

聚变燃料是飞船的唯一能源,还有其他地方要用:飞船的生态循环系统、可能的航向修正……

Fuel.

燃料。

Of course. After passing through them, the spaceships will drop to 0.03 percent of the speed of light due to drag from the dust.

当然,穿越之后,飞船的速度将被尘埃阻力降王光速的千分之零点三。

Unless…

除非……

The route is still unclear, but at least two clouds of interstellar dust have been found.

航线上的情况还不明了,但已经探明的至少有两片星际尘埃。

Fuel is insufficient.

可是燃料不够。

We’re still more than ten light-years away from NH558J2. We’ll need sixty thousand years to get there.

这时距目标星系NH55812还有十多光年,最后到达需要六万年左右。

Unless speed is maintained through the dust clouds, or we accelerate afterward.

除非在尘埃中保持速度,或在穿越后加速。

The ships may arrive, but the life on board won’t. Even hibernation can’t be sustained for that long.

飞船也许能到,但船上的生命到不了,即使冬眠系统也维持不了那么长时间。

Then we’ll never arrive.

那就是永远到不了。

Fuel.

燃料。

But she had to undertake her own mission, so she made a smart choice. She did not avoid the gaze of her vice-captains. Language was not necessary now. All communication could be accomplished through the eyes. As they stared at each other, their interlocking gazes were like information conduits linking their three souls together and communicating everything at high speed.

但她必须承担自己的使命,于是做出了一个聪明的选择:没有回避两位副舰长的目光。到这个时候,语言已经没有必要,眼睛就能进行所有的交流,他们相互对视着,交错的目光像高速信息通道,把三个心灵联结起来,一切都在对视中飞快地交流着。

Drag.

阻力。

Particularly parts for critical systems: fusion engines, information and control systems, environmental systems.

特别是关键系统的配件:聚变发动机、信息和控制系统、生态循环系统。

Parts.

配件。

Fuel.

燃料。

Parts.

配件。

“And then there’s the issue of parts,” Dongfang Yanxu said.

“还有配件问题。”东方延绪说。

All of the fuel on Starship Earth is basically enough for two spacecraft.

星舰地球的所有燃料,基本上够两艘飞船的。

And for deceleration once the target system is reached. NH558J2 is much smaller than the sun. We can’t achieve orbit relying solely on gravity for deceleration. We’ll have to expend large quantities of fuel, or else we’ll fly by the target star system.

还有到达目标星系时的减速,NH558J2星比太阳的质量小得多,仅靠引力减速不能泊入轨道,要消耗大量燃料减速,否则就掠过了目标星系。

Fuel.

燃料。

It may not be as urgent as fuel, but it’s the foundation of long-term survival. NH55J82 doesn’t have a hospitable planet for settlement or establishment of industry, or even the necessary resources to do so. It’s just a place to refuel before heading to the next system, where industry can be established to produce parts.

不像燃料那么紧急,但却是长远生存的基础。NH558J2没有适合生存的行星,不能定居和建立工业,也没有相应的资源,只有在补充燃料后飞向下一个星系才有可能建立生产配件的工业。

Parts.

配件。

Natural Selection has only two levels of redundancy for key parts.

“自然选择”号的关键配件只有两份存余。

Too few.

太少了。

Fuel.

燃料。

Too few.

太少了。

But, if we’re careful, it’s enough for just one.

但要保险些,就只够一艘飞船了。

Apart from the fusion engines, most of the key parts on Starship Earth are interoperable.

除聚变发动机外,星舰地球的所有飞船上的关键配件大部分都可以通用。

Impossible. There are too many people. Environmental and hibernation systems can’t accommodate them all. If present capacity is boosted even a little, it will be disastrous.

不可能,人太多了,生态循环系统和冬眠系统都容纳不了,现有的客量即使再增加一点人都是灾难性的。

Don’t give up! Because no one else has given up. If we give up, then we’ll be expelled from the Garden of Eden.

不放弃!因为别人不会放弃,我们放弃了。就会被逐出伊句园。

Don’t give up?

不放弃?

Some people must die, or everyone will die.

一部分人死,或者所有人死。

“Stop it,” she said.

“别这样。”她说。

Impossible.

不可能。

Of course, it shouldn’t be them, either.

当然也不应该是他们。谁都不应该是。

Clear.

明确了。

“Can all personnel be gathered onto one or two ships?” Dongfang Yanxu said aloud, but her voice was only meant to guide the direction of their eye communication.

“向一到两艘舰上集中人员?”东方延绪又说,这时,有声语言的作用只是引导目光交流的方向。

Clear.

明确了。

Then their eyes went silent. The three of them felt an intense desire to turn away, as if shaken by thunder from the depths of the universe that made their souls quake in terror. Dongfang Yanxu was the first to stabilize her own gaze.

这时,目光也沉默了,三个人仿佛被采自宇宙深处的雷霆所震慑,心灵在恐惧中颤抖,每人都有把目光移开的强烈欲望,但东方延绪首先使自己的目光稳定下来。

Stop it.

别这样。

Impossible.

不可能。

Why us?

为什么是我们?

Engine parts can be used after modification.

发动机配件在改装后也可以使用。

Don’t give up.

别放弃。

“So, is it clear now?” Dongfang Yanxu’s voice resounded in the empty white space like the mutterings of someone deeply asleep.

“那么,现在明确了?”东方延绪的声音又在空旷的白色空间中响起,像是沉睡中的人偶尔出现的梦呓。

But someone has to be expelled. The Garden of Eden has a limited capacity.

但总要有人被逐出,伊甸园只能容下数量有限的人。

We’ll become devils!

我们变成魔鬼了!

Then we’re already devils, or how else could we think of them as devils unprovoked?

那我们还是魔鬼,否则怎么能无端地把别人想成魔鬼?

Yes. We don’t want to become devils, but who knows what they’re thinking.

是啊,我们不想成为魔鬼,可是不知道他们怎么想。

Evil!

太邪恶了!

Every ship is equipped with them.

每艘舰都装备了。

Evil!

太邪恶了!

It’s hard to defend against a stealth launch.

用隐形导弹发射,很难防御①。【注:①由于次声波氢弹通过电磁脉冲产生杀伤,帮不需要直接命中目标,在距目标相当远的距离爆炸就能杀伤目标内部的人员。而对雷达隐形的导弹,只有接近目标时才能被包括可见光观测在内的其他探测手段发现。】

When the three pairs of eyes met once again, they were uncertain and erratic, like candles flickering in the wind.

当三双眼睛再次互相对视时,目光又变得飘忽不定了,像三支在风中摇曳的烛火。

Infrasonic H-bomb.

次声波氢弹。

We’ll become devils!

我们变成魔鬼了!

Infrasonic H-bomb.

次声波氢弹。

“But… what are they thinking?” Dongfang Yanxu asked softly. To the two vice-captains, her voice, while soft, seemed to linger uninterrupted in the white space, like the buzz of a mosquito.

“可……他们怎么想呢?”东方延绪轻声问,在两位副舰长的感觉中,这声音虽然细小,却像蚊鸣般在白色的空间里萦绕不绝。

Three pairs of eyes, so close to breaking apart, locked together again.

三道即将离散的目光又重新交织在一起。

We don’t want to leave the garden.

我们不想离开伊甸园。

Very well, then we won’t think of them as devils.

那好,我们就不把他们想成魔鬼。

We’ll become devils!

我们变成魔鬼了!

Infrasonic H-bomb.

次声波氢弹①。【注:①一种太空核武器,用于打击对常规辐射有良好屏蔽的飞船目标,能够以空气中的次声波的频率连续发生多资核爆炸,每次都产生强烈的电磁辐射,电磁辐射与目标飞船的金属外壳相互作用,将电磁能量转化为飞船内部空气的声能,产生超强次声波,杀死飞船内部的一切宏观生命,但对于飞行的设施基本没有损坏。】

Evil!

太邪恶了!

So we can’t give up!

所以不要放弃!

Their gazes separated temporarily as their minds were pushed to the brink of collapse. They needed rest.

三人的目光暂时分开了,他们的精神此时都已到了崩溃的边缘,需要休息。

Because they don’t know what we’re thinking.

因为他们也不知道我们怎么想。

“That won’t solve the problem,” Dongfang Yanxu said with a gentle shake of her head.

“问题没有解决。”东方延绪轻轻摇摇头。

Dark. It’s so fucking dark.

黑,真他妈的黑啊。

Only one choice is left. The question is who makes that choice.

只剩一个选择,只是谁来选的问题。

The problem still exists.

问题仍在。

On Earth, perhaps. But not in space. Some people must die, or everyone will die. This is the unwinnable dead hand that space has dealt for the survival of Starship Earth. An insurmountable wall. In the face of it, communication has no meaning.

在地球上可以,但在太空中不行。一部分人死,或者所有人死。这是太空为星舰地球设定的生存死局,一堵不可逾越的墙,在它面前,交流没有任何毒义。

Yes. Even if they aren’t devils, the problem remains.

是的,虽然他们不是魔鬼,问题也没有解决。

“We can’t delay any longer,” Dongfang Yanxu said decisively.

“不能再拖了。”东方延绪决然地说。

Communication?

交流?

They don’t know what we’re thinking about what they’re thinking about us.

他们不知道我们是怎样想他们怎样想我们。

Suppose they know that we’re not devils?

那么,假设他们也知道我们不是魔鬼。

They don’t know what we’re thinking about them.

他们不知道我们是怎样想他们。

That carries on in an endless chain of suspicion: They don’t know what we’re thinking about what they’re thinking about what we’re thinking about what they’re thinking about what we’re…

再往下,这是一个无限的猜疑链:他们不知道我们是怎样想他们怎样想我们怎样想他们怎样想我们怎样……

How can this chain of suspicion be broken?

怎么样打断这条猜疑链呢?

Why?

为什么?

Since it’s all the same no matter who pulls it, why not pull it ourselves?

既然谁先拔枪都一样,不如我们先拔。

Why us?

为什么是我们?

Every second, the danger grows exponentially.

每一秒,危险都在以指数增长。

“How about this?” Levine said. “First lock in the targets, and then think it over some more.”

“这样好不好?”列文说,“先锁定目标,再接着考虑吧。”

No more delays. In this dark region of space, the duelists are holding their breath. The string is about to snap.

是不能拖了,在这片黑暗的太空中,决斗者都在凝神屏息,那根弦就要绷断了。

Then Akira Inoue suddenly broke the silence: “There’s another choice!”

这时,一直沉默的井上明突然说话:“还有一个选择!”

We sacrifice ourselves.

我们自愿牺牲。

The three of us could, but do we have the authority to make this choice on behalf of the two thousand people on Natural Selection?

我们三人当然可以,但我们有权替“自然选择”号上的两千人做出这种选择吗?

The three of them were standing on a knife blade. Though its cuts were painful, a jump off either side would be into a bottomless abyss. These were the labor pains for the birth of the new space humans.

三个人此时都站在一道锋利的刀刃上,正在被痛苦地切割着,而向刀刃的哪一侧跳都是坠入无底深渊,这是太空新人类诞生前的阵痛。

Dongfang Yanxu nodded. Levine called up a control interface for the weapons system in the air and opened up the window for the infrasonic H-bombs and carrier missiles. On a spherical coordinate system with Natural Selection at the origin, Blue Space, Enterprise, Deep Space, and Ultimate Law were displayed as four points of light two hundred thousand kilometers away. The distance masked the structure of the targets, for at the scale of space, everything was just a point.

东方延绪点点头,列文立刻在空中调出了武器系统控制界面,打开次声波氢弹和相应运载导弹的操控窗口。在以“自然选择”号为原点的一个球面坐标系上,二十万公里外的“蓝色空间”号、“企业”号、“探空”号和“终极规律”号显示为四个光点。距离隐去了目标的结构,太空尺度上的一切都是点而已。

But the four points of light were ringed with four red halos, four deathly nooses indicating that the weapons system had already locked on the targets.

但这四个光点分别被四个红色的光环套住了,那是四圈死亡的绞索,表示这些目标已经被武器系统锁定!

