Tyler had been jumpy lately. Despite the setbacks, the mosquito swarm plan eventually won PDC approval. Development of the space fighters began, but progress was slow due to a lack of advanced technologies.
泰勒最近很紧张。尽管遭遇挫折，蚊子群计划最终还是获得了PDC的批准。太空战斗机的发展开始了，但由于缺乏先进技术，进展缓慢。
Year 8, Crisis Era Distance of the Trisolaran Fleet from the Solar System: 4.20 light-years.
危机纪年第8年，三体舰队距太阳系4.20光年。
Humanity continued to improve on the technology of its stone age axes and clubs, inventing chemically propelled rockets. Tyler’s supplemental project, the study of Europa, Ceres, and various comets, was odd enough that some people suspected that he had come up with it purely to add a sense of mystery to the overly direct main plan. However, since it could be incorporated into the mainstream defense program, he was allowed to start working on that as well.
人类继续改进航天石器时代的斧头和棍棒技术，发明了化学推进火箭。泰勒的补充项目，欧罗巴、谷神星和各种彗星的研究，很奇怪，有人怀疑他纯粹是为了给过于直接的主计划增加一种神秘感。然而，由于它可以被纳入主流防御计划，他也被允许开始这方面的工作。
So Tyler had to wait. He went home and, for the first time in his five years as a Wallfacer, led the life of a normal person.
泰勒只有等待，于是他回到了家中，在成为面壁者的五年来，第一次过上了正常人的生活。
The Wallfacers were subject to increasing scrutiny from the community. Whether they had asked for the role or not, they had been set up in the eyes of the masses as messiah figures. Accordingly, a Wallfacer cult sprang up.
与此同时，面壁者正在引起越来越多的社会关注，不管他们自己是否愿意，他们在公众心目中的救世主形象已经建立起来，顺理成章地出现了面壁者崇拜。
Luo Ji was the exception. He remained in seclusion, never showing his face. No one knew where he was or what he was doing.
罗辑是个例外，他一直在隐居中，从未露过面，谁也不知道他在哪里，在干什么。
No matter how many explanations the UN and PDC issued, legends of their supernatural abilities circulated widely and grew increasingly fanciful. In science fiction movies, they were shown as superheroes, and, in the eyes of many, they were the sole hope for humanity. This gave the Wallfacers an enormous amount of popular and political capital that guaranteed things would go smoothly when they tapped huge amounts of resources.
尽管联合国和PDC一再解释，关于他们拥有超能力的神话还是不胫而走，并且越传越神。他们在科幻电影中被表现为超人英雄，在许多人心目中，他们是人类未来唯一的希望。由此，面壁者们也拥有了巨大的号召力和政治能量，这就保证了他们对巨量资源的调用可以更顺利地进行。
One day, Tyler had a visitor. Like the other Wallfacers, his home was under heavy guard, and all visitors had to pass stringent background checks. But when he first saw the visitor in the living room, he knew that the man would pass through easily, because it was obvious at a glance that he posed no threat to anyone. On this hot day he wore a wrinkled suit, a similarly wrinkled tie, and, more annoyingly, the sort of bowler hat no one wore anymore. He evidently wanted to present a more formal appearance for his visit, since he had probably never attended a formal occasion before. Pale and emaciated, he looked malnourished. His glasses sat heavily on his skinny, pale face, his neck hardly seemed able to support the weight of his head, and his suit looked practically empty, as if it was hanging on a rack. As a politician, Tyler saw at a glance that he belonged to one of those mean social classes whose poverty was more spiritual than material, like Gogol’s petty bureaucrats who, despite their lowly social station, still worry about preserving that status and spend their whole lives engaged in uncreative, exhausting random tasks that they carry out exactingly. In everything they do, they fear making mistakes; with everyone they meet, they fear causing displeasure; and they dare not take the slightest glance through the glass ceiling to a higher plane of society. Tyler detested those people. They were utterly dispensable, and when he thought about how they made up the majority of the world that he wanted to save, it left a bad taste in his mouth.
这一天，泰勒有一个访客。与其他面壁者一样，他的家是戒备森严的，来访者必须经过严格的安全检查。但在客厅中见到来人时，泰勒就明白他肯定能很顺利地进来，因为这人一看就是一个对任何人都不会有威胁的人。他在大热天穿着一身皱巴巴的西装，还系着一条同样皱巴巴的领带，更让人不可忍受的是还戴着一顶现在已很少见的礼帽，显然是想让自己的来访显得正式些，而在这之前他大概没去过什么正式的场合。他面黄肌瘦，像营养不良似的，眼镜在瘦小苍白的脸上显得大而沉重，他那细小的脖子看上去支撑起脑袋和礼帽的重量都困难，那套起皱的西装更像是空荡荡地挂在一个衣架上。作为政治家的泰勒，一眼就看出这人属于社会上最可怜的那类人，他们的可怜之处不仅仅在于物质上，更多是精神上的卑微，就像果戈理笔下的那些小职员。虽然社会地位已经很低下，却仍然为保住这种地位而忧心忡忡，一辈子在毫无创造性的繁杂琐事中心力交瘁，成天小心谨慎，做每件事都怕出错，对每个人都怕惹得不高兴，更是不敢透过玻璃天花板向更高的社会阶层望上一眼。这是泰勒最看不起的一类小人物，他们是真正的可有可无之人，想想自己要拯救的世界中大部分都是这类人，他总是感到兴味索然。
Tyler made up his mind to send him off as soon as he spoke his first sentence, for even if what the man had to say was important to him, to Tyler it was meaningless.
泰勒打定主意，在这人说出第一句话后就赶他走，也许他要说的事对他自己很重要，但对泰勒没有任何意义。
The man walked gingerly through the living room door, but did not dare venture further. He seemed afraid of marking the carpet with the dirty soles of his shoes. He took off his hat and looked at the master of the house through his thick glasses as he bowed repeatedly.
那人小心翼翼地迈进客厅门，不敢再朝前走了，显然怕自己的鞋底弄脏了客厅的地毡。他摘下礼帽，透过厚厚的眼镜片用谦卑的目光看着主人，连连鞠躬。
In a frail voice, the pitiful man uttered his first sentence. It struck Tyler like a bolt of lightning and so dazed him that he practically sat down on the ground. Every word was like a thunderclap.
这个卑微的可怜人用赢弱的声音说出了第一句话，泰勒仿佛被一道闪电击中，几乎因眩晕而跌坐在地，对于他，这句话的每一个字都雷霆万钧。
“Who would have thought we’d one day be facing a battle map like this,” Chang Weisi exclaimed as he looked at a one-to-one-trillion-scale chart of the Solar System displayed on a monitor large enough to be a movie screen. It was almost entirely dark, except for the tiny spot of yellow in the center that was the sun. The chart radius reached the middle of the Kuiper Belt. When it was displayed in its entirety, it was like looking down on the Solar System from a distance of fifty AU above the ecliptic plane. The chart accurately marked the orbits of planets and satellites, as well as the conditions of known asteroids, and it could display a precise sectional layout of the Solar System for any point in the next millennium. Now that positional markings for celestial bodies had been turned off, the chart display was bright enough that you could make out Jupiter if you looked closely enough. It was just an indistinct, tiny bright spot, but from this distance the other seven major planets were invisible.
“谁能想到，我们有一天要面对这样的作战地图。”常伟思面对着一比一千亿的太阳系空间图感慨道。显示空间图的超大屏幕。面积相当于一个电影宽银幕，但屏幕上几乎是一片漆黑，只在正中有一个小小的黄色亮斑，那是太阳。空间图的范围是以柯柏伊带中线为边界，全幅显示时，相当于从垂直于黄道面的五十个天文单位远方看太阳系。空间图精确地标示了各行星和行星的卫星的轨道，以及目前已经探明的小行星带的情况。对今后一千年内各个时间断面的太阳系天体运行位置都可精确显示。现在空间图关闭了天体位置的标示。显示的是真实亮度，如果仔细观察，也许可以找到木星，但只是一个似有似无的微小亮点，在这个距离上，其他七大行星均看不见。
“Wallfacer Frederick Tyler, I am your Wallbreaker.”
“面壁者弗雷德里克·泰勒，我是您的破壁人。”
“Commander, I wonder if you noticed the eyes of our comrades when they saw this map,” he said.