Apart from them, privileges to place a target lock in the weapons system were also held by the arms control and target screening officers, but their lock placement had to be authorized by the captain or vice-captain. That left just one other person with direct privileges to lock a target and launch an attack.

除了他们,拥有武器系统目标锁定权限的还有武器控制和目标甄别军官,但他们的锁定操作都要得到舰长或副舰长的授权。那么只剩下一个人拥有直接锁定目标并发起攻击的权限。

Stunned, the three of them looked at each other and shook their heads to say that it wasn’t their doing.

被惊呆了的三人互相看看,同时摇摇头,表示这不是自己所为。

He realized all of this first!

他是最早想到这一切的人!

Who knows when he realized it? Maybe when Starship Earth was founded, or even earlier, when he learned that the combined fleet had been destroyed. He is the last to show worry. Like the parents of his era, always keeping their children in mind.

没人知道他是什么时候想到的,可能是在星舰地球成立时,甚至更早,在得知联合舰队毁灭时……他真的是先天下之忧而忧。像那个时代的父母一样,一直在为孩子们操着心。

We’re idiots. He’s only someone who’s changed history twice!

我们真傻,他毕竟是一个两次改变历史的人!

Dongfang Yanxu flew across the spherical hall as fast as she could, followed closely by the two vice-captains. They went out the door and down that long corridor until they arrived at the door to Zhang Beihai’s cabin. Suspended in front of him was an interface identical to the one they had just seen. They rushed forward, but the scene from Natural Selection’s escape replayed itself: They crashed into the bulkhead. There was no door, just an oval-shaped area where the bulkhead was transparent.

东方延绪以最快的速度飞过球形大厅。两位副舰长紧跟着她。他们出门后又穿过长长的廊道,来到章北海的舱室门前,看到他的面前也悬浮着他们刚才看到的同一个界面。他们想冲进去,但“自然选择”号起航逃亡时的那一幕又出现了:他们撞在舱壁上,没有门,只是那一个椭圆形区域的舱壁变得透明了。

“What are you doing?” Levine shouted.

“你干什么?”列文大喊。

“Children,” Zhang Beihai said, the first time he had addressed them this way. Even though his back was turned, they could imagine that his eyes were as calm as water. “Let me do this.”

“孩子们。”章北海说,他第一次对他们用这个称呼,虽然只能看到背影,但能够想象出他那平静如水的目光,“这事就由我来做吧。”

“You mean, ‘If I don’t go to hell, who will?’24 Is that it?” Dongfang Yanxu said in a loud voice.

“你不下地狱准下地狱,是吗?”东方延绪大声说。

Tears welled up in Dongfang Yanxu’s eyes, and she cried, “Let’s go together. Let me in. I’ll go to hell with you!”

泪水从东方的双眼涌出,她喊道:“我们一起去好吗?让我进去,我们一起下地狱!”

“From the moment I became a soldier, I was prepared to go there if necessary,” he said, continuing with the weapons’ prelaunch operations. From outside, the three of them saw that while he wasn’t skilled at these operations, every step he took was correct.

“从成为军人的那一刻起,我就准备好了去任何地方。”章北海说着,继续进行武器发射前的操作,外面的三人都看到,他虽然很不熟练,但每一步都正确。

He made no answer, but continued his manipulations. He set the guided missiles for manual self-destruct so that they could be detonated by the mother ship while in flight. Only after finishing the last step did he say, “Dongfang, think. Could we have made this choice before? Absolutely not. But now we can make it, because space has turned us into new humans.”

章北海没有回答,只是继续操作。他设定了导弹的手动自毁功能,可以在飞行途中由母舰操控自毁,完成这一步后他才说:“东方,你想想,我们以前可能做出这种选择吗?绝不可能,但现在我们做出了,太空使我们变成了新人类。”

He set the missiles’ warheads to explode at a distance of fifty kilometers from each target. This would avoid causing the targets any internal damage, but an even greater distance would still be within the fatal range for any life aboard the targets. “The birth of a new civilization is the formation of a new morality.” He removed the first safety lock on the H-bomb warheads. “When they look back in the future on everything we’ve done, it may seem entirely normal. So, we won’t go to hell, children.” The second safety lock was removed.

他把导弹战斗部距目标最近的爆炸距离设为五十公里,这样可以尽量避免对目标内部设施的破坏,但即使再远些,也处于对目标内部生命的杀伤距离之内,“新的文明在诞生,新的道德也在形成。”他拆除了氢弹战斗部三道保险锁中的第一道,“未来回头看看我们做的这一切,可能是很正常的事,所以,孩子们,我们不会下地狱的。”第二道保险锁也被拆除。

Images transmitted back to Earth from Natural Selection showed that Zhang Beihai may have understood all of this in just one second. He had imagined that his heart had grown as hard as iron through the arduous procession of more than two centuries, but he had overlooked something hidden in the deepest part of his soul, and had hesitated before making the final decision. He tried to restrain the trembling of his heart, and it was that last moment’s softness that killed him and everyone on board Natural Selection. After the month-long face-off in the darkness, he was just a few seconds slower than the other ship was.

从“自然选择”号最后传回地球世界的影像看,章北海可能只用了一秒钟就明白了一切。他本以为自己在两个多世纪的艰难历程中已经心硬如铁,但没有发现心灵最深处隐藏着的那些东西,在做出最后决断前他曾犹豫过,曾经努力抑制住心灵的颤抖,正是心中这最后的柔软杀了他,也杀了“自然选择”号上的所有人,在长达一个月的黑暗对峙中,他只比对方慢了几秒钟。

Suddenly, the alert sounded throughout the ship like the crying of ten thousand ghosts in the darkness of space. Display interfaces popped up in midair like snowflakes, showing a huge quantity of information that Natural Selection’s defense systems had received about the incoming missiles, but no one had time to read it.

突然,警报声响彻飞船,如同来自黑暗太空的万鬼哭号,显示界面从半空中像雪片般疯狂地跳出,显示着已经突破“自然选择”号防御系统的来袭导弹的大量信息,但没有人来得及看了。

There was a space of just four seconds from the sounding of the alert to the detonation of the infrasonic H-bombs.

从警报响起到来袭的次声波氢弹爆炸,只间隔了四秒钟。

The exact words were only a guess, because he didn’t have time to finish before a powerful electromagnetic pulse arrived from three directions, vibrating Natural Selection’s enormous hull like a cicada’s wings. The energy in these vibrations was converted to infrasonic waves, which, in the image, looked like a fog of blood that enveloped everything.

对这几个字有猜测的成分,他没来得及说完,强大的电磁脉冲已经从三个方向到达,“自然选择”号巨大的舰体像蝉翼般振动起来,振动的能量转化为次声波,影像中,迷漫的血雾笼罩了一切。

The returned images showed that in the three seconds that remained, Zhang Beihai turned to Dongfang Yanxu, flashed her a smile, and spoke: “It doesn’t matter. It’s all the same.”

从传回的影像上看,在剩下的三秒钟时间里,章北海转向东方延绪方向,竟笑了一下,说出了几个字:“没关系的,都一样。”

The attack had come from Ultimate Law, which had fired twelve cloaked missiles armed with infrasonic H-bombs at the four other ships. The three missiles fired at Natural Selection, which was two hundred thousand kilometers away, had been launched before the others so that the ones fired at its three neighboring ships would reach their detonation points at the same time. A vice-captain had taken over after the suicide of Ultimate Law’s captain, but it was unknown who ultimately made the decision to launch the attack. And it would never be known.

攻击来自“终极规律”号,它向星舰地球的其他四艘飞船发射了十二枚装载着次声波氢弹弹头的隐形导弹,向二十万公里外的“自然选择”号发射的三枚比其他九枚提前了一段时间,以使其和向附近三艘飞船发射的导弹同时到达起爆位置。“终极规律”号上接任自杀舰长的是一位副舰长,但究竟是谁做出了这个终极抉择并首先发动攻击的却不得而知,也永远不可能知道了。

Three small suns lit up the blackness of space, forming an equilateral triangle with Natural Selection at the center, at an average distance of forty kilometers. The fusion fireball lasted for twenty seconds and sparkled with infrasonic frequencies that were invisible to the naked eye.

三颗小太阳亮起,照亮了这片黑暗的空间。它们成一个等边三角形把“自然选择”号围在正中,平均距离飞船约四十公里。核聚变火球的持续时间为二十秒,这期间火球在以次声波频率闪烁,但肉眼是看不出来的。

At almost the same time as Starship Earth’s Battle of Darkness was going on, a similar tragedy was taking place far on the other side of the Solar System. Bronze Age launched a sudden strike on Quantum, using the same infrasonic H-bombs to kill off all life inside its target, but preserving the target ship whole. Because the two ships had sent only minimal information back to Earth, no one knew exactly what had taken place between them. They had both gone into intense acceleration to escape from the probe attack, but they had not decelerated like Natural Selection’s pursuers had, so their remaining fuel ought to have been more than enough to return to Earth.

几乎在星舰地球发生这场黑暗战役的同时,在太阳系遥远的另一侧也发生了同样的惨剧:“青铜时代”号对“量子”号发起突然攻击,同样使用次声波氢弹杀死了目标飞船内的全部生命,但保存了目标完整的舰体。由于这两艘飞船传回地球的资料比较少,人们不清楚两舰之间发生了什么。虽然都在大毁灭中进行过剧烈的加速,但两艘飞船都没有像追击舰队那样进行过减速推进,所以它们存留的燃料应该比星舰地球充裕。

Of the three other pursuing ships, Blue Space had been the best prepared against unexpected incidents. Before it was attacked, it had turned its interior into a vacuum and put all personnel in space suits. Because infrasonic waves were impossible in a vacuum, no personnel were injured, and the body of the ship suffered only minimal damage from the electromagnetic pulse.

在追击舰队其他三艘战舰中,“蓝色空间”号做好了应对意外事变的准备,在受到攻击前,它的内部已被抽成真空,所有人员都穿上了航天服。由于真空条件下不可能产生次声波。所以没有任何人员伤亡,只是舰体在超强的电磁脉冲中受到了轻微损伤。

Right after the nuclear fireballs exploded, Blue Space began its counterattack with lasers, the fastest response possible. It lit up Ultimate Law with five gamma-ray laser beams and burned five huge holes in its hull. Its insides quickly caught fire and there were minor explosions, causing the ship to lose all combat capability. Harsher attacks from Blue Space followed, and under continuous attack by nuclear missiles and a rain of railgun fire, Ultimate Law exploded violently, leaving no survivors.

当核弹的火球刚剐亮起时,“蓝色空间”号就开始了反击。首先使用反应速度最快的激光武器射击,“终极规律”号立刻被五束高能伽马射线激光击中,舰体被灼出了五个大洞,内部迅速被火焰吞没,并发生了局部爆炸,丧失了一切作战能力。“蓝色空间”更为猛烈的攻击接踵而至,在连续的核导弹和暴雨般的电磁动能弹攻击下,“终极规律”号发生了剧烈爆炸,其中人员无一生还。

Ultimate Law was not one of the lucky ones remaining in the Garden of Eden at the end.

“终极规律”号并没有成为伊甸园最后的幸运儿。

The boundlessness of space nurtured a dark new humanity in its dark embrace.

无际的太空就这样在它黑暗的怀抱中哺育出了黑暗的新人类。

Blue Space took pieces of the three derelict warships and set them up in a Stonehenge formation, forming a tomb in outer space. There, they held a funeral for all the victims of the Battle of Darkness.

“蓝色空间”号把已被切割成多段的三艘战舰的残骸围成巨石阵的形状。构建了一处太空陵墓,在这里,为黑暗战役中的全体死难者举行了葬礼。

In the expanding metal cloud formed from the explosion of Ultimate Law, Blue Space rendezvoused with Enterprise and Deep Space, neither of which showed signs of life, and collected all of their fusion fuel. After stripping them of their hardware, Blue Space flew the two hundred thousand kilometers to Natural Selection and did the same to that ship. Starship Earth was like a construction site in space now, the massive hulls of the three dead ships dotted with the sparks of laser welding. If Zhang Beihai had still been alive, the scene would certainly have reminded him of the aircraft carrier Tang two centuries before.