“首长，不知你注意到同志们面对这幅图时的眼神没有？”章北海问。
“Yes, we are facing major changes,” Zhang Beihai said. The military had just completed a meeting to assess its first space map, and now only the two of them remained in the spacious war room.
“是啊，我们所面临的变化太大了。”章北海说。军方对第一版空间图的鉴定会剐刚结束，现在，宽阔的作战室中只剩他和常伟思两人。
“Of course I noticed. It’s understandable. They would have imagined a space map to be like what you find in popular science books. A couple of colored billiard balls rotating around a fireball. It’s only when they’re faced with one drawn to an accurate scale that they come to an appreciation of the vastness of the Solar System. And, whether they’re air force or navy, the furthest their air and water craft can go doesn’t even amount to one pixel on the big screen.”
“当然注意到了，可以理解，他们在会前肯定把空间图想成科普画那样，几个台球大小的彩色行星围着太阳的大火球转动……见到按真实比例绘制的空间图，才感受到了太阳系的广阔。不管是空军还是海军，他们能够航行或飞行的最远距离在这张屏幕上连一个像素的大小都不到。”
“And now we’re back to defeatism.”
“我们又要谈到失败主义了。”
“Commander, I don’t want to talk about the reality of defeatism today. That’s a subject for a formal meeting. What I’d like to discuss is… well…” He faltered, and smiled, a rare thing for someone who was usually so outspoken.
“首长，我并不是想谈现实中的失败主义，这应该是正式工作会议上讨论的问题，我想谈的……怎么说呢？”章北海犹豫地笑了笑，这对于说话一贯直率果敢的他是很少见的。
“It seems that looking at the battlefield of the future did not inspire a stitch of confidence or passion for battle in our comrades.”
“我感觉，他们面对未来的战场，没有表现出一点信心和战斗的激情。”
“Yes. Or something unprecedented, at least. I’m making a recommendation.”
“是，至少没有先例。这是我的一个建议。”
“Proceed. Get right down to the topic. Of course, you don’t need encouragement for that.”
“说吧，最好直奔主题，对于你，不需要这样的鼓励吧。”
“Yes, Commander. Over the past five years, little progress has been made in basic planetary defense and space travel research. The preliminary technology in those two programs — controlled nuclear fusion and the space elevator — are still at square one, with no hope in sight, and there are all kinds of problems with higher-thrust chemical rockets. If things continue in this vein, then I fear a space fleet, even at the low-tech level, will remain science fiction forever.”
“是，首长。这五年中，行星防御和宇宙航行的基础研究几乎没有进展，两项起步技术——可控核聚变和太空电梯，仍在原地踏步，让人看不到希望，连更大推力的传统化学火箭都困难重重，照这样下去，即使是低技术战略层次的太空舰队，怕也只能永远是科幻。”
“You chose high-tech, Comrade Beihai. You ought to be well aware of the rules of scientific research.”
“对于科学研究的规律，北海同志，在你选择进入高技术战略研究室时，就应该已经有了一个清醒的认识。”
Chang Weisi turned away from the map and smiled back at him. “Seems you’ve got something highly unorthodox to say.”
常伟思把目光从空间图上收回来，对着章北海笑笑：“看来你要说的事情很有些不寻常。”
“Of course I’m aware of them. Research is a process of leaping forward, and qualitative change is only produced by long-term quantitative accumulation. Breakthroughs in theory and technology are mostly achieved in concentrated bursts… Still, Commander, how many people understand the problem like I do? It’s very likely that in ten or twenty or fifty years, or even a century, we still won’t have any major breakthroughs in any scientific or technical field, and at that point, how far will defeatist thinking have developed? What spiritual and mental state will have taken hold in the space force? Commander, am I really taking this too far?”
“我当然明白，科学研究是一个跳跃前进的过程，长时间的量变积累才能产生质变，理论和技术突破大都是集中突发的……但，首长，有多少人是像我们这样认识问题的呢？很有可能，十年二十年或五十年，甚至一个世纪后，各个学科和技术领域仍无重大突破，那时的失败主义思潮将会发展到什么程度，太空军将会陷人怎样一种思想状态和精神状态，首长，你是不是觉得我想得太远了？”
“That’s where my worry lies, Commander. When that time comes, political work in the space force won’t be up to the task.”
“这正是我担忧的，首长，那时，太空军的政工力量可能严重不足。”
“Beihai, what I most admire about you is that you always keep the long term in mind as you work. It’s a rare thing among political cadres in this military. Please go on.”
“北海，我最看重你的一点就是对工作有长远的思考，这在部队政工干部中是难能可贵的，说下去。”
“Well, I can only speak from the scope of my own work. Working under the above assumptions, what sort of difficulties and pressures will be faced by our future comrades engaged in political and ideological work in the space force?”
“其实我也只是从自己的工作范围来考虑：在上面的那种假设下，未来太空军中从事政治思想工作的同志将面临怎样的困难和压力？”
“Your recommendation?”
“你的建议？”
Chang Weisi looked at Zhang Beihai for a few seconds, then turned back to the big screen. He moved the cursor and enlarged the sun until their epaulets reflected the sunlight.
常伟思默默地看了章北海几秒钟，然后把目光移向大屏幕，同时移动光标，把太阳向前拉进，直到他们的肩章都反射出阳光为止。
“A grimmer question is, how many ideologically qualified political cadres will be left in the forces?” added Chang Weisi. “To contain defeatism, we first need to have a firm faith in victory ourselves. But this is certain to be more difficult in your hypothetical future.”
“更严峻的是，那时部队中还能有多少思想上合格的政工干部呢，”常伟思接过话头，“遏制失败主义，首先自己要对胜利有坚定的信念，这在你所假设的未来肯定比现在更困难。”
“Send reinforcements!”
“增援未来！”
Chang Weisi stood up and turned on the lights, illuminating the war room. “No, Comrade Beihai, this is a job for you now. Drop everything else. Starting tomorrow, you will focus on the Space Force Political Department, do some research into the other branches, and draft a preliminary report for the Central Military Commission as soon as possible.”
常伟思站起身，把灯打开，使作战室中豁然明亮。“不，北海同志，这工作你现在就要做，从明天起，你先放下手头的事，以太空军政治部为主，也可以到其他军种做些调查，尽快起草一个上报军委的初步方案。”
“Commander, what I mean is…”
“首长，我的意思是……”
The sun was setting behind the mountains when Tyler arrived. Exiting the car, he faced a vision of paradise: the softest light of the day shining on the snow peaks, the lake, and the forest, and Luo Ji and his family enjoying the otherworldly evening in the grass on the lakeshore. What first caught his eye was the mother, so young-looking, like an older sister to the one-year-old child. From a distance it was hard to make her out, but as he drew closer, his attention shifted to the child. If he hadn’t seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn’t have believed that such an adorable little being actually existed. Like a stem cell of beauty, the embryonic state of all that is beautiful. Mother and child were drawing on a large sheet of white paper as Luo Ji stood off to one side watching with interest as he had in the Louvre, gazing from a distance at his beloved, now a mother. Moving closer still, Tyler saw in his eyes an infinite bliss, a happiness that seemed to permeate everything between mountain and lake in this Garden of Eden… Having just arrived from the grim outside world made the scene before his eyes feel unreal. He had been married twice but was now single, and the joys of family had meant little to him in his pursuit of a man’s glory. Now, for the first time ever, he felt he had lived an empty life.
泰勒到达时，太阳已经快落山了，他一出车门，就看到了一幅天堂般的景象：一天中最柔美的阳光撒在雪山、湖泊和森林上，在湖边的草坪上，罗辑一家正在享受着这尘世之外的黄昏。泰勒首先注意到的是那位美丽的母亲，她仍是少女的样子，倒像是那个一周岁的孩子的姐姐。距离远时看不清，随着他走近，注意力便转移到孩子身上。如果不是亲眼见到，他真不相信世界上有这么可爱的小生命。这孩子像一个美丽的干细胞，是所有美的萌芽状态。母亲和孩子在一张大白纸上画画，罗辑则远远地站在一边入神地看着，就像在卢浮宫中，远远地看着他所爱的现在已成为母亲的少女一样。再走近些，泰勒从他的眼神中看到了无边的幸福，那幸福就像这夕阳的光芒般弥漫于伊甸园的雪山和湖泊之间刚刚从严峻的外部世界走来，眼前的一切给泰勒一种不现实的感觉。以前，结过两次婚后来仍单身的他对这类天伦之乐的景象并不在意，他只追求一个男人的辉煌，但现在，泰勒第一次感到自己虚度了一生。
“I realize that, Commander. I’m just voicing a personal suggestion. Big-picture thinking is, of course, up to my superiors.”