在“终级规律”号爆炸形成的不断扩散的金属云中,“蓝色空间”号靠近已经没有任何生命迹象的“企业”号和“深空”号,收集了它们的所有聚变燃料,然后开始拆卸各种部件之后,“蓝色空间”号又飞到二十万公里之外的“自然选择”号,做了同样的事情。这期间,星舰地球像一个太空中的大工地,在三艘已经死亡的巨舰的舰体上,点缀着无数的激光焊花,如果章北海还话着,此景一定会让他想起两个世纪前的“唐”号航空母舰。

Wearing space suits, the 1,273 crew members of Blue Space assembled in a floating formation at the center of the tomb. These were the remaining citizens of Starship Earth. Around them, huge pieces of spaceships towered like a ring of mountains, the gashes cut into the wreckage like enormous mountain caves. The bodies of 4,247 victims remained within this debris, which cast its shadows over all of the living as if they were a mountain valley at midnight. The only light was the iciness of the Milky Way where it shone through the gaps between the wreckage.

“蓝色空间”号身着航天服的一千二百七十三人组成的方阵悬浮在陵墓的中央,他们是星舰地球现存的全体公民。在他们周围,飞船巨大的残骸像山峰般围成一圈,残骸上被切割的裂口像漆黑的大山洞,四千二百四十七名死者的遗体就放在这些残骸中,活着的所有人都处于残骸的阴影里,仿佛置身于深夜中的山谷,只有残骸间的缝隙透进银河系冰冷的星光。

A small votive lamp was lit. It was a fifty-watt bulb with a hundred spare bulbs next to it that would be automatically substituted in the lamp. Powered by a small nuclear battery, the votary lamp could remain continuously lit for tens of thousands of years. Its dim light was like a candle in the mountain valley, casting a small halo onto a high cliff of the wreckage and shining on a piece of titanium bulkhead engraved with the names of the victims. There was no epitaph.

一盏小小的长明灯亮了起来,它是一个只有五十瓦的小灯泡,旁边还有一百个备用灯泡,可以自动替换损坏的灯泡,长明灯的电源来自一个小型核电池,可以连续亮几万年。它那黯淡的光亮好似山谷中的烛光,在残骸黑暗的高崖上投下一小圈光晕,那片被照亮的钛合金壁上镌刻着所有死难者的名字。没有墓志铭。

Moods remained calm during the funeral. The new space humans had passed through their infancy.

葬礼中,所有人的心情都是平静的,太空新人类已经度过了婴儿期。

One hour later, the space tomb was illuminated one final time by the light of Blue Space’s acceleration. The tomb was traveling at 1 percent of the speed of light. In several hundred years it would decelerate to 0.03 percent of light speed due to the drag from interstellar dust clouds. It would still reach NH558J2 in sixty thousand years, but Blue Space would already have headed off toward its next star system more than fifty thousand years before that.

一小时后,太空陵墓被“蓝色空间”号加速的光芒最后一次照亮,陵墓将以光速的百分之一滑行,几百年后,将在星际尘埃中被减速至光速的千分之零点三,在六万年后到达NH55812,而在这五万多年前,“蓝色空间”号已经从这里飞向下一个星系。

Blue Space traveled deep into space carrying plenty of fusion fuel and an eight-fold redundant supply of critical parts. There was so much material it was impossible to fit it all inside the craft, so several external storage compartments were attached to the hull, completely altering the ship’s appearance and turning it into an enormous, ugly, irregular body. Indeed, it looked like a traveler on a long journey.

“蓝色空间”号驶向太空深处,它携带着充足的聚变燃料,以及八倍存余的关键配件。飞船内部不可能放下如此多的物品,就在船体上附加了几个外部存贮舱,使得这艘飞船变得面目全非,成为一个非常庞大粗陋的不规则体,但更像一个远行者了。

The previous year, on the opposite side of the Solar System, Bronze Age had accelerated away from the ruins of Quantum in the direction of Taurus.

一年前。在太阳系的另一端,“青铜时代”号也加速离开了“量子”号的废墟,飞向金牛星座方向。

On Earth, an avalanche of curses and abuse rolled out into space toward Blue Space and Bronze Age, but the two ships made no reply. They cut off all contact with the Solar System, for to those two worlds, the Earth was already dead.

在地球世界,对“蓝色空间”号和“青铜时代”号的谩骂和诅咒排山倒海般涌向外太空,但两艘飞船没有任何回应,它们切断了与太阳系的一切联系,对于这两个世界来说,地球已经死了。

Blue Space and Quantum had come from a world of light, but they had become two ships of darkness.

“蓝色空间”号和“青铜时代”号来自一个光明的世界,现在却变成了两艘黑暗之船。

The universe had once been bright, too. For a short time after the big bang, all matter existed in the form of light, and only after the universe turned to burnt ash did heavier elements precipitate out of the darkness and form planets and life. Darkness was the mother of life and of civilization.

宇宙也曾经光明过,创世大爆炸后不久,一切物质都以光的形式存在,后来宇宙变成了燃烧后的灰烬,才在黑暗中沉淀出重元素并形成了行星和生命。所以,黑暗是生命和文明之母。

The two dark ships became one with the darkness, separated by the Solar System and drifting further apart. Carrying with them the entirety of human thoughts and memories, and embracing all of the Earth’s glory and dreams, they quietly disappeared into the eternal night.

两艘黑暗之船与黑暗的太空融为一体,隔着太阳系渐行渐远。它们承载着人类的全部思想和记忆,怀抱着地球所有的光荣与梦想,默默地消失在永恒的夜色中。

“I knew it!”

“这就对了!”

“I was right! I was right!” he shouted at the sky.

“我是对的!我是对的!”他对着天空喊道。

That was the first thing Luo Ji said upon learning about the Battle of Darkness that had taken place at the edges of the Solar System. Leaving behind a baffled Shi Qiang, he ran out of the room and raced through the neighborhood until he stood facing the northern China desert.

这是罗辑在得知太阳系两侧发生的黑暗战役时说的第一句话,然后,他丢下茫然的史强,独自跑出房间,狂奔穿过小区,面对着华北沙漠站住了。

It was late at night, and, perhaps because of the rain that had just fallen, atmospheric visibility was excellent. The stars were visible, although they weren’t nearly as clear as in the twenty-first century, and they were far sparser than before, since only the brightest could be seen. Yet he still swelled with that feeling he had on that cold night on the frozen lake two centuries ago: Luo Ji the ordinary person had disappeared, and he became a Wallfacer once again.

这时正是深夜,可能是因为剐下过雨的缘故,今天大气的能见度很好,能看到星星。然而星空远没有二十一世纪那么清澈,只能看到最亮的星辰。星空显得稀疏了许多,但罗辑还是找回了两个世纪前那个寒冷的深夜他在冰湖上的感觉。这时,作为普通人的罗辑消失了,他再次成为一个面壁者。

“Even at this rank, I’m still an official. I’ll have an easier time meeting the mayor.”

“我大小是个政府官员,要见市长比你容易些。”

“Da Shi, I have in my hands the key to human victory!” he said to Shi Qiang, who had followed after him.

“大史,我手里有人类胜利的钥匙!”罗辑对跟过来的史强说。

“Very well. I’ll go to the city, then.” He stood up.

“那好,我这就去市里。”罗辑站起身来。

Shi Qiang laughed. “Oh?”

“哦?呵呵……”史强笑了。

“The highest. The UN secretary general. Or the chair of the SFJC.”

“最高层。联合国秘书长,或者舰队联席会议主席。”

“I don’t know if that would work, but I’ll give it a try. Even if it’s just to fulfill my responsibility.”

“我不知道有没有用,但试试吧,就算是尽到面璧者的责任。”

“How high up will you go?”

“需要找哪一级?”

“You could at least find a way to report it upstairs.”

“至少你可以把想法向上面反映一下。”

“That won’t be easy, I’m afraid. We’re just ordinary people now… Still, you’ve got to try. You can, uh, go to the city government first. Find the mayor.”

“这怕是不容易,咱们现在都是老百姓……不过总得试试吧,你只能……嗯,先去市政府,找市长。”

Luo Ji sat down on the sand, and his mood crashed rapidly. “What should I do? It looks like there’s nothing I can do.”

罗辑坐到沙地上,他的情绪飞快地跌到了谷底。“做什么,好像什么也做不了。”

“I’ll go with you.”

“我和你一起去吧。”

“No, I’ll go alone.”

“不用,我自己去。”

“So what will you do now?” Shi Qiang asked.

“那现在该做什么呢?”史强问。

Luo Ji looked up at the sky and asked, “When does the droplet reach Earth?”

罗辑仰头看看天空间:“水滴什么时候到地球?”

Shi Qiang’s slightly mocking laughter dashed Luo Ji’s excitement. “I knew you wouldn’t believe me.”

史强略带嘲讽的笑让罗辑从亢奋中冷静下来,“我知道你不相信。”

“Do you know what it’s coming to do? Its mission wasn’t to destroy the combined fleet. Nor was it to attack the Earth. It’s here to kill me. I don’t want you to be with me when it does.”

“知道它是来干什么的吗?它的使命不是毁灭联合舰队,也不是攻击地球,它是来杀我的,我不想到时候你和我在一起。”

Shi Qiang laughed the same mocking laugh again. “There’s still ten hours, right? By that time, I’ll just stay farther away from you.”

“呵呵……”大史又发出了那种嘲讽的笑声,“不是还有十几个小时吗,到时候我离你远点儿就是了。”

“The news said it’ll arrive in ten or twenty hours.”

“新闻上说再有十几个小时就到了。”

“My boy, it’s up to the top whether they believe you or not. I always play things safe. If you were selected from out of billions of people two centuries ago, there’s got to be a reason, right? If I delay you here, then won’t I be condemned by the ages? If the higher-ups don’t take you seriously, I won’t have lost anything. It’s just a trip into the city.

“老弟,信不信你那是上边的事,我这人做事总是稳妥起见。既然二百年前从几十亿人里把你选出来,总是有些道理的吧?如果在我这儿耽搁了,那我不成千古罪人了?要是上边也不把你当回事,那我也没什么损失,不就进一次城嘛。

But there’s one thing: You say that the thing that’s flying toward Earth is coming to kill you. I don’t believe that at all. I’m well acquainted with killing, and that’s excessive, even for Trisolarans.”

不过有一点:说现在飞向地球的那个玩意儿是来杀你的,我是无论如何也不信,杀人的事儿我熟悉,就算凶手是三体人,这也太离谱了。”

Luo Ji shook his head with a wry smile. “You’re not taking me seriously at all. So why do you want to help me?”

罗辑苦笑着摇摇头,“你根本不拿我说的当回事,那干吗要帮我?”

“Are you hibernators? They’re all going up top. Why are you going down?” The city’s in chaos,” one of them, a young man, said. On his clothes, fireballs shone continually against a black background. A closer look revealed that it was an image of the destruction of the combined fleet.

“是冬眠者吧?都在向上走,你们下去干什么?城市里很乱。”其中一个年轻人问,他的衣服上不断有火球在黑色的背景上闪耀,仔细一看,原来是联合舰队毁灭时的影像。

They reached the passage from the old city to the underground city in the early hours of morning and saw that the elevators going down were still functioning normally. Lots of people were coming out carrying large quantities of luggage. Few were going down, however, and on their elevator there were only two other people.

罗辑和大史两人在凌晨到达旧城中的地下城入口,看到入城的电梯还在正常运转。从地下城中外出的人很多,且都携带着大量的行李,但下去的人很少,在电梯中除了他们之外只有两个人。

“Then what are you going down for?” Shi Qiang asked.

“那你下去干什么?”史强问。

“I’ve found a place to live on the surface, so I’m going down to get a few things,” he said. Then he nodded at them. “You on the surface are going to get rich. We don’t have any houses there, and the property rights to the surface houses are mostly in your hands. We’ll have to buy them off you.”