“我知道，首长，我只是提出自己的建议，全盘和整体的考虑当然要由上级来做。”
He raised a hand. “I know what you mean.” Then he pulled back until the entire map was displayed, plunging the war room back into gloom, and then brought the sun forward again… and again and again as he thought, until at last he said, “Has it ever occurred to you that if political and ideological work in the space force is a complex and difficult task right now, it will considerably weaken today’s work to hibernate the most outstanding political officers and send them to the future?”
“我明白你的意思。”常伟思抬起一只手说，同时又把太阳推远，一直推到空间图的全幅显示，使作战室重新笼罩在昏暗中，然后再把太阳拉近……将军在思考中反复这样做着，最后说：“你考虑过没有，现在的太空军政治思想工作已经任务繁重，困难重重，如果用冬眠技术，把优秀的现役政工军官送到未来，对目前的工作将是一个很大的削弱……”
“Madam, please excuse the interruption,” Tyler said with a slight bow to Zhuang Yan, who had come over with the child.
“请夫人原谅我的打扰。”泰勒对拉着孩子走过来的庄颜微微鞠躬说。
Luo Ji, captivated by his wife and child, only noticed Tyler when he had gotten quite close. Due to the psychological barriers erected by their common situation, there had been no personal contact between Wallfacers up to this point. But having spoken with him on the phone, Luo Ji showed no surprise at Tyler’s arrival, and met him with polite warmth.
直到泰勒走得很近了，一直陶醉地看着妻儿的罗辑才注意到他。出于由共同身份产生的心理障碍，到目前为止，四位面壁者之间没有任何私人联系。但因为事先已经通过电话，所以罗辑对泰勒的到来并不吃惊，井对他表现出了礼貌的热情。
He wanted to hug the child, but was afraid of losing control of his feelings, so he simply said, “Seeing you two angels is worth the trip.”
他想抱抱孩子，但又怕自己感情失控，只是说：“能见到你们两个天使，我已经不虚此行了。”
“Welcome, Mr. Tyler. We seldom have guests, so we are pleased that you could come.” Her English was strained, but her voice retained a childlike softness and she still had that cool spring of a smile, which stroked his weary soul like an angel’s hands. “This is our daughter, Xia Xia.”
“欢迎您泰勒先生，这里客人很少，您能来我们很高兴。”庄颜说，她说英语有些吃力，但她那仍带着稚气的柔美声音和清泉般的微笑，像一双天使的手抚摸着泰勒疲惫的心灵。
“No, that’s not necessary. I just want to have a brief chat with Dr. Luo. I won’t take up too much time.”
“不不，不用了，我只想和罗辑博士谈一会儿，不会待很长时间的。”
“We’ll let you talk. I’ll go and prepare dinner,” she said as she smiled at the two men.
“你们谈吧，我去准备晚饭。”庄颜微笑着看了看两个男人说。
Zhuang Yan warmly insisted that he stay for dinner, then left with the child.
庄颜热情地坚持留泰勒吃晚饭，然后带着孩子离去了。
“What happened? You don’t look well. Are you tired? What can I get you to drink?”
“什么事？你的脸色不好，很累吗？哦，喝点什么？”
“At least you haven’t wasted resources… So she doesn’t watch TV either? I mean, your angel.”
“至少你没有浪费资源……那她也不看电视吗？我是说你的那位天使。”
Luo Ji motioned for Tyler to sit on a white chair in the grass. When he sat down, his whole body went limp, as if his tendons had been removed. He was a traveler who had at last reached his destination after a long voyage.
罗辑示意泰勒在草坪上的一张白色椅子上坐下，泰勒一坐下，浑身就像抽去了筋一般软瘫下来，仿佛一个长途旅人终于到达了目标。
“You are truly a smart man, and at least from one perspective, a more responsible man than me.”
“你真是个聪明人。甚至从某个角度看，也比我们更有责任心。”
“Anything,” Tyler said, watching the last golden rays of the setting sun on the lake dazedly. “Four days ago, my Wallbreaker appeared.”
“随便……”泰勒迷茫地看着夕阳映在湖面上的最后的金波，“四天前，我的破壁人出现了。”
“Then you really don’t know what’s happened out there over the past few days?”
“那你确实不知道这几天外面发生的事了。”
“Doctor, it seems like you’ve been lost to the world for the past two years,” Tyler said.
“博士，这几年你好像对外界一无所知吧。”泰勒说。
“Yes.” Luo Ji remained standing. He swept a hand about him. “This is my everything.”
“是。”罗辑仍站着，挥手指了一下周围，“这就是我的全部。”
“Her? I don’t know. She’s always with Xia Xia these days, so I don’t think she watches much.”
“她，我不知道，最近一直和孩子在一起，好像也不怎么看吧。”
“What do you mean by that?” Luo Ji asked, with a puzzled smile.
“后一句话怎讲？”罗辑不解地笑着问。
“So soon?” Tyler said to the Wallbreaker. He tried to keep his voice calm but it ended up sounding feeble.
“这么快？”泰勒对破壁人说，他努力使自己的声音镇定从容，结果却显得很无力。
Luo Ji stopped pouring the wine, and after a moment’s silence, said, “So soon?”
罗辑正在向杯中倒葡萄酒，听得此言他立刻停了下来，沉默片刻说：“这么快？”
Tyler nodded heavily. “That’s the first thing I said to him, too.”
泰勒沉重地点点头，“见到他时我的第一句话也是这么说的。”
Then a suffocating silence took hold. At last Tyler screwed up the courage to look at the Wallbreaker, who then asked respectfully, “Sir, shall I go on?”
然后陷入了令人窒息的沉默，直到泰勒鼓起勇气抬头看破壁人时，后者才恭敬地问：“先生，我可以继续吗？”
Tyler nodded but averted his gaze. He sat down on the sofa and did his best to calm down.
泰勒点点头，收回目光，在沙发上坐下，尽可能地使自己镇定下来。
“Thank you, sir.” The Wallbreaker bowed again, his hat still in hand. “First, I’ll briefly describe the plan you’ve shown to the outside world: Using a fleet of nimble space fighters carrying hundred-megaton-class superbombs, your fighters will assist Earth’s fleet by executing a suicide strike on the Trisolaris Fleet. Perhaps I’ve oversimplified, but that’s basically it, right?”
“是，先生。”破壁人再次鞠躬，礼帽一直端在手里，“我首先简述您对外界显示的战略：建立一支独立于地球主力舰队的太空力量。以球状闪电和宏原子核聚变作为主要武器装备。”
“I’d liked to have come sooner, but I thought I’d collect more comprehensive evidence, so I’m late. I am sorry,” the Wallbreaker said. He stood behind Tyler like a servant and spoke slowly, with a servant’s humility. His final sentence even contained a meticulousness and thoughtfulness, the understanding that an executioner shows to his victim.
“本来还可以更快的，但我想收集更充分的证据，所以晚了，对不起。”破壁人说，他像一个仆役般站在泰勒身后，说话很慢，带着仆役的谦卑，最后三个字甚至带着一种无微不至的体贴——一个老刽子手对行刑对象的那种体贴。
“If that’s the case, sir, then I don’t have to go on, and you can arrest me. But you surely must know that regardless of what happens, your true strategy, and all of the evidence used to prove my hypothesis, will make the news across the world tomorrow, or maybe even tonight. At the cost of the rest of my life I stand before you today, and I hope that you will value my sacrifice.”
“如果是这样，先生，我可以不再继续说下去，您接着可以逮捕我，但有一点您肯定已经想到：不管怎么样，您的真实战略以及推测出这个战略的所有证据，都将在明天甚至今晚全世界的新闻中出现。我是以自已的后半生为代价来与您见面的，希望您能珍惜我的牺牲。”
“There’s no point in discussing this with you,” Tyler said. He had been considering whether to terminate the conversation. The moment the Wallbreaker revealed himself, Tyler’s intuition as a politician and strategist informed him that the other man was the victor, but at this point he would be lucky if his mind had not been laid entirely bare.