“我在地面上找好了住处,下去拿些东西。”年轻人说,对他们点点头,“你们地面上的人就要发财了。我们在地面没有房子,上面房子的产权大部分是你们的,我们上去后只好从你们手中买。”

“If the underground city collapses and all those people rush to the surface, there’s probably not going to be any actual buying or selling,” Shi Qiang said.

“地下城一旦崩溃,那么多的人都要拥到地面上,那时大概没什么买卖之说了。”史强说。

A middle-aged man huddling in a corner of the elevator was listening to them, and he suddenly covered his face with his hands and let out a whine.

缩在电梯一角的那个中年人听着他们的话,突然把手捂在脸上发出哀鸣:

“There are lots of people like him,” the young man said, pointing disdainfully at the weeping man. “Unsound of mind.” His eyes lit up. “Actually, doomsday is a wonderful time. The most wonderful time, even. This is the only time in history where there’s a chance for people to abandon all of their cares and burdens and belong entirely to themselves. It’s stupid to be like him. The most responsible way of life right now is to enjoy ourselves while we can.”

“他这样的人很多。”年轻人不屑地指指哭泣者说,“心智不健全。”他的双眼亮了起来,“其实,末日是一段很美的时光,甚至可以说是最美的时光。这是历史上唯一一次的机会,人们可以抛弃一切忧虑和负担,完全属于自己。像他这样子真是愚蠢,这时最负责任的生活方式就是及时行乐。”

When the elevator reached the bottom, Luo Ji and Shi Qiang exited the hall and immediately smelled the strong, strange odor of something burning. The underground city was brighter than before, but it was an irritating white light. Looking around, what Luo Ji saw through the gaps in the huge trees wasn’t the blue sky, but a total blank. The projection of the sky on the vault of the underground city had vanished. The blankness reminded him of spherical spaceship cabins he had seen on the news. The lawns were littered with a mess of debris that had fallen from the huge trees. Not far off was the wreckage of several crashed flying cars, one of which was in flames and surrounded by a crowd of people who were picking up other combustibles from the lawn and throwing them into the flames. Someone even threw in his own clothing while it was still flashing images. A ruptured underground pipe sprayed a high column of water, drenching a group of people who played around in it like children. From time to time they would scream excitedly in unison and scatter to avoid debris falling from the trees, then they would regroup and continue their revels. Luo Ji looked up again and saw fires in several places on the trees. The sirens of flying firefighting vehicles screamed as they flew through the air, dangling plucked tree leaves that had caught fire…

电梯到达后。罗辑和史强走出出口大厅,立刻嗅到空气中有股怪味,是燃烧发出的。与以前相比,地下城里的光线亮了些,但这是一种让人烦躁的白光。罗辑抬头看看,从巨树的缝隙中看到的不是清晨的天空,而是一片空白,地下城穹顶上映出的外部天空影像消失了,这空白让他想起曾在电视新闻中看到的飞船上的球形舱。草坪上散落着纷乱的碎片,都是从巨树建筑上掉落下来的。不远处有几辆坠毁的飞车残骸,在一辆正在燃烧的残骸旁边围了一圈人,不断地把从草坪上拾到的其他可燃物扔进火里,有人还把自己闲亮着图像的衣服扔了进去。一处破裂的地下管道喷出高高的水柱,一群浑身湿透的人在周围孩子般地嬉戏。这些人不时齐声发出兴奋的尖叫,四散开来躲避从巨树上落下来的碎片,然后又聚集起来狂欢。罗辑再次抬头观望,发现巨树上有几处闪着火光,消防飞车尖啸着警笛,吊着从树上拆下的失火的树叶从空中飞过……

“No. Oh…” Then he squatted down and started crying. His clothing showed a classical biblical scene: a naked Adam and Eve standing beneath a tree in the Garden of Eden as a bewitching snake crawled between them. It may have been a symbol for the recent Battle of Darkness.

“噢,不,噢——”然后蹲下去哭了起来。他的衣服上映着一幅很古典的《圣经》画面:赤裸的亚当和夏娃站在伊甸园的树下,一条妖艳的毒蛇在他们之问蠕动着,不知是不是象征着刚刚发生的黑暗战役。

Traffic in the city was in chaos. It took Luo Ji and Shi Qiang half an hour to hail a taxi, and when the driverless flying car that carried them passed through the huge trees, Luo Ji was reminded of his first horrific day in the city and felt the tension of riding a roller coaster. Fortunately, the car soon arrived at City Hall.

城市交通已陷入混乱,罗辑和史强等了半个小时才叫到一辆出租车,当无人驾驶的飞车载着他们穿行于巨树间时,罗辑又想起了在这座城市中的恐怖经历,感到像坐过山车般的紧张,好在飞车很快就到达了市政厅。

Shi Qiang had been here several times because of work, and was fairly familiar with the place. After a considerable number of steps, they finally received permission to meet the mayor, but they had to wait until the afternoon. Luo Ji had expected complications, so the mayor’s acceptance of the meeting caught him by surprise, since this was an extraordinary time, and they were little people. At lunch, Shi Qiang told Luo Ji that the mayor had taken office the day before. He used to be the official in charge of hibernator affairs in the city government and was, in a way, Shi Qiang’s superior, so he knew him fairly well.

史强以前因工作关系来过几次市政厅,对这里比较熟悉。经过大量的联系,终于得到了市长接见的许可,但要等到下午才行。费此周折是在罗辑的预料之中,市长答应接见倒使他有些意外:在这样的非常时期,他们又是这样的小人物。吃午饭时史强告诉罗辑,这位市长是昨天新上任的,他原来是市政府里主管冬眠者事务的官员,可以算是史强的上级,与他比较熟。

He noticed that the people they met on the streets fell into two types, much like the two people they had encountered in the elevator. One type was depressed, walking with dull eyes or simply sitting on the lawns enduring the torment of despair, a despair whose cause had now shifted from humanity’s defeat to the present difficult living conditions. The other type was in a state of crazed excitement and grew intoxicated from indulgence.

他发现,在街上遇到的人分为两类,电梯中遇到的那两个人就是他们的代表。一类人情绪低落,目光呆滞地走过或一动不动地坐在草坪上,忍受着绝望的煎熬,现在,绝望的原因已经从人类的失败转移到目前面临的生活困境;另一类人则处于一种疯狂的亢奋状态,用放荡不羁来麻醉自己。

“He’s one of our countrymen,” Shi Qiang said.

“他是咱们老乡。”史强说。

In this age, the meaning of the term “countryman” had shifted from geography to temporality. But it wasn’t used between all hibernators. Only those who had entered hibernation at roughly the same time counted as countrymen. When they got together across the long years, temporally based countrymen shared an even closer affinity than geographically based countrymen used to.

在这个时代,老乡这个词的涵义由地理变成时间,并不是所有的冬眠者都能相互用这个称呼,只有在相近的时间进入冬眠的人才算老乡。在跨越漫长岁月之后相聚,时间老乡之间比以前的地理老乡更亲密了一层。

They waited until half past four to see the mayor. High-ranking officials in this age typically possessed a star quality, with only the most attractive getting elected, but the current mayor was plain. He was about Shi Qiang’s age, but far thinner, and he had one trait that made him identifiable as a hibernator at a glance: He wore glasses. They were definitely antiques from two centuries ago, because even contact lenses had long since disappeared. But people who used to wear glasses tended to feel that something was wrong with their appearance when they didn’t wear them, so lots of hibernators wore them even after their vision was repaired.

一直等到下午四点半,他们才见到市长。这个时代的高级官员一般都有明星气质,只有英俊漂亮的人才能当选,但现任市长长相平平。他的年龄和史强差不多,只是瘦了许多,有一个特点让人一眼就看出他是冬眠者:他戴着一副眼镜,肯定是两百年前的老古董,因为即使是隐形眼镜也早就消失了。但以前戴眼镜的人一旦不戴了,总感觉自己的相貌有问题,所以很多冬眠者即使视力被恢复后也戴着平光眼镜。

“You’re the highest-ranking hibernator on Earth, right?”

“您是地球上职位最高的冬眠者了吧?”

The mayor looked utterly exhausted and seemed to have difficulty rising from his chair. When Shi Qiang apologized for the interruption, and congratulated him on his promotion, he shook his head. “These are vulnerable times. Us rugged savages come in handy again.”

市长看上去一脸疲惫,从椅子上站起时都显得吃力。当史强抱教打扰并祝他高升时,他摇摇头说:“这个不堪一击的时代,我们这些皮实的野蛮人又能派上用场了。”

“And the former mayor? Mental breakdown?”

“前任市长呢?精神崩溃了?”

“No, no. There are strong people in this age, too. He was very competent, but he was killed in a car crash in a riot area two days ago.”

“不不,这个时代也有坚强的人,他一直很称职,但两天前在骚乱地区的一次车祸中遇难了。”

“Who knows? As the situation develops, we might have countrymen promoted to even higher positions.”

“谁知道呢?随着形势的发展,我们可能还有老乡升到更高的位置。”

The mayor noticed Luo Ji behind Shi Qiang and immediately extended a hand. “Oh, Dr. Luo, hello. Of course I recognize you. I worshiped you two centuries ago, because out of those four people, you seemed most like a Wallfacer. I really couldn’t figure out what you wanted to do.” But their hearts sank at the next thing he said. “You’re the fourth messiah I’ve received in the past two days. And there are dozens more waiting outside who I don’t have the energy to see.”

市长看到史强身后的罗辑,立刻把手伸向他,“啊,罗辑博士,你好!我当然认识你,两个世纪前我还崇拜过你呢,因为在四个人中你最像面壁者,当时真猜不透你想干什么。”接着他说出了一句让两人心凉了半截的话。“你是我在这两天里接待的第四个救世主了,还有几十个在外面等着,但我实在没有精力见他们了。”

“Mayor, he’s not like them. Two centuries ago –“

“市长,他和他们不一样,两个世纪前……”

“Of course. Two centuries ago, he was selected from billions of people, and it’s for that reason that I decided to see you.” The mayor pointed at Shi Qiang. “There’s something else I need you for, but we’ll talk about that afterward. First, let’s talk about what you’ve got. But I have a small request: Can you not talk about your plan to save the world? They’re always so long. First just tell me what you need me to do.”

“两个世纪前他被从几十亿人中选出来,正因为如此我才打算见你们,当然,”市长指指史强,“我找你还有事,咱们完了再谈。现在说你们的事吧,不过我有一个小小的请求:能不能先别谈你们的救世方案,那一般都很长,先说你们想让我做什么,”

Luo Ji and Shi Qiang had been paying attention to the news, so naturally they knew about the bigger problems that the mayor referred to.

罗辑和史强一直在关注新闻,当然知道市长说的更大的麻烦是什么。

After Luo Ji and Shi Qiang explained what they wanted, the mayor immediately shook his head. “Even if I wanted to help, I couldn’t. I’ve got piles of stuff of my own I need to report to the senior leadership. But that level’s lower than you imagine. It’s just provincial and national leaders. It’s hard for everyone. You ought to know that the senior leadership is handling even bigger problems right now.”

罗辑和史强说明来意后,市长立刻摇摇头,“就是我想帮你们也做不到,我自己目前都有一大堆事情要向高层反映,这个高层比你们想见的要低,只是省和国家的领导人,但连这都很困难,你们应该知道,现在最高层在处理更大的麻烦。”

The annihilation of the combined fleet saw the swift resurrection of Escapism after two centuries of silence. The European Commonwealth had even drafted a plan to select one hundred thousand candidates for departure through a nationwide drawing, and the plan had been passed by a popular vote. But after the results of the drawing, the majority of those who had not been picked were furious, leading to widespread rioting. The public turned unanimously to Escapism as crime against humanity.