“同你讨论这些没有意义。”泰勒说。他一直在犹豫要不要彻底中止这场对话，早在破壁人亮出身份之际，政治家和战略家的直觉就告诉他这人是胜利者，但直到现在，他仍心存侥幸，希望最终证明自己的思想没有被看透。
“Thank you, sir. I am truly honored, and I will not use up too much time.” The Wallbreaker bowed again. A humble respect so rarely seen among modern people seemed to be in his blood, able to manifest at any time, like a noose gradually tightening around Tyler’s neck. “Then, sir, was my rendition of your strategy just now correct?”
“谢谢，先生，我真的很荣幸，不会用太长时间的。”破壁人又鞠了一躬，他那种现代人中已经很少见的谦卑恭敬似乎已经渗透到了血液中，随时都表现出来，像一根软软的绞索在泰勒的脖子上慢慢套紧，“那么，先生，我刚才对您的战略的表述正确吗？”
“You may continue,” Tyler said with a wave of his hand.
“你说下去吧。”泰勒对自己的破壁人摆了一下手说。
“Given humanity’s technological capabilities, the most powerful weapons we are likely to possess in the future are super hydrogen bombs. In a space-battle environment, the bombs must be detonated in direct contact with their target to be capable of destroying enemy ships. Space fighters are nimble and can be deployed in large numbers, so sending the fighter fleet in for swarmlike suicide strikes is undoubtedly the best option. Your plan is eminently reasonable. All of your behavior, including trips to Japan, China, and even the mountains of Afghanistan in search of space kamikaze pilots with a spirit of self-sacrifice, and your plan to put the mosquito fleet under your direct control once that search failed, was also entirely reasonable.”
“我首先注意到，您用了很多的精力和时间巡游世界各地，考察各国的军队和其他武装力量，试图找到人类社会中残存的自我牺牲精神，井组建一支具有这种精神的太空军。这种对牺牲精神的关注似乎有些过分了，很不正常。当然，您有自己的解释：球状闪电和宏原子武器需要近距离攻击目标，相对于其他太空武器，有更高的伤亡率，因而需要参战者具有自我牺牲精神。”
“It was.”
“正确。”泰勒说。
“What’s wrong with that?” Tyler asked, sitting up on the sofa.
“这有什么不对吗？”泰勒从沙发上扬起头问。
“Nothing’s wrong with that. But that’s just the strategy you presented to the outside.”
“没有什么不对，合情合理，但这种合理只是对您显示给外界的战略而言。”
The Wallbreaker bent down, drew near to Tyler’s ear, and continued speaking in a soft voice. “Your true strategy had small alterations. For quite a long time, you had me stumped. It was agonizing for me, and I nearly gave up.”
破壁人弯下腰，把嘴凑近了泰勒的耳朵，用更低的声音继续说，“但在您的真实战略中，情况稍有变化。很长一段时间以来，你一直把我难住。这让我很痛苦，我差点就放弃了。”
“Why?”
“为什么？”
“It was not,” the Wallbreaker said. “Sir, pardon my saying it, but it was not correct.”
“不正确。”破壁人说，“先生，请允许我说，不正确。”
Tyler realized that he had a death grip on a sofa handle, and tried to relax.
泰勒最后的希望破灭了，他已经知道后面将要发生的一切。并选择了沉默，此后，他真没必要再说什么了。
“Rabies sufferers fear the water and can go into spasms at the mere mention of the word. I imagine you have similar feelings right now.”
“狂犬病患者怕水，一提到这个词就会痉挛。我想你现在也有类似的感觉。”
The Wallbreaker drew close to Tyler and spoke directly into his ear. His breath was not the least bit warm, but felt like a ghostly wind flavored with the grave. “Water,” he whispered, as if talking in his sleep. “Water…”
破壁人靠近泰勒，直接对着他的耳朵说话。他的呼吸一点也不暖，但感觉像一股阴风，伴随着坟墓的味道。“水，”他低声说，好像在睡觉时说话。“水……”
“But then you gave me the key to unlock the whole puzzle. It was such a good fit that for a moment I doubted my good fortune. You know what I’m referring to: Your study of several bodies in the solar system, Europa, Ceres, and the comets. What do they have in common? Water. They all possess water, and in large quantities! On their own, Europa and Ceres have more water than in all of the oceans on Earth…”
“但后来你给了我解开整个谜团的钥匙。这是一个非常适合我的时刻，我怀疑我的好运气。你知道我指的是什么：你对太阳系、木卫二、谷神星和彗星中几个天体的研究。他们有什么共同点？水。它们都有水，而且数量巨大！欧罗巴和谷神星自身的水资源比地球上所有的海洋都要多……”
Tyler remained silent, his face like a statue’s.
泰勒保持沉默，他的脸像个雕像。
“No,” Tyler said in a low voice.
“不必，”泰勒低声说。
“But I’ll continue anyway,” the Wallbreaker said, almost gleefully. “I’ll leave historians with a complete record, even if history won’t endure for much longer. And an explanation for the Lord as well, of course. Not everyone has the keen intellect of the two of us, able to grasp the whole from the merest part. Particularly the Lord, who may not even understand a complete explanation.” He raised up a hand, as if acknowledge the Trisolaran listeners, and laughed. “Forgive me.”
“但不管怎样，我还是会继续，”破壁人几乎高兴地说。“我会让历史学家有一个完整的记录，即使历史不会持续太久。当然，还有对上帝的解释。不是每个人都有我们两个人敏锐的智慧，能够从最快乐的部分把握整体。尤其是上帝，他甚至可能不理解一个完整的解释。“他举起一只手，好像承认了特里索拉的听众，并笑了起来。“原谅我。”
“Is there any need for me to continue?” the Wallbreaker asked, standing up.
“我有必要继续吗？“破壁人站起来问道。
“After traveling the world you became utterly disillusioned with modern humanity’s dedication. You also became convinced that Earth’s space force did not stand a chance of defeating Trisolaris via standard combat. You therefore hatched a strategy even more extreme. In my opinion, this is a very faint hope, and an immense risk. Nevertheless, the principles of the Wallfacer Project dictate that in this war, the safest bet is to take a risk.”
“在周游世界之后，你对现代人类的奉献完全不抱幻想。你也开始相信，地球的太空部队没有机会通过标准战斗打败三体。因此，你策划了一个更为极端的策略。在我看来，这是一个非常微弱的希望，也是一个巨大的风险。不过，面壁计划的原则规定，在这场战争中，最安全的赌注是冒险。”
Tyler’s features slackened, and then his bones seemed to melt. He slumped into the sofa. He was finished, and his spirit no longer inhabited his body.
泰勒的面容松弛了，然后他的骨头似乎融化了。他瘫倒在沙发上。他完成了，他的灵魂不再停留在他的身体上。
“Now then. Setting aside the water, let’s talk about the mosquito swarm. Its first attack target will not be the Trisolaran invaders, but Earth’s own space force. This hypothesis is a bit of a reach based on the barest of signs, but I maintain that it is correct. You went around the world seeking to establish a kamikaze force for humanity, but your efforts failed. You anticipated this, but from this failure you were able to obtain two things you desired. One was total despair in humanity — this, you have achieved fully. The second I’ll discuss in a moment.”
“现在。把水放一边，我们来谈谈蚊子群。它的第一个攻击目标不是三极入侵者，而是地球自身的空间力量。这个假设有点基于最少的迹象，但我坚持认为它是正确的。你周游世界，寻求建立一支为人类服务的神风部队，但你的努力失败了。你预料到了这一点，但从这次失败中你可以得到两件你想要的东西。一是人类的彻底绝望这一点，你已经完全实现了。我马上就要讨论的第二个问题。”
“Of course, this was only the beginning. Your betrayal of humanity would be a long process, but you had time on your side. In the following months and years, you were prepared to engineer events that would add to the wall you erected between yourself and the human race. Your despair would gradually grow and your sorrow intensify, and you would leave the human world further and further behind, growing closer and closer to the ETO and Trisolaris. In fact, you took your first steps on this road when you urged mercy for the ETO at the PDC hearing not long ago. That wasn’t just for show, though. You truly need them to endure. You need members of the ETO to pilot your space fighters in the Doomsday Battle. It is a matter of time and patience, but you would succeed, because the ETO also needs you. It needs your assistance, and the resources you possess. It wouldn’t be difficult to turn over the mosquito fleet to the ETO, so long as it was kept a secret from the outside world. And if it were discovered, you could claim that it was all part of the plan.”