在联合舰队全军覆没后,沉寂了两个世纪的逃亡主义迅速复活。欧洲联合体甚至制定了一个初步的逃亡方案,用全民抽签方式决定首批十万名逃亡人选,这个方案居然在全民投票中被通过了。但在抽签结果出来后,大多数没有抽中的人都反悔了,由此发生了大规模的骚乱,公众转而一致认为逃亡主义是反人类的罪恶。

After the Battle of Darkness erupted between the surviving warships in outer space, accusations of Escapism gained new meaning: Recent events had proved that when the spiritual bonds with Earth were snapped, people in space suffered total spiritual alienation. So even if escape were successful, what survived would no longer be human civilization, but some other dark and evil thing. And like Trisolaris, that thing would be the antithesis of human civilization and an enemy of it. It had even been given a name: Negacivilization.

当外太空中幸存的战舰之间的黑暗战役发生后,对逃亡主义的指控又有了新的内容:事实证明,当与地球世界的精神纽带中断后,太空中的人在精神上将会发生彻底的异化,即使逃亡成功,那么幸存下来的也不再是人类文明,而是另一种黑暗邪恶的东西,和三体世界一样,这东西是人类文明的对立面和敌人,它还得到了一个名称——负文明。

As the droplet came closer to Earth, the public’s sensitivity to Escapism reached a peak. The media warned it was highly likely that someone would attempt to escape before the droplet’s attack. Crowds flocked to the vicinity of the space ports and the base points of the space elevators with the intent of cutting off all channels into space. They did indeed possess that ability. In this age, the citizens of the world all had the freedom to own weapons, and most of them had small laser guns. Of course, a laser pistol posed no threat to the cabin of the space elevator or the launching spacecraft, but unlike a traditional gun, a large number of lasers could focus their light on a single point. If ten thousand laser pistols fired at one point at the same time, they were unstoppable. Crowds numbering in at least the tens of thousands, with up to a million people in places, gathered around the base points and launching sites, and at least a third were carrying weapons. When they saw a cabin ascend or a spacecraft launch, they would fire their weapons simultaneously. The straight path of the laser beam made aiming incredibly precise, so most of the beams would focus on the target and destroy it. In this way, Earth’s transport links with space were almost entirely severed.

随着水滴向地球的逼近,公众对逃亡主义的敏感也达到了顶峰,舆论警告说很可能有人在水滴攻击地球前出逃。所有太空电梯的基点和航天发射基地周围都有大量的人群在聚集,扬言要关闭所有进入太空的通道。他们确实有这个能力,这个时代全球公民都有拥有武器的自由,民用武器大部分是小型激光枪。一支激光手枪当然不会对太空电梯的运载舱和起飞中的航天器构成威胁,但与传统枪支不同的是,大量的激光枪可以使光束在一个点上聚集,一万支手枪如果同时照射一点,将无坚不摧。聚集在太空电梯基点和航天基地周围的人少则几万,多则上百万,他们中至少有三分之一的人携带武器,当发现运载舱上升或航天器起飞时,这些人会同时拔抢照射,激光的直线弹道使瞄准很精确,大部分的光束都会聚集在目标上并将其摧毁。在这种情况下,地球与太空的交通联系几乎中断了。

That afternoon, the European Commonwealth’s third space city, New Paris, had been subject to simultaneous irradiation by ten million laser beams from the northern hemisphere, causing the temperature in the city to rise sharply and prompting the evacuation of its residents. From the space city, the Earth had been brighter than the sun.

在今天下午,欧联的三号太空城“新巴黎”同时受到北半球上千万支激光手枪的照射,导致城中的气温急剧上升,不得不疏散居民。这时从太空城中看去,地球比太阳还亮。

“I was really impressed with your work at the Hibernation Immigration Bureau,” the mayor said to Shi Qiang. “And Guo Zhengming. You know him, right? He was just promoted to director of the Public Security Bureau, and he recommended you to me. I hope you’ll come work at the city government. We need people like you right now.”

“在冬眠移民局的时候,我对你的工作印象很深。”市长对史强说—“还有郭正明,你好像认识他吧,他刚升任市公共安全局长,他也向我推荐你,我希望你能到市政府来工作,现在很需要你这样的人。”

The chaos grew worse. Over the past couple of days, the target of the attacks had shifted to space cities in synchronous orbit. Rumors flew thick online that certain cities had been converted into escape ships, so they too became subject to attack by the people of Earth. Owing to the vast distance, laser beams dissipated and were weakened by the time they reached targets in space, and given the additional factor of the space cities’ rotation, no material injury was caused. But the activity became a kind of collective entertainment for humanity in those last days.

骚乱在发展,近两天,攻击的目标转向了同步轨道上的太空城。因为网上有大量谣言,说某某太空城正在被改造成逃亡飞船,于是,它们便受到地球上民众的集体攻击,由于距离遥远,激光束到达时已经发散减弱,加上太空城都处于旋转中,没有造成实质性伤害。而这项活动已成为末日时代全人类的一项集体娱乐。

There was nothing more for Luo Ji and Shi Qiang to say.

罗辑和史强都没有再说什么。

“The situation is deteriorating, but it’s still under control. Right now the focus is on maintaining the operation of the induction field power supply. Once that goes, the city will collapse completely.”

“局面在恶化,不过还在控制之中,现在重点维持供电感应场的运行,感应场一旦停止,城市就彻底崩溃了。”

Shi Qiang thought for a moment, and then nodded. “Once I’ve settled things in my neighborhood. How’s the situation in the city right now?”

史强略一思索,点点头,“等我把小区的事安顿一下就过来,现在城市的情况怎么样了?”

“These riots are different from those in our day.”

“这种骚乱和我们那时可不一样啊。”

“Yeah, they are. First, their source is different. They’re sparked by total despair for the future and are incredibly hard to handle. At the same time, we have fewer means at our disposal than in those days.” As the mayor was speaking, he pulled up an image on the wall. “This is the central plaza from a height of a hundred meters.”

“是不一样,首先根源不一样,这是由对未来彻底的绝望引起的,十分难办;同时,我们能用的手段比那时也少得多。”市长说着,从墙上调出一幅画面,“这是现在的中心广场,从一百多米的高度俯拍的。”

“Are those people?” Luo Ji asked in wonder.

“那都是人吗?”罗辑迷惑地问。

The central plaza was where Luo Ji and Shi Qiang had taken refuge from the flying car. From this vantage point, the Great Ravine Memorial and its surrounding patch of desert couldn’t be seen. The entire plaza was white, with white dots crawling around like rice in a pot of porridge.

罗辑知道,中心广场就是大低谷纪念碑所在的地方,他和大史曾在躲避被KILLER病毒控制的飞车时去过那里,现在俯视那里,纪念碑和周围的那一小片沙漠都看不见了,整个广场上白花花的一片,那些白色的颗粒蠕动着,像一锅煮着的大米粥。

“How would we stop it? They’re completely within the law. If we take action, the government would be the one committing a crime.”

“怎么制止,他们完全合法,如果采取行动,犯罪的是政府。”

Acceptance of heterosexual and homosexual relations in this era was far beyond anything Luo Ji had imagined, and some things were no longer considered remarkable. Still, the sight before them came as a shock to both of them. Luo Ji was reminded of the dissolute scene in the Bible before humanity received the Ten Commandments. A classic doomsday scenario.

这个时代两性关系和同性关系的发展已远远超出罗辑的想象,对一些事现在也见怪不怪了,不过这个情景还是令他和大史极为震撼,罗辑不由得想起《圣经》中人类接受十诫前的堕落场面,典型的末日景象。

“Naked people. It’s a tremendous sex party, with more than a hundred thousand people, and it’s still growing.”

“裸体的人,这是超级性派对,现在人数已过十万,还在增加。”

Shi Qiang let out a long sigh. “Yes, I know. In this age, police and the military can’t do much.”

史强长叹一声:“是,我知道,这个时候警察和军队也干不了什么。”

The mayor said, “We’ve been through the law, and we haven’t found any provisions for coping with the present situation.”

市长说:“我们翻遍了法律,也找不到能够应付目前局势的条文。”

“Why doesn’t the government put a stop to it?” Shi Qiang asked sharply.

“这种事,政府怎么就不制止?”史强质问道。

“With the city like this, it would be better if the droplet smashed it apart.”

“城市变成这样,真不如让水滴把它撞掉算了。”

Shi Qiang’s words jerked Luo Ji awake. He asked hurriedly, “How long until the droplet gets to Earth?”

大史的话提醒了罗辑,他急忙问:“水滴还有多长时间到地球?”

The mayor replaced the image of spectacular promiscuity with a breaking news channel showing a simulation of the Solar System. The eye-catching red line that marked the path of the droplet looked like the orbit of a comet, except that it terminated close to the Earth. In the lower right was a countdown clock indicating that if the droplet didn’t reduce speed, it would reach Earth in four hours and fifty-four minutes. The news crawl was now displaying an expert analysis of the droplet. Despite the terror gripping the world, the scientific community had recovered its senses after the initial shock of defeat, so the analysis was calm and sober. Though humanity knew absolutely nothing about the droplet’s energy source and drive mechanism, the analyst felt that it had run into a power consumption problem, because its acceleration toward the sun after destroying the combined fleet had been particularly sluggish. It had passed close by Jupiter but, ignoring the three warships at the base, used the planet’s gravity to accelerate, a move that further demonstrated that the droplet’s energy was limited to the point of exhaustion. Scientists believed that the notion that the droplet would crash into Earth was utter nonsense, but they had no idea what it had actually come to do.

市长把那幅壮观的淫乱画面切换成另一个实时新闻额道,上面显示了一幅太阳系的模拟图,一条醒目的红线标示了水滴的航迹。那是一条类似于彗星轨道的陡峭轨道,末端已经接近地球。右下角有一个走动的倒计时,显示水滴如果不减速,将在四小时五十四分钟后到达地球。同时在下方还有滚动的文字新闻,正在显示有关专家对水滴的分析。与笼罩全球的恐慌不同,科学界是最先从大失败的震撼中恢复理智的,这种分析十分冷静。分析认为,尽管人类目前对水滴的驱动方式和能量来源一无所知,但种种迹象表明,这个装置目前也遇到了能量消耗问题,在完成了对联合舰队的毁灭性打击之后,它向太阳方向的加速十分缓慢。它曾近距离掠过木星,但对处于木星轨道的三大舰队的基地不予理会,而是借用木星的引力进行加速,这一举动更明确地证实了水滴的能量是有限的且已经过量消耗的猜测。科学家们都认为,有关水滴要撞穿地球的说法是无稽之谈,但它来干什么,谁也不知道。

“Why?” the mayor asked.

“为什么?”市长问。

Luo Ji said, “I have to leave, or else the city will really be destroyed.”

罗辑说:“我必须走了,要不这座城市真的要毁灭的。”

“Because he thinks the droplet wants to kill him,” Shi Qiang said.

“因为他觉得水滴是来杀他的。”史强说。

The mayor laughed, but his smile was stiff. Apparently he hadn’t laughed in a long time. “Dr. Luo, you’re the most self-absorbed person I’ve ever met.”

“呵呵呵……”市长的笑容很僵硬,显然他很长时间没笑了,“罗辑博士,你是我见过的最自作多情的人。”

Luo Ji and Shi Qiang drove off immediately after traveling back to the surface from the underground city. The city’s inhabitants were pouring out in large numbers, which meant that ground traffic was so heavy that it took them half an hour to leave the old city and reach full speed on the highway to the west.

从地下城上到地面后,罗辑和史强便立刻驾车离去,由于地下城的居民大量拥出,地面的交通也变得拥挤起来,他们用了一个半小时才开出旧城区,驱车沿着高速公路全速向西行驰。

On the car’s television, they saw that the droplet was approaching Earth at a speed of seventy-five kilometers per second and showed no sign of slowing. At that rate, it would arrive in three hours.

从车上的电视机中看到,水滴以每秒七十五公里的速度接近地球,没有减速的迹象,接这样的速度,将在三小时后到达。

The weakening of the induction field power supply slowed the car, and Shi Qiang had to tap a storage battery to maintain speed. They reached the large hibernator residential area, but drove past New Life Village #5 and continued westward. They stayed silent along the way, speaking little and focusing their attention on the breaking news on the television.