“当然，这只是开始。你对人性的背叛是一个漫长的过程，但你有时间站在你这边。在接下来的几个月和几年里，你已经准备好设计一些事件，这些事件会增加你在自己和人类之间竖起的墙。你的绝望会逐渐增长，你的悲伤会加剧，你会越来越远离人类世界，越来越靠近埃托和三体。事实上，你在这条路上迈出了第一步，不久前你在PDC听证会上为ETO呼吁怜悯。不过，这不仅仅是为了展示。你真的需要他们来忍受。你需要ETO的成员在世界末日的战斗中驾驶你的太空战斗机。这是一个时间和耐心的问题，但是你会成功，因为ETO也需要你。它需要你的帮助和你拥有的资源。只要向外界保密，把蚊子舰队移交给ETO就不难了。如果它被发现，你可以声称它是计划的一部分。”
“Very well. Let’s talk about the water now. In the Doomsday Battle, the ETO-controlled mosquito fleet would likely launch a sneak attack on Earth’s fleet and then flee to the Lord’s fleet. Because they had just demonstrated their disloyalty to earth, Trisolaris might be willing to let them join the fleet, but the Lord would not be so fast to accept the turncoat army. A sufficiently meaningful gift would be required to win them over. What would the Lord need that the Solar System possesses? Water. On their four-century voyage, most of the water in the Trisolaran Fleet would be used up. As they approached the Solar System, dehydrated Trisolarans on board would need to be rehydrated. Since the water used for this would become part of their bodies, clean water would certainly be preferred to the stale water that had been recycled innumerable times on the ship. The mosquito fleet would offer the Lord an iceberg formed out of huge quantities of water obtained from Europa, Ceres, and the comets. I’m not certain of the specifics — I expect you don’t know right now either — but let’s say tens of thousands of tons.
“很好。我们现在谈谈水。在世界末日之战中，ETO控制的蚊子舰队很可能会对地球舰队发动偷袭，然后逃到上帝的舰队。因为他们刚刚表现出对地球的不忠，特里索利斯可能愿意让他们加入舰队，但上帝不会这么快接受叛军。要赢得他们，就需要一份足够有意义的礼物。上帝需要太阳系拥有什么？水。在他们四个世纪的航行中，特里索拉舰队的大部分水域都将被耗尽。当他们接近太阳系时，船上脱水的三体需要再水化。由于用于这方面的水将成为他们身体的一部分，清洁的水肯定会比船上无数次循环使用的陈旧的水更受欢迎。蚊子舰队将为上帝提供一座冰山，它是由大量从欧罗巴、谷神星和彗星中获取的水形成的。我不确定具体情况——我想你现在也不知道，但我们假设数万吨。
Tyler did not seem to be listening to the Wallbreaker. He sat on his sofa with his eyes half-closed, looking fatigued, as if he had already given up and was beginning to relax.
泰勒似乎没有在听穿墙舞。他半闭着眼睛坐在沙发上，看上去很疲惫，好像已经放弃了，开始放松了。
“An outstanding plan. That’s not a lie. But certain oversights are inexplicable. Why were you so eager to pursue the study of water-bearing heavenly bodies? The technology to extract and transport water in quantity does not exist right now, and engineering-side R&D could take years or even decades. Even if you felt you had to start right away, why not toss in a few targets that don’t contain water — the moons of Mars, for instance? If you had done so, although it wouldn’t have prevented me from eventually exposing your plan, it would have vastly increased the difficulty. How could a great strategist such as yourself overlook such simple tricks? On the other hand, I do recognize the pressure you are under.”
“一个出色的计划。那不是谎言。但某些超视距是无法解释的。你为什么如此渴望研究含水天体？目前还不存在大量提取和运输水的技术，工程方面的研发可能需要几年甚至几十年的时间。即使你觉得你必须马上开始，为什么不扔一些不含水的目标，比如火星的卫星呢？如果你这样做了，尽管它不会阻止我最终公开你的计划，但它会大大增加困难。像你这样伟大的战略家怎么能忽视这些简单的技巧呢？另一方面，我确实认识到你所承受的压力。”
The Wallbreaker straightened up and, leaving Tyler’s side, approached the floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked the garden. The hellish wind he had blown into Tyler’s ear dissipated, but not before the chill had penetrated his body.
破壁人直起身，离开了泰勒，踱到落地窗前，看着外面的花园。他吹到泰勒耳根的地狱之风消失了，但那股寒气已经侵彻泰勒的全身。
“This giant chunk of ice would be propelled by the mosquito group. The mosquito fleet would likely draw very close to the Lord’s fleet when presenting the gift, at which point the second consequence of the failure of your attempt to build a kamikaze force would be put to use. That failure prompted your very logical request for independent control of the entire mosquito fleet. When Earth’s fleet draws close to the Lord’s fleet, you would take over control of the fighters from the ETO pilots and switch them to drone mode, ordering the fighters to strike their chosen targets. The superbombs would be detonated at point-blank range, annihilating all of the Lord’s ships.
这个巨大的冰块将由蚊子群推动。在赠送礼物的时候，蚊子舰队很可能会非常接近上帝的舰队，在这一点上，你试图建立一支神风部队失败的第二个后果将投入使用。这一失败促使你提出了一个非常合理的要求，要求独立控制整个蚊子种群。当地球舰队接近主舰队时，你将从ETO飞行员手中接管战斗机的控制权，并将其转换为无人机模式，命令战斗机攻击他们选定的目标。超级炸弹将在近距离引爆，摧毁主的所有船只。
When the Wallbreaker opened the door, Tyler croaked out a final question: “If what you say is true, so what?”
当破壁人拉开门时，泰勒又用僵硬的声音问：“如果你说的都是真的，那又怎么样？”
“Don’t beat yourself up. You did well enough, really. I hope history remembers you.” The Wallbreaker removed his land, a flush of restored energy on his formerly wan and sickly face. He stretched out his arms. “Well, Mr. Tyler, I’m done. Call your people.”
“别自责。你做得很好，真的。“我希望历史能记住你。”破壁人从窗前转过身来，他那刚才还苍白病态的脸上浮现出精神焕发的红晕，他对着泰勒张开双臂：“好了。我完成了，泰勒先生，叫人来吧。”
Tyler, his eyes still shut, said without energy, “You may leave.”
泰勒眼睛还闭着，没有力气说：“你可以走了。”
The Wallbreaker placed a gentle hand on Tyler’s shoulder, and Tyler felt a flash of tenderness, as of an executioner for his victim. He was even a little moved.
破壁人把一只手轻轻地放在泰勒的肩上，泰勒感到一阵温柔，像是一个为受害者处决的刽子手。他甚至有点感动。
The Wallbreaker turned back toward him. “So nothing. Mr. Tyler, regardless of whether or not I’ve broken your plan, the Lord does not care.”
破壁人回过头来，再次表现出那种刽子手的温柔体贴：“不会怎么样的，泰勒先生，不管地球舰队是坍缩态还是量子态，不管人类太空战士是活人还是量子幽灵，主都不在乎。”
When an ordinary person spoke with one of them, they would always be thinking, He’s a Wallfacer, his words can’t be trusted, and those suggestions would present a barrier to communication. But when two Wallfacers spoke with each other, the suggestions that existed in both minds cross-multiplied those communication barriers. Such an exchange, in fact, rendered anything either side said meaningless, so that communication itself lost all significance. This was why there had been no private interaction between Wallfacers.
当一个普通人与他们交流时，总是时时想到：他是面壁者，他的任何一句话都不可信，这种暗示造成了一种交流障碍。而当两个面壁者空流时，这种暗示同时存在于双方的意识中，使得交流的障碍是前者的平方。事实上，在这种交流中，双方的任何一句话都没有意义，因而使得整个交流也失去了意义，这就是以前面壁者之间没有私人交往的原因。
Luo Ji was rendered speechless for a long while after hearing Tyler’s account.