随着地下城供电感应场强度的减弱,车速慢了下来,开车的史强用上了蓄电池才保持了车速,他们驶过了包括新生活五村在内的大片冬眠者居住区,继续西行。一路上,两人沉默着,很少说话,注意力都集中到电视中的实时新闻上。

Shi Qiang stopped the car and they got out. The sun, now nearing the horizon, cast long shadows of the two men on the desert. Luo Ji felt the earth beneath his feet turn as soft as his heart. He almost lacked the strength to stand.

史强停了车,他们都下了车,已接近地平线的夕阳把两个男人的影子长长地投在沙漠上。罗辑感到脚下的大地同他的心一起变软了,他有种在虚弱中站不住的感觉。

He said, “I’ll try my best to reach a sparsely populated area. There’s a city ahead of us, so I’m going to turn this way. You find your own way back, and get as far as possible from the direction I’m going.”

罗辑说:“我尽量向人烟稀少的地方开,前面有城市,我要向那个方向拐,你想办法回去吧,离那方向越远越好。”

The droplet passed lunar orbit without slowing. At this rate it would reach Earth in just half an hour. No one knew how it would behave, so to avoid a panic, the news didn’t predict a point of impact.

水滴越过了月球轨道,没有减速,按现在的速度将在一个半小时后到达地球,由于不知道它以后的动向,更是为了避免恐慌,新闻中没有预报撞击位置。

Luo Ji made a determined effort to welcome the moment he had long wanted to postpone, and said, “Da Shi, stop here.”

罗辑痛下决心,迎来那个他一直想推迟的时刻,他说:“大史,就到这儿吧。”

“My boy, I’ll wait for you here. When it’s over, we’ll go back together.” Shi Qiang took out a cigarette from his pocket and looked around for a lighter before remembering that the cigarette didn’t need to be lit. Like the other things he had brought from that distant past, his personal habits had not changed at all.

“老弟,我就在这儿等你,完事后我们一起回去。”大史说着,从口袋里掏出烟来,在掏打火机的时候他才想起来现在的烟不用点,罗辑注意到,就像他从遥远的过去带过来的其他东西一样,他这个习惯动作一直没有改过来。

“What about the first guy to touch the droplet, Ding Yi? I believe you knew each other, too.”

“你怎么不提那个第一个摸水滴的人呢?丁仪,你好像也认识的。”

Shi Qiang smiled and shook his head. “You remind me of an intellectual I met two hundred years ago. He had the same hangdog look you’ve got. I remember him sitting out early in the morning in front of the Wangfujing church, crying… But he got out okay. I checked after I woke up: He lived to be nearly a hundred.”

史强笑着摇摇头,“你让我想起两百多年前遇到的一个知识分子,也是你这熊样儿,一大早坐在王府井教堂前面哭……但他后来挺好的,我苏醒后查了查,活到快一百岁了。”

“He had a death wish. Nothing you could do about that.” Shi Qiang looked up at the sky clothed in sunset, as if reminding himself what the physicist looked like. “Still, he was a truly broad-minded man, the kind that could accept any situation. I never met anyone like him in my whole life. Seriously, a great mind. My boy, you ought to learn from him.”

“他那是找死,没办法。”大史看着布满晚霞的天空,好像在回忆着物理学家的样子,“不过那真是个大气之人,像那样能把什么事都看开的,我这辈子还只见着他一个,正儿八经的大智慧啊,老弟,你得向他学。”

Luo Ji smiled a little sadly. He hoped Shi Qiang actually believed that, because at least that would make their parting a little easier to take. “Wait if you’d like. When the time comes, you had better move to the other side of the embankment. I don’t know how powerful the strike will be.”

罗辑有些凄惨地笑了笑,他倒是希望史强真这样想,这至少使分别变得稍微容易承受些,“你要愿意就等吧,到时候最好到路基另一边去,我也不知道撞击的威力有多大。”

Luo Ji got into the car quickly, not wanting Shi Qiang to see the tears in his eyes. Sitting there, he strove to etch the rearview-mirror image of Shi Qiang onto his mind, then set off on his final journey.

罗辑赶紧转身上车,不想让史强看到他眼中的泪,他坐在车里,努力把后视镜中大史变形的影像刻在心中,然后开车踏上了最后的路程。

Shi Qiang did not take his hand, but gave him a wave. “Cut the crap! Believe me, my boy. Nothing’s going to happen. Go, and when it’s over, hurry back and get me. And don’t blame me if I make fun of you tonight over drinks.”

史强没有去握罗辑的手,把手一摆说:“别扯淡了!老弟,信我的,什么事儿都不会有,走吧,完事后快点来接我,晚上喝酒的时候别怪我笑话你啊。”

“And again I say to you: We’re just ordinary people, you and I.” He looked at his watch, knowing that there was no more time for delay. He extended a firm hand to Shi Qiang. “Da Shi, thank you for everything you’ve done for me the past two centuries. Good-bye. Maybe we’ll meet again in some other place.”

“还是那句话:你我都是普通人。”罗辑说着看看表,知道时间不能再耽搁了,就向史强伸出手,“大史,谢谢你这两个世纪做过的一切,再见,也许咱们真能在什么地方再见面。”

Maybe they would meet again someplace. The last time it had taken two centuries, so what would the separation be this time? Like Zhang Beihai two centuries before, Luo Ji suddenly found himself hating that he was an atheist.

也许真能在什么地方再见面,上次跨越了两个世纪的时光。这次要跨越什么呢?罗辑这时突然像两个世纪前的吴岳一样,悔恨自己是个无神论者。

The sun had now entirely set, and the desert on either side of the road shone white in the twilight, like snow. It suddenly occurred to him that it was along this very stretch of road two centuries ago that he had driven in the Accord with his imaginary lover, when the northern China plain was covered with real snow. He felt her hair blowing in the wind, its strands teasing him with their strange tickles on his right cheek.

夕阳完全落下去了,路两侧的沙漠在暮色中泛出一片白色,像雪。罗辑突然想起,两个世纪前,他开着那辆雅阁车,带着想象中的爱人,就是沿着这条路出游的,那时华北平原上覆盖着真的雪。他感到她的长发被风吹起,一缕缕撩到他的右面颊上,怪痒痒的。

No, no. Don’t say where we are! Once we know where we are, then the world becomes as narrow as a map. When we don’t know, the world feels unlimited.

“不不,别说在哪儿!一知道在哪儿,世界就变得像一张地图那么小了,不知道在哪儿,感觉世界才广阔呢。”

Okay. Then let’s do our best to get lost.

“那好,咱们就努力迷路吧。”

Luo Ji parked the car at what he thought was the most fitting spot, the border between the plain and the mountains, where there were no people or buildings as far as he could see. The car stood in a valley surrounded by a U-shaped ring of mountains, which would dissipate some of the shock waves from the impact. He took the television from the car and carried it onto the open sand, where he sat down.

罗辑把车停到了一个他认为很理想的地方,这是平原和山区的交界处,目力所及之处没有人和建筑,车停在一个三面有山的U形谷地中,这样可以消解一部分撞击的冲击渡。罗辑把电视机从车上拿下来,带着它走到空旷的沙地上坐了下来。

Luo Ji had always had the feeling that Zhuang Yan and Xia Xia had been brought into the world by his imagination. He felt a stab in his heart when the thought entered his mind, because, at this moment, love and longing were the most excruciating things in the world. Tears blurred his vision as he strove to keep his mind blank. But Yan Yan’s lovely eyes stubbornly surfaced through the blankness, accompanied by Xia Xia’s intoxicating laughter. It was all he could do to focus his attention on the television news.

罗辑一直有一种感觉:庄颜和孩子是被他的想象带到这个世界上来的,想到这里他的心中一阵绞痛,在这个时刻,爱和思念无疑是最折磨人的东西。泪水再次模糊了视线,他努力使自己的大脑一片空白。但庄颜那双美丽的眼睛还是顽强地从空白中浮现,伴着孩子醉人的笑声。罗辑只好把注意力集中到电视新闻上。

The droplet had passed the Lagrange point,25 but it still sped toward Earth at constant speed.

水滴越过拉格朗日点①,仍以不变的速度向地球扑来。【注:①地球和月球的引力平衡点。】

The news finally predicted the latitude and longitude of impact: to the northwest of China’s capital.

新闻终于公布了预测的撞击点的经纬度,在中国首都的西北方向。

The droplet crossed the 34,000-kilometer geosynchronous orbit altitude and passed close by the space city New Shanghai, whose inhabitants all clearly saw the bright point of light pass rapidly across their sky. The news declared that the impact would occur in eight minutes.

水滴越过了三万四千公里的地球同步轨道,它近距离掠过了“新上海”太空城,城中的所有人都清晰地看到了那个从他们的天空中飞速划过的耀眼光点,新闻宣布,撞击将在八分钟后发生。

Perhaps as a way to pass the remaining time, Luo Ji began to look back on his life.

也许只是为了打发剩下的这点儿时间,罗辑开始在记忆中回放自己的一生。

Luo Ji knew that already.

对此罗辑早就知道了。

It had been divided into two entirely distinct parts. The part after he became a Wallfacer spanned two centuries, but it felt densely compacted. He passed quickly back through it as if it had been just yesterday. That part of his life didn’t seem like his own, including the love that was engraved onto his bones. It all felt like a fleeting dream. He didn’t dare think about his wife and child.

他的人生分成泾渭分明的两部分,成为面壁者后是一部分,这部分人生虽然跨越了两个世纪,但在感觉上紧凑而致密,像是昨天的一天。他把这部分飞快地倒过去了,因为这部分不像是自己的人生,包括那铭心刻骨的爱情,都像一场转瞬即逝的梦,而他也不敢再想起爱人和孩子了。

Twilight had fallen heavily now, and the colors of the sky had shrunk to a small space in the west, like a pupilless eyeball watching the world indifferently.

这时暮色已重,天空中的亮色已经在西天缩成一小片,像一个没有瞳仁的白眼球,漠然地面对着这个世界。

The past was like a handful of sand you thought you were squeezing tightly, but which had already run out through the cracks between your fingers. Memory was a river that had run dry long ago, leaving only scattered gravel in a lifeless riverbed. He had lived life always looking out for the next thing, and whenever he had gained, he had also lost, leaving him with little in the end.

过去就像攥在手中的一把干沙,自以为攥得很紧,其实早就从指缝中流光了。记忆是一条早已干涸的河流,只在毫无生气的河床中剩下零落的砾石。他的人生就像狗熊掰玉米,得到的同时也在丢弃,最后没剩下多少。

Contrary to his expectations, his memories of life before becoming a Wallfacer were a blank. All that he could fish out from the sea of memory were a few fragments, and the farther back he went, the fewer there were. Had he really been to high school? Had he really attended primary school? Had he really had a first love? Some of the fragments bore clear scratches, reminding him that those things had indeed taken place. The details were vivid, but the feelings had vanished without a trace.

与他期望的不同,成为面壁者之前的人生在记忆中也是一片空白,能从记忆之海中捞出来的都是一些碎片,而且越向前,碎片越稀少。他真的上过中学吗?真的上过小学吗?真的有过初恋?支离破碎的记忆中偶尔能找出几道清晰的划痕,他知道有些事情确实发生过,细节历历在目,但感觉已消失得无影无踪了。

He looked around at the twilight mountains, recalling that one winter’s night he spent here more than two hundred years ago, in the mountains that had grown tired of standing for hundreds of millions of years, and had lain down “like old villagers basking in the sun,” as his imaginary lover had once said. The fields and cities of the northern China plain had long since turned to desert, but the mountains didn’t seem to have changed. They were still plain and ordinary in shape, and withered grasses and vitex vines still grew stubbornly from the crevices in the gray rocks, no lusher and no sparser than two centuries ago. Two centuries was far too short for any visible change to come to these rocky mountains.