听完泰勒的叙述，罗辑久久无言以对。
“How do you evaluate the Wallbreaker’s analysis?” Luo Ji asked to break the silence, even though he knew there was no point to the question.
“您怎么评价破壁人的分析？”罗辑问，其实发问只是为了打破沉默，他立刻意识到这种问题没有意义。
“He guessed right,” Tyler said.
“他猜对了。”泰勒说。
Luo Ji wanted to say something, but what? What could be said? They were both Wallfacers.
罗辑欲言又止，说什么呢？有什么可说的？他们都是面壁者。
“The day after the Wallbreaker’s visit, a complete analysis of my strategy was posted online. The material ran into the millions of words, most of it obtained through sophon monitoring, and it caused a sensation. The day before yesterday, the PDC called a hearing on the issue, at which it resolved the following: ‘Wallfacer Plans may not contain anything that poses a threat to human life.’ If my plan actually existed, then its execution would be a crime against humanity. It must be stopped, and its Wallfacer punished by law. Notice how they invoke crimes against humanity, a term that’s being thrown around more than ever these days? But the resolution concluded by saying, ‘According to the basic principles of the Wallfacer Project, the evidence available to the outside world may just be a part of the Wallfacer’s strategy of deception and cannot be used to prove that the Wallfacer has actually developed and is executing this plan.’ So I won’t be charged.”
“破壁人出现后的第二天，网上就出现了对我的战略的全面分析，有上百万字的资料，其中有很大部分来自于智子的监测信息，引起了很大轰动。前天，PDC为此召开了听证会，会议做出的决议是这样的：面壁计划绝不能存在伤害人类生命的内容，如果我的这项计划真的存在，那计划的执行者就犯了反人类罪，必须得到制止，相应的面壁者也将受到法律的制裁。你听听，他们用了反人类这个词，这个词在这几年用得越来越多了。决议最后说，按照面壁计划的基本原则，目前外界出现的证据可能是面壁者战略欺骗的一部分，并不能证明该面壁者确实制定并在执行这样的计划，所以我不受指控。”
“And that was…?” Luo Ji felt like a machine for meaningless dialogue.
“那是什么？”罗辑感觉自己是一个无意义的对话机器。
“That was my true strategy,” Tyler went on. He evidently had a strong desire to speak and didn’t care whether or not his listener believed him. “Of course, it’s still in the preliminary stages. The technology alone is quite difficult, although I expected a gradual resolution to all of the theoretic and technical issues over the course of four centuries. But judging from the enemy’s attitude toward the plan, it wouldn’t make any difference. They don’t care, and that’s the height of contempt.”
“这真的是我的战略。”泰勒接着说，他显然有强烈的倾述需求，并不在乎对方是否相信，“当然还处于很初步的阶段，仅从技术上说难度也很大，关于量子态的人如何与现实发生作用，以及他们如何通过自我观察实现在现实时空中的定点坍缩，都是未知。这些需要实验研究，但用人做的任何这类宴验都属于谋杀，所以不可能进行。”
“I’d thought as much,” Luo Ji said.
“我也是这么想。”罗辑说。
“But at the hearing, I declared that the Wallbreaker’s analysis was correct, and that my strategy was indeed the mosquito swarm. I asked to be tried in accordance with national and international law.”
“但我在会议上声明，破壁人的分析是准确的，把地球舰队量子化确实是我的战略，我请求依照国际法和本国法律得到审判。”
“I can imagine their reaction.”
“我能想象到他们的反应。”
“I know the feeling.”
“我知道那种感觉。”
“The PDC’s rotating chair and all the permanent member representatives looked at me with that Wallfacer smile on their face, and the chair declared the meeting adjourned. Those bastards!”
“PDC轮值主席和所有常任理事国的代表都看着我，露出对面壁者的微笑，主席宣布会议结束。这群杂种！”
“That was a meaningless act, Mr. Tyler.”
“泰勒先生，这么做无意义。”
“I had a total breakdown. I fled out of the hall and into the square outside, shouting, ‘I am Wallfacer Frederick Tyler! My Wallbreaker exposed my strategy! He was right! I’m going to attack the Earth fleet with the mosquito swarm! I’m anti-human! I’m a devil! Punish me and kill me!'”
“我当时完全崩溃了，冲出会场，冲到外面的广场上大叫：我是面壁者弗雷德里克·泰勒！我的破壁人已经成功揭穿了我的战略！他是对的！我要用球状闪电消灭地球舰队！我要让他们变成量子幽灵去作战！我要杀人！我反人类！我是魔鬼！你们惩罚我。杀了我吧！”
“What I hate the most is the expression people have when they look at me. A crowd of people surrounded me in the square, their eyes revealing the fantasies of children, the reverence of the middle-aged, and the concern of the elderly. All of their eyes said, ‘Look, he’s a Wallfacer. He’s at work, but he’s the only one in the world who knows what he’s doing. See what a great job he’s doing? He’s pretending so well. How will the enemy know what his real strategy is? That great, great, great strategy that only he knows and that will be the salvation of the world…’ Complete and utter crap! Those idiots!”
“广场上一大群人围着我看，在他们的眼神里，孩子露出幻想，中年人露出崇敬，老人露出关爱，他们的目光都在说：看啊，他是面壁者，他在工作，世界上只有他自己知道自己在做什么，看啊，他做得多么好，他装得多么像啊，敌人怎么可能探知他的真实战略呢？而那个只有他知道的、将拯救世界的战略是多么多么的的伟大……啊呸！这群白痴！”
At last Luo Ji decided to remain silent, and merely smiled wordlessly at Tyler.
罗辑终于决定保持沉默，他对泰勒无言地笑笑。
“This is a vicious cycle we’ll never be free of, Mr. Tyler,” Luo Ji said, and sighed softly.
“泰勒先生，这是一个我们永远无法从中脱身的怪圈。”罗辑轻轻叹息。
Tyler nodded slowly. “Yeah, I need a break. We’re the only ones who understand each other’s pain, Doctor. That’s why I’ve come.” He looked up. The sun had set a while ago, and the Garden of Eden had grown indistinct in the twilight. “This is paradise. Can I go for a walk alone by the lake?”
泰勒缓慢地点点头：“是的，我需要休息，博士，只有我们之间才能相互理解对方的痛苦，这是我来找你的原因。”他抬头看看，太阳已经落下去一会儿了，伊甸园在暮色中渐渐模糊，“这里真是天堂，我可以一个人到湖边走走吗？”
Tyler’s laughter stopped abruptly. “Never be free? No, Dr. Luo, there’s a way out. There really is a way, and I’m here today to tell it to you.”
泰勒突然止住了笑：“永远无法脱身？不，罗辑博士，有办法脱身，真的有办法，我就是来告诉你这个办法的。”
As Tyler stared at him, a thin smile wavered on his pale face and then developed into full-blown hysterical laughter. “Ha! You’re smiling the Wallfacer smile! A smile from one Wallfacer to another! You think I’m at work. You believe I’m acting the part, and you think I’ll save the world!” He cackled again. “How did we end up in such a hilarious situation?”
泰勒盯着罗辑，一丝笑意在他那苍白的脸上荡漾开来，终于发展成歇斯底里的狂笑：“哈哈哈哈，你笑了，对面壁者的笑，一个面壁者时另一个面壁者的笑！你也认为我是在工作，你也认为我装得多么像，认为我在继续拯救世界！哈哈哈哈，我们怎么会被置于如此滑稽的境地？”
“You need a break. Rest here for a few days,” Luo Ji said.
“你需要休息，在这里好好休息几天吧。”罗辑说。
“You may do whatever you like here. Take it easy, and I’ll call you to dinner in a while.”
“你在这里可以做任何想做的事，好好放松一下吧，一会儿我叫你吃饭。”
Luo Ji suddenly woke up and looked up. The lake was dusk and Taylor disappeared.
罗辑突然猛醒过来，抬头望去，湖边暮色苍茫，泰勒巳不见踪影。
Tyler walked down to the lake, leaving Luo Ji to sit down, sunken in heavy thoughts.
泰勒向湖边走去后，罗辑坐下来，陷入沉重的思绪。
For five years, he had bathed in an ocean of happiness. The birth of his Xia Xia in particular had made him forget everything about the outside world. The love of his wife and child blended together and intoxicated his soul, and, in this gentle home isolated from the rest of the world, he had fallen deeper and deeper into an illusion: Perhaps the outside world really was something akin to a quantum state, and did not exist unless he observed it.
这五年来，他沉浸在幸福的海洋中，特别是孩子的出生，使他忘却了外部世界的一切，对爱人和孩子的爱融汇在一起，使他的灵魂深深陶醉其中。在这与世隔绝的温柔之乡，他越来越深地陷入一种幻觉里：外部世界也许真的是一种类似于量子态的东西，他不观察就不存在。
But it was a state that could no longer endure now that the abominable outside world had burst into his Garden of Eden to confuse and frighten him. His thoughts shifted to Tyler, whose last words still resounded in his ears. Was it really possible for Wallfacers to break free of the vicious cycle, to shatter the iron shackles of logic…?
但现在，可憎的外部世界豁然出现在他的伊甸园中，令他感到恐惧和迷茫，在这方面他无法再想下去，就把思绪转移到泰勒身上。泰勒的最后几句话在他耳边回荡，面壁者真有从怪圈中脱身的可能吗，如何打破这铁一般的逻辑枷锁……
“He seemed worse off than you.”
“他好像比你难。”
He jerked to his senses and ran toward the lake. He wanted to shout, but was afraid of scaring Zhuang Yan and Xia Xia, so he just ran as fast as he could through the quiet twilight, the swish of his feet against the grass on the hillside the only sound. But into this rhythm a soft crack inserted itself.
罗辑猛跳起身，向湖边跑去，他想大声喊，但又怕惊动了庄颜和孩子，只能拼命快跑，宁静的暮色中，只能听到他的脚步踏在草坪上的噗噗声，但在这个节奏中，突然插进了轻轻的“嗒”的一声。
The sound of a gunshot from the lake.
那是来自湖边的一声枪响。
“Yes. He’s gone,” he said wearily.
“是，他走了。”罗辑疲惫地说。
Luo Ji returned home late that evening after the child was sound asleep. Zhuang Yan asked softly, “Did Mr. Tyler leave?”
罗辑深夜才回到家中，孩子已经睡熟，庄颜轻声问：“泰勒先生走了吗？”
“No. I…” She paused, and Luo Ji knew what she was thinking. With the outside world growing more serious by the day, and the gap widening between life here and life outside, the difference made her uneasy. “Is our life really part of the Wallfacer plan?” she asked, looking at him with that same innocent face.
“不看，我……”庄颜欲言又止，罗辑知道她的思想：外面的世界一天天严峻起来，外部的生活与这里的差距越来越大，这种差异令她不安，“我们这样生活，真的是面壁计划的一部分吗？”她看着罗辑问，还是那个天真的样子。
“Yes. That’s because he didn’t take an easy path… Yan, have you watched TV recently?”
“是啊，那是因为有容易的路他不走……颜，你最近不看电视吗？”
“Of course. What is there to doubt?”
“当然，这有什么疑问吗？”
“But can we truly be happy when all humanity is unhappy?”
“可如果全人类都不幸福，我们能幸福吗？”
“My love, your responsibility when all of humanity is unhappy is to make yourself happy. With Xia Xia, your happiness gains a point, and the Wallfacer plan gains a point toward its success.”
“亲爱的，你的责任就在于，在全人类都不幸福的时候，使自己幸福，还有孩子。你们幸福快乐多一分，面壁计划成功的希望就增加一点。”
Zhuang Yan stared silently at him. The language of facial expressions she had envisioned in front of the Mona Lisa five years ago seemed to have been partially realized between her and Luo Ji. More and more, he could read her mind through her eyes, and what he read now was, How can I believe that?
庄颜无言地看着罗辑，现在，她五年前在蒙娜丽莎前设想的表情语言在她和罗辑之间似乎部分实现了，罗辑越来越多地从她的眼睛中读出心里的话来，现在他读到的是：我怎么才能相信这个呢？
Luo Ji pondered this for a long time, and finally said, “Yan, everything has an ending. The sun and the universe will die one day, so why should humanity believe that it ought to be immortal? Listen, this world is paranoid. Fighting a hopeless war is a fool’s errand, so look at the Trisolar Crisis from a different perspective and leave your cares behind. Not just the ones involving the crisis, but everything else from before that. Use the time that’s left to enjoy life. Four hundred years! Or, if we refuse the Doomsday Battle, then nearly five hundred. That’s a fair amount of time. Humanity used the same period to go from the Renaissance to the information age, and in the same space could create a carefree, comfortable life. Five idyllic centuries without needing to worry about the distant future, where the sole responsibility is to enjoy life. How wonderful…”
罗辑深思许久说：“颜，什么都有结束的那一天，太阳和宇宙都有死的那一天，为什么独有人类认为自己应该永生不灭呢？我告诉你，这世界目前正处于偏执中，愚不可及地进行着一场毫无希望的战斗。对于三体危机，完全可以换一个思考方式。抛弃一切烦恼，不仅是与危机有关的，还有危机之前的所有烦恼，用剩下的时光尽情享受生活。四百多年，哦，如果放弃末日之战的话就有近五百年，这时间不短了，用这么长的时间人类从文艺复兴发展到了信息时代，也可以用同样长的时间创造从未有过的无忧无虑的惬意生活，五个不用为长远未来担忧的田园世纪，唯一的责任就是享受生活，多么美妙……”
UN Planetary Defense Council, Wallfacer Project Hearing #89
联合国行星防御理事会第八十九次面壁计划听证会。
“When you say that, are you being a Wallfacer?” she asked.
“那……你这么说的时候，是面壁者吗？”庄颜问。
“Yes, of course I am,” he said, to fix the situation.
“是，当然是。”罗辑想做出一些补救。
He realized that he had spoken unwisely. Claiming that the happiness of her and the child were part of the plan added another layer of protection to her life by making her happiness into a responsibility. This was the only way to ensure that she maintained a balanced mind in the face of the cruel world. He could never resist her eternally innocent eyes, so he didn’t dare look at her when she questioned him. But now, because of the Tyler factor, he had involuntarily told the truth.
说到这儿罗辑自觉失言。声称她和孩子的幸福是计划的一部分，是庄颜生活的一层保护罩，使她把自己的幸福看做一种责任，这是使她面对严酷的外部世界保持心理平衡的唯一方法，可现在他居然说了真话。庄颜那永远清纯的目光是他无法抗拒的，每次她问这问题时他都不敢与她对视，现在，还加上了泰勒的因素，他才不由自主地说了这些。
At the start of the hearing, the rotating chair spoke to strongly urge that Luo Ji be required to attend the next hearing, arguing that refusal to participate was not part of the Wallfacer plan because the PDC’s supervisory authority over the Wallfacers trumped the Wallfacers’ own strategic plans. The proposal was unanimously adopted by all permanent member representatives, and with the emergence of the first Wallbreaker and the suicide of Wallfacer Tyler in mind, the other two Wallfacers attending the meeting heard the unspoken implications of the chairman’s words.
会议开始后，轮值主席讲话，敦促面壁者罗辑必须参加下一次听证会，拒绝参加听证会不应属于面壁计划的一部分，因为行星防御理事会对面壁计划的监督权是超越面壁者战略计划之上的。这一提议得到了所有常任理事周代表的一致通过，联系到第一个破壁人的出现和面壁者泰勒自杀事件，与会的两名面壁者也听出了主席讲话的弦外之音。
But her eyes said, You really did seem to believe that!
但庄颜的眼睛在说：你好像真是那么想的呀。
Hines spoke first. His neuroscience-based plan was still in its infancy, but he described the equipment he was envisioning as a basis for further research. He called it the Resolving Imager. Based on computed tomography and nuclear magnetic resonance, it operated by scanning in all cross sections of the brain at once, which required cross sectional accuracy on the scale of the internal structure of brain cells and neurons. This would bring the number of simultaneous CT scans to several million, to be synthesized by computer into a digital model of the brain. Other technical requirements were even greater: The scan needed to be conducted at a rate of twenty-four frames per second to produce a dynamic synthetic model that could capture all brain activity at a neuron-level resolution, making it possible to precisely observe thought activity in the brain, or even replay all neural activity throughout the thinking process.