罗辑看看周围暮色中的大山,想起了二百多年前他在这些山中度过的那个冬夜。这是几亿年间站累了躺了下来的山,“像坐在村头晒太阳的老头们。”他想象中的爱人曾这样说。当年遍布田野和城市的华北平原已变成了沙漠,但这些山几乎没有什么变化,仍是那种平淡无奇的形状,枯草和荆条丛仍从灰色的岩缝中顽强地长出来,不比两个世纪前茂盛,但也不比那时稀疏多少。这些岩石山要发生看得出来的变化,两个世纪太短了。

What was the human world like in the eyes of the mountains? Perhaps just something they saw on a leisurely afternoon. First, a few small living beings appeared on the plain. After a while, they multiplied, and after another while they erected structures like anthills that quickly filled the region. The structures shone from the inside, and some of them let off smoke. After another while, the lights and smoke disappeared, and the small things vanished as well, and then their structures toppled and were buried in the sand. That was all. Among the countless things the mountains had witnessed, these fleeting events were not necessarily the most interesting.

在这些山的眼中,人类世界是什么样的呢?那可能只是它们在一个悠闲的下午看到的事:有一些活着的小东西在平原上出现了,过了一会儿这些小东西多丁起来,又过了一会儿它们建起了蚁穴般的建筑,这种建筑很快连成片,里面透出亮光,有些冒出烟;再过一会儿,亮光和烟都消失了,活着的小东西也消失了,然后它们的建筑塌了,被沙埋住。仅此而巳,在山见过的无数的事儿中,这件事转瞬即逝,而且未必是最有趣的。

Finally, Luo Ji located his earliest memory. He was surprised to discover that the life he could remember also began on the sand. It was in his own prehistoric age, in a place he couldn’t remember, and with people he couldn’t recall, but he clearly remembered the sandy shore of a river. There was a round moon in the sky, and the river rippled under the moonlight. He was digging in the sand. When he had dug out a pit, water seeped through the bottom, and in the water there was a small moon. He kept digging like that, digging lots of pits and bringing forth lots of small moons.

终于,罗辑找到了自己最早的记忆,他惊奇地发现,自己能记住的人生也是开始于一片沙滩上。那是自己的上古时代,他记不清是在哪儿,也不记得当时有谁在旁边,但能记清那是一条河边的沙滩,当时天上有一轮圆月,月光下的河水银渡荡漾。他在沙滩上挖坑,挖一个坑坑底就有水渗出,水中就有一个小月亮;他就那样不停地挖,挖了好多个坑,引来了好多个小月亮。

As Luo Ji worked to maintain a blank state in his mind, his scalp tightened, and he felt like an enormous hand had covered the entire sky overhead and was pressing down on him.

罗辑竭力保持着大脑的空白状态,他的头皮发紧,感到上方出现了一个覆盖整个天空的巨掌,向他压下来。

At a distance of twenty thousand kilometers from the surface, the droplet changed direction and headed directly toward the sun.

水滴在距地面两万公里处转向,径直飞向太阳,并且急剧减速。

That was his earliest memory. Before that, everything was blank.

这真的是他最早的记忆,再往前一片空白了。

But then the giant hand slowly withdrew.

但接着,这只巨掌慢慢抽回了。

In the dark of night, only the light of the television illuminated the small patch of sand surrounding him.

夜色中,只有电视机的光亮照着罗辑周围的一片沙滩。

The TV reporter shouted, “Attention northern hemisphere! Attention northern hemisphere! The droplet has grown brighter, and you can see it with the naked eye!”

电视中,记者在大喊:“北半球注意!北半球注意,水滴减速时亮度增强,现在你们用肉眼能看到它!”

Luo Ji looked up. He could actually see it: It wasn’t too bright, but its high speed made it easily distinguishable as it crossed the sky like a meteor and vanished in the west.

罗辑抬头仰望,真的看到了它,它并不太亮,但由于其极快的速度,能够轻易分辨出来,它像流星般划过夜空,很快消失在西天。

At last the droplet reduced its velocity relative to the Earth to zero and rested at a point 1.5 million kilometers away. A Lagrange point. That meant that, in the days to come, it would remain motionless relative to both Earth and sun, squarely between the two.

水滴与地球的相对速度减到零,同时,它把自己调整到太阳同步轨道上,也就是说,在未来的日子里,水滴将始终处于地球与太阳之间,与地球的距离约为四万公里。

Luo Ji had a hunch that something else might happen, so he sat on the sand and waited. The mountains, like old men beside and in back of him, waited quietly with him and gave him a sense of security. For the time being, there was no more important information in the news. A world uncertain whether or not it had escaped catastrophe waited nervously.

罗辑预感可能还有事情要发生,就坐在沙地上等候着,那些老人般的岩山在两侧和身后静静地陪着他,使他有一种安定感。新闻中一时间没有重要消息,世界并不能确定已经逃脱了这一劫难,都在紧张地等待着。

The image on the television suddenly blurred, and the sound turned scratchy. Luo Ji sensed commotion in the surrounding environment: A startled flock of birds took flight in the mountains, and a dog barked in the distance. It might have been a false impression, but he felt his skin begin to itch. The television’s sound and picture jittered for a moment and then cleared up. Later it was learned that the interference was still present, but global telecommunications systems had quickly filtered out the sudden noise with their anti-interference capabilities. However, the news reacted slowly to this development because of the vast amounts of monitoring data that needed to be pooled and analyzed. It was another ten minutes or more before precise information became available.

电视中的图像突然模糊起来,声音也变得嘶哑不清,同时,罗辑感到了周围环境的一些骚动:群鸟从山中惊飞,远处传来狗叫声,不知道是不是错觉,他的皮肤上有轻微的瘙痒感。电视图像和声音在抖动了几下后又清晰起来,后来知道,干扰依然存在,这是全球通讯系统中的抗干扰功能发挥作用,滤除了突然出现的杂波。但新闻对这一事件的反应很迟缓,因为有大量的监测数据需要汇总分析,又过了十多分钟才有了确切信息。

Ten minutes passed, but nothing happened. The monitoring system showed the droplet suspended motionless, the propulsion halo gone from its tail and its round head facing the sun. It reflected the bright sunlight, so that its front third appeared to be on fire. To Luo Ji, some sort of mysterious induction seemed to be taking place between the droplet and the sun.

十多分钟过去了,什么事情也没有发生,从监测系统中看到,水滴静静地悬浮在太空中,尾部的推进光环已经消失,浑圆的头部正对着太阳,反射着明亮的阳光,前三分之一段像在燃烧。在罗辑的感觉中,水滴与太阳之间似乎在发生着某种神秘的感应。

The droplet was sending a continuous, powerful electromagnetic wave directly at the sun with an intensity far exceeding the sun’s amplification threshold and a frequency that covered all the bands that the sun could amplify.

水滴向太阳不问断地发出了强烈电磁波,波的强度超过了太阳的放大阈值,频率则覆盖了能够被太阳放大的所有波段。

Luo Ji began to giggle, and then laughed until he choked. Yes, he really was self-absorbed. He should have thought of all of this long ago. Luo Ji wasn’t important. The sun was important. From now on, humanity could no longer use the sun as a powerful antenna to transmit messages to the universe.

罗辑痴笑起来,直笑得喘不过气。他确实自作多情了,他早该想到这一切:罗辑并不重要,重要的是太阳,从此以后,人类不可能通过太阳这个超级天线向宇宙中发送任何信息了。

The droplet had sealed it off.

水滴是来封死太阳的。

“My boy, this is the last time I help you do Wallfacer stuff,” Shi Qiang said on the road back. “That occupation must cause mental problems, and you’ve just had another episode.”

“老弟,这可是我最后一次帮你做面壁者的事了。”在回去的路上史强说,“这个职业肯定要把人的脑子弄出问题的,你又犯了一次病。”

“Hah! My boy, nothing’s happened! We really should have wagered on it.” At some point, Shi Qiang had made his way over to Luo Ji. He had flagged down a car to get here.

“哈哈,老弟,什么事儿也没有吧!真该和你打个赌的!”大史不知道什么时候来到罗辑身边,他是截了一辆车赶过来的。

Luo Ji felt like something had been drained out of him. He lay limply down on the sand, which was still warm from the sun. It was comfortable beneath him.

罗辑像被抽去了什么,软瘫地躺到沙地上,身下的沙有着阳光的余温,令他感到很舒适。

“Yes, Da Shi. We can go and live our lives now. Everything’s finished.”

“是啊,大史,我们以后可以好好活了,现在,真的是一切都完”

“You know, it’ll be easy for you to get back to normal. It’s time for Zhuang Yan and Xia Xia to reawaken. Although, with the recent chaos, I don’t know if they’ve suspended reawakening. But even if they have, it won’t be for very long. The situation will quickly stabilize, I think. After all, there’s still time left for several generations. Didn’t you say you can go and live your life?”

“其实,你要恢复正常也容易,应该轮到庄颜和孩子苏醒了吧。现在到处都很乱,不知苏醒是不是冻结了,就是那样时间也不会太长的,我想局势很快会平稳下来的,毕竟还有几代人的日子要过嘛,你不是说可以好好活了吗?”

“I hope that’s the case,” Luo Ji said. Outside, the stars that were visible yesterday had vanished, and the black desert and night sky joined into one at the horizon. A section of road illuminated by the headlights stretched out ahead of them. The world was like the state of Luo Ji’s mind: darkness everywhere, with one spot incredibly clear.

“我倒真希望是这样。”罗辑说。外面,昨天还能看到的星星又消失了,黑乎乎的沙漠和夜空在地平线处连为一体,只有前面的一段公路在车灯的照耀下延伸。这个世界很像罗辑现在的思想:到处都是一片黑暗,只有一处无比清晰。

But humanity was beyond hope.

而人类,已经无人能救了。

As they neared New Life Village #5, Shi Qiang suddenly slowed the car. “Something’s not right,” he said, looking ahead. Following his gaze, Luo Ji saw a glow in the sky cast by a light on the ground, but the high embankments on the roadway meant they couldn’t see its source. The glow was in motion. It didn’t seem like the lights of a residential area.

在接近新生话五村时,大史突然放慢了车速。“好像有点儿不对。”他看着前方说。罗辑看到,那个方向的空气中有一片光晕,是被下方的光源照亮的,由于路基较高,看不到发光的地方,那光晕晃动着,看上去不像是居民区的灯光。

“I’ll go inquire at the Hibernation Immigration Bureau tomorrow.” Shi Qiang’s words reminded Luo Ji of the bit of color that existed in his dull mind. Maybe a reunion with his wife and child was his only chance for redemption.

“我明天就去冬眠移民局打听一下她们。”大史的话提醒了罗辑,他那灰暗的心中终于有了一点亮色,也许,与爱人和孩子重逢是唯一拯救自己的机会。

When the car turned off the highway, a strange and spectacular sight met them: The desert between New Life Village #2 and the highway had been turned into a shining blanket dense with lights, like an ocean of fireflies. It took Luo Ji a moment to realize that it was a crowd of people. All of them were from the city, and the light came from their clothes.

当车拐下高速公路时,他们面前展现出一幅奇异壮观的景象:新生活五村与公路问的沙漠变成了一张璀璨的光毯,密密麻麻地闪烁着,仿佛是萤火虫的海洋。罗辑好一阵才反应过来,这是一大片人群,都是城里的人,发光的是他们的衣服。

“Turns out they’re waiting for you. Go,” he said, leaning on the door. Seeing Luo Ji’s face, he reassured him, “Relax. It’ll be okay.”

“果然是在等你,过去吧。”史强扶着车门说。看着罗辑的神色,他又安慰道,“放心,没事儿的。”

“Looks like they’re waiting for someone,” Shi Qiang said, looking at Luo Ji, who tensed up at his expression.

“他们好像在等谁。”大史说,同时看看罗辑,那眼光让罗辑顿时紧张起来。

As the car slowly approached the crowd, everyone ahead of them raised their hands to block the glare of the headlights, so Shi Qiang turned them off, leaving them facing a bizarre, gaudy human wall.

车慢慢地接近人群,罗辑看到前面的人纷纷抬手遮挡车灯的强光,史强关了灯,于是他们面对着一道光怪陆离的人墙。

The car stopped, and Shi Qiang went on, “You stay here and don’t move. I’ll go have a look.” He jumped out of the car and walked over to the crowd.

车停了,史强又说,“你在这儿别动,我下去看看。”说着跳下车,向人群走去。

Against the glowing human wall, Shi Qiang’s stocky body stood out as a black silhouette. Luo Ji watched him walk to the crowd, then exchange a few words with the people before turning and walking back.

在发光人墙的背景上,史强粗壮的身躯成了一个黑色的剪影。罗辑看他走到了人群前,好像同人们简单地说了两句什么,很快转身走回来。

Luo Ji got out of the car and went over to the crowd. He had grown familiar with the wired clothing of modern people, but in the desolate desert, he still had the feeling that he was walking toward the Other. But when he drew closer and could make out their expressions, his heart began to beat faster.

罗辑下了车,向人群走去,虽然早巳熟悉了现代人的信息服装,但在这荒凉的沙漠上,他还是有走向异类的感觉,当他近到可以看清那些人的表情时,心跳骤然加快了。

When he had gotten closer to the crowd, he finally stopped, because he saw the images they had on their clothes.

当与人群的距离进一步缩短时,他终于还是站住了,因为他看清了人们衣服上的图像。

Their clothing displayed pictures of Luo Ji — some still photographs, some videos.

他们的衣服上显示的都是罗辑,有静止的照片,有活动的影像。

The first thing he had learned when he awakened from hibernation was that the crowds of every age have their own unique expression. The differences across time to this far-off age were remarkable — you could easily distinguish between moderns and hibernators who had only just reawakened. But the expressions Luo Ji saw now weren’t modern, nor were they twenty-first century. He didn’t know what era they belonged to. Fear nearly rooted him to the spot, but his trust in Shi Qiang propelled his steps mechanically forward.

从冬眠中苏醒后,他知道的第一件事情就是每个时代的人群都有各自的表情,跨越时间来到相隔遥远的时代,这种差异就很明显了,因此可以轻易地分辨现代人和苏醒不久的冬眠者。可是罗辑现在看到的这些人的表情,既不是现代的,也不是二十一世纪的,他不知道这种表情来自哪个时空,恐惧使他几乎站住,但对大史的信任推动他机械地迈步前行。

“Oh god, save the world!”

“我们的神,拯救世界吧!”

When they saw him stop, the crowd moved toward him. When they got as close as two or three meters, the people in front held back the rest of the crowd, and then knelt down. Those behind them knelt down successively in a wave of glowing people that receded along the sand.

看到罗辑停下,人群便向他移动过来,在距他两三米处,前排的人极力阻挡住后面人群的推进,然后跪了下来,后面的人也相继跪下,发光的人群像从沙滩上退去的海浪般低了下去。

“Lord, save us!” he heard someone say. The words buzzed in his ears.

“主啊,救救我们吧!”罗辑听到一个人说,他的话引起了一阵嗡嗡的共鸣。

Luo Ji had rarely appeared before the media since becoming a Wallfacer, so he hadn’t left much of a visual record, but a fairly complete set of those videos and images was now on display on the people’s clothing. On some people, he even saw photographs of his pre-Wallfacer self. The clothing took its images from the Internet, which meant that these images must be circulating worldwide. He also noticed that the images were in their original state and had not been subjected to the artistic deformation that the moderns liked to do, which meant that they had just appeared online.

罗辑成为面壁者后,几乎没有在媒体前露过面,所以留下的影像资料是很少的,可是这些影像现在都很齐全地在不同的人的衣服上显示着,他甚至还从几个人的身上看到了自己成为面壁者之前的照片。人们的衣服都是联网的,那么现在他的影像应该已经在全世界流传了。他还注意到这些影像都是原态,没有经过现代人喜欢的艺术变形,说明它们都是刚在网上出现的。

“Angel of justice, save humankind!”

“正义天使,救救人类吧!”

“Great spokesman, uphold justice in the universe!”

“伟大的代言人,主持宇宙的正义吧!”

The soldier said, “I am special commissioner Ben Jonathan of the SFJC. We met when you had just been reawakened. I am also instructed to inform you that the Asian Fleet, the European Fleet, and the North American Fleet have agreed with the revalidation of the Wallfacer Act and have recognized your status as Wallfacer.”

军人说:“我是舰队联席会议特派员本·乔纳森,您刚苏醒时我们见过面,我也奉命通知您:亚洲舰队、欧洲舰队和北美舰队都认同重新生效的面壁宪章,并承认您的面壁者身份。”

Hines said to him gravely, “Dr. Luo, I’ve just been appointed your liaison to the UN Wallfacer Project Commission. It is my duty to inform you that the Wallfacer Project has been revived, and you have been named the sole Wallfacer.”

希恩斯庄重地对罗辑说:“罗辑博士,我刚刚被任命为联合国面壁计划委员会与您的联络人,现在奉命通知您:面壁计划已经恢复,您被指定为唯一的面壁者。”

Two people came up to Luo Ji, and he recognized the one whose clothing wasn’t glowing as Hines. The other man was a soldier with glowing badges and ribbons.

两个人向罗辑走来,其中一人的衣服不发光,罗辑认出他是希恩斯;另一个是军人,肩章和勋章发着光。

Hines pointed to the crowd kneeling on the sand, and said, “In the eyes of the public, you now have two identities. For theists, you are the angel of justice. To atheists, you are the spokesperson for a just, superior civilization in the Milky Way.”

希恩斯指指跪在沙漠上的人群说:“在公众眼中,您现在有两个身份:对于上帝的信仰者,您是他的正义天使;对于无神论者,您是银河系正义的超级文明的代言人。”

This was followed by silence, with all eyes focused on Luo Ji. He thought for a while, but came up with only one possibility: “The spell worked?” he ventured.

接着是一片寂静,所有的目光都聚集在罗辑身上,他想了半天只想到一个可能。“咒语生效了?”他试探着问。

“How do they know it was destroyed?”

“怎么知道它是被摧毁的?”

“You’re aware that 187J3X1 was in a stable period, like the sun, so it would be impossible for it to go nova. And its destruction was observed: A body traveling close to the speed of light struck 187J3X1. The tiny object — they’re calling it a ‘photoid’– was observed the instant it passed into the periphery of the stellar atmosphere by the tracks it made. Even though it was small in volume, its near-light velocity meant that its vastly amplified relativistic mass had reached one-eighth of 187J3X1’s by the time it struck the target. It destroyed the star immediately. The star’s four planets were also vaporized in the blast.”

“您知道,187J3X1正处于像太阳一样的稳定期,是绝对不可能成为爆发新星的。而且我们观测到了它被摧毁的过程:一个接近光速的物体击中了187J3X1,那东西体积很小,他们把它叫光粒,它穿过恒星外围气层的那一瞬间才从尾迹被观测到,光粒虽然体积小,但由于十分接近光速,它的质量被相对论效应急剧放大,击中目标时已经达到187J3X1恒星的八分之一,结果立刻摧毁了这恒星,187J3X1的四颗行星也在爆炸中被汽化。”

Hines and Jonathan nodded, and Hines said, “187J3X1 has been destroyed.”

希恩斯和乔纳森都点点头,希恩斯说:“187J3X1恒星被摧毁了”

“Fifty-one years ago. It was observed a year ago, but no one was paying much attention to that star, so the observations were only discovered this afternoon. A few desperate people in the SFJC wanted to find inspiration in history, and they remembered the Wallfacer Project and your spell. So they looked at 187J3X1 and found that it wasn’t there anymore. In its place was a nebula of debris. They scanned through all observational records of the star until its destruction a year ago, then pulled all of the observational data of 187J3X1 at the time it exploded.”

“五十一年前,一年前被观测到,但今天下午观测信息才被发现,因为以前人们都没有再注意那颗恒星。舰队联席会议中有几个对局势绝望的人,想从历史中找到些什么,他们想起了面壁计划和您的咒语,于是观测了187J3X1。结果发现它已经不存在了,那个位置只剩一片残骸星云。他们接着调阅恒星扫描观测系统的观测记录,一直追溯到一年前,检索到了187J3X1爆炸时的所有观测数据。”

“When?”

“什么时候?”

“You’re a Wallfacer, so of course you can do anything within the scope of the Wallfacer Act,” Hines said to him with a bow. “Although the act still has restrictions, you can now mobilize practically all of the resources of Earth International.”

“您是面壁者,当然可以做面壁法案范围内的任何事。”希恩斯向罗辑鞠躬说,“虽然仍有法案原则的限制,但您现在几乎可以调动地球国际的一切资源。”

“So what should I do now?” he asked when he reached them.

“那我现在该做什么?”罗辑来到两人面前问。

Luo Ji continued on ahead, but realized that he didn’t know where he was going. He stopped, found Hines and Jonathan in the crowd, and walked over to them.

罗辑继续向前走。这才发现自己也不知道要去哪儿,于是又站住了,抬头在人群中找到了希恩斯和乔纳森,向他们走去。

Luo Ji looked up at the night’s dark sky, where the stars were practically invisible. He walked forward, and the people stood up and silently made a path for him, closing back together immediately behind him. They were all trying to push closer to him, as if yearning for sunlight amid the cold, but they respectfully left him a circle of space, a dark spot in a fluorescent ocean, like the eye of a storm. A man pushed forward and fell to the ground in front of Luo Ji, compelling him to stop, and then the man kissed his feet. A few others entered the ring to repeat that act. Just when the situation seemed about to go out of control, there were critical shouts from the crowd, prompting the people to scramble and retreat back into the group.

罗辑抬头看看,今天的夜空漆黑一片,几乎一颗星都看不到。他向前走去,人们站起身来,默默地给他让开路,但人群立刻在他身后合拢,每个人都想挤到前面来离他近些,像寒冷中渴望得到阳光一样,然而还是敬畏地给他留出一圈空间,形成了荧光海洋中一个台风眼般的黑斑。有一个人扑进来伏在罗辑前面,使得他只得停下脚步,那人就去吻他的脚。又有几个人也进入圈里来做同样的事,局面就要失控之际,从人群中响起了几声呵斥,那几个人慌乱地起身缩回人群中去了。

“That includes the Fleet International’s resources, too,” Jonathan added.

“包括舰队国际的资源。”乔纳森补充说。

“Then I’ll make two requests. First, order will be restored in all cities, and normal life will resume. There’s no mystery about this request. I’m sure you understand.”

“那就提出两项要求:第一,所有城市恢复秩序,恢复正常生活。这要求没什么神秘之处。大家都能理解吧。”

Luo Ji thought for a moment, and said, “I don’t need to tap any resources right now. But if I’ve really recovered the power granted by the Wallfacer Act…”

罗辑想了想说:“我现在不需要调动任何资源,但如果我真恢复了面壁法案赋予的权力的话……”

“There’s no doubt about that,” Hines said. Jonathan nodded.

“这毫无疑问!”希恩斯说,乔纳森跟着点点头。

“Yes, the world is listening,” Hines said. “Restoring stability will require time, but because of you we have faith that it can be done.” His words were echoed in the crowd.

“是的,全世界都在听着。”希恩斯说,“恢复稳定需要时间,但因为有您在,我们相信能做到的。”他的话也引起了人们的纷纷附和。

“Second: Everyone, go home. Leave this place in peace. Thank you!”

“第二,所有人都回家吧,让这里安静下来。谢谢!”

The people were silent after hearing this, but soon began to buzz as his words were passed back through the crowd. The crowd began to disperse, slowly and unwillingly at first, but eventually the pace picked up and car after car headed off down the road in the direction of the city. The many people walking along the roadside looked like a long glowing colony of ants in the night.

听到罗辑这句话,人们都沉默了,但很快一阵嗡嗡声响起,他的话从人群中向后传。人群开始散开,开始散得很慢很不情愿,但渐渐中快了起来,一辆又一辆车开上了高速公路,向城市方向开去,还有许多人沿着公路步行,在夜色中像一长串发光的蚁群。


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