希恩斯首先发言。他说自己的基于脑科学研究的战略计划还处于起步阶段，他描述了一种设想中的设备，作为进一步展开研究的基础，他把这种设备称为解析摄像机。这种设备以CT断层扫描技术和核磁共振技术为基础，但在运行时对检测对象的所有断面同时扫描，每个断面之间的间隔精度需达到脑细胞和神经元内部结构的尺度。这样，对一个人类大脑同时扫描的断层数将达到几百万个，可以在计算机中合成一个大脑的数字模型。更高的技术要求在于，这种扫描要以每秒24帧的速度动态进行，所以合成的模型也是动态的，相当于把活动中的大脑以神经元的分辨率整体拍摄到计算机中，这样就可以对大脑的思维活动进行精确的观察，甚至可以在计算机中整体地重放思维过程中所有神经元的话动情况。
Then Rey Diaz described the progress of his plan. After five years of research, the digital star model for super-high-yield nuclear weapons had been completed and was now being thoroughly debugged.
接着雷迪亚兹介绍了自己的战略计划的进展情况：经过五年的研究，超大当量核弹的恒星型数学模型已经接近完成，正在进行整体调试。
The advisory panel felt that although there were in theory no obstacles to Hines’s Resolving Imager, the technical difficulties far exceeded current conditions, and modern CT scanning was about as far from RI technology as black-and-white film was from modern high-definition cameras. Data processing presented the biggest technical hurdle to the RI device, because scanning and modeling an object the size of the human brain with neuron-level precision required power that was unavailable to modern computers.
关于希恩斯的解析摄像机，顾问团认为在理论上没有障碍，但其技术上的难度远远超出当代水平。现代断层扫描与解析摄像机的技术差距，相当于手动黑白腔片照相机与现代高分辨率数字摄像机的差距，解析摄像机最大的技术障碍是数据处理，对人脑大小的物体以神经元精度扫描并建模，所需要的计算能力是目前的计算机技术不具备的。
Next, the PDC scientific advisory panel presented a report on its feasibility study of the two Wallfacers’ plans.
接着，PDC科学顾问团就两位面壁者计划进一步实施的可行性研究做了汇报。
The obstacle to Rey Diaz’s stellar bomb was the same: present computing power was insufficient. After inspecting the calculations required by the completed portion of the model, the panel’s expert group felt that the most powerful of today’s computers would take twenty years to model a hundredth of a second of the fusion process. Since the model would need to be run repeatedly in the course of research, practical application was an impossibility.
关于雷迪亚兹的恒星型核弹模型。所遇到的障碍与希恩斯的计划相同：目前的计算能力达不到。顾问团相应的专业小组在对模型已经完成的部分考察后认为，按照模型的运算量，用现有的最高计算能力模拟百分之一秒的聚变过程，就需大约二十年时间。而研究过程中的模拟需要反复进行，这使得模型的实际应用成为不可能。
“Then there’s nothing that we can do for twenty years,” Hines said.
“那我们在这二十年间就无事可做了。”希恩斯说。
“Twenty years is the most optimistic estimate. As a scientist, you ought to know what cutting-edge research is like.”
“二十年只是一个乐观的估计，作为科学家，您当然知道这种尖端研究是怎么回事。”
The panel’s chief computer scientist said, “Right now, computer technology based on traditional integrated circuits and Von Neumann architecture is nearing the limit of its technological development. Moore’s law is going to collapse. Of course, we can still squeeze out the last few drops of lemonade from these traditional electronic and technological lemons. In our opinion, even given the present deceleration in supercomputer progress, the computing power required by the two plans is still achievable. It just requires time. Optimistically, twenty to thirty years. Those goals, if they are reached, will represent the peak of human computing technology, and any further progress will be difficult. With frontier physics under sophon lockdown, the next-gen and quantum computers that we once dreamed of are now very unlikely to be realized.”
科学顾问团计算机技术首席科学家说：“计算机技术发展到今天，传统的集成电路和冯·诺伊曼体系的计算机已经接近发展的极限，摩尔定律①即将失效。当然，我们还可以从传统电子和计算机技术这两颗柠檬中挤出最后几滴水，我们认为，即使在目前巨型计算机性能发展不断减速的情况下。这两个计划所需的计算机能力也是有可能达到的，但需要时间，乐观地估计也需要二十至三十年。如果达到预期目标，就是人类计算机技术的顶峰，再向前就难了，在前沿物理学已经被智于锁死的情况下，曾经最有希望的新一代计算机——量子计算机已经不太可能实现。”（注：①指集成电路芯片上所集成的电路的数目，每隔18个月就翻一翻。）
“We’ve reached the wall that the sophons have erected across our scientific road,” the chair said.
“我们已经触到了智子在人类科学之路上竖起的这堵墙。”主席说。
“If that’s the case, then I will ask the two of you to greet my successor in twenty years,” the chair said with a smile.
“如果是这样，请二位向二十年后我的继任致意。”主席笑着说。
“I’ve decided to hibernate, too,” Hines said.
“我也决定冬眠。”希恩斯说。
“Then the only thing to do is hibernate and wait the arrival of capable computers,” Rey Diaz said.
“我们只能冬眠，等待着能胜任的计算机出现。”雷迪亚兹说。
The mood of the hearing relaxed. Now that the two Wallfacers had decided to enter hibernation, the hearing’s participants sighed with relief. The emergence of the first Wallbreaker and his Wallfacer’s suicide had dealt a heavy blow to the entire project. Tyler’s suicide in particular had been a foolish act. If he had lived, people would still be in doubt about whether the mosquito swarm had really been his plan. His death was tantamount to a final confirmation of the existence of the terrible plan. He had vaulted out of the vicious cycle at the cost of his life, prompting increasing murmurs of criticism of the Wallfacer Project among the international community. Public opinion demanded further restrictions on Wallfacer power, but the very nature of the Wallfacer Project meant that too many restrictions would make it difficult for the Wallfacers to conduct their strategic deceptions, rendering the entire project meaningless. The Wallfacer Project possessed a leadership structure that human society had never before seen, and it required time to adjust and adapt to it. It was clear that the hibernation of the two Wallfacers would provide a buffer period for that to take place.
会场的气氛轻松起来，两位面壁者决定进入冬眠，使与会者都松了一口气。第一个破壁人的出现以及相应面壁者的自杀，对面壁计划是一个沉重打击。尤其是泰勒的自杀，更是愚不可及，只要他活着，量子舰队计划的真伪就永远是个谜，他的死等于最后证实了这个可怕计划的存在。他以生命为代价，确实使自己跳出了面壁者怪圈，但国际社会对面壁计划的质疑声也因此高涨，舆论要求对面壁者的权力加以进一步的限制。可是从面壁计划的实质而言，过多的权力限制必然使面壁者的战略欺骗难以进行，整个计划也就失去了意义。面壁计划是人类社会从未经历过的一种全新的领导体制，只能逐步调整和适应它，两位面壁者的冬眠，无疑为这种调整和适应提供了缓冲期。
A few days later, in a top-secret underground structure, Rey Diaz and Hines entered hibernation.
几天后，在一个绝密的地下建筑中，雷迪亚兹和希恩斯进入冬眠。
Luo Ji found himself in an ominous dream. He dreamt he was walking the halls of the Louvre. It was a dream he had never had before, because the past five years of bliss had given him no cause to dream of previous joys. In this dream, he was alone with the loneliness that had been absent for five years. His every footstep reverberated through the palace halls, and something seemed to leave him with every reverberation, until at last he dared not take another step. In front of him was the Mona Lisa. She no longer smiled, but looked on him with compassion in her eyes. When his footsteps stopped, the sound of the outdoor fountains trickled in and gradually grew louder, at which point he awoke to find that the sound was coming from the real world. It was raining. Luo Ji reached out to hold his beloved’s hand, and discovered that his dream had become a reality.
罗辑进入了一个不祥的梦境，他在梦中穿行于卢浮官无穷无尽的厅堂中，他从未梦到过这里，因为这五年中一直身处幸福之中，不需要再回梦以前的幸福。而在这个梦境中，他是孤身一人，感到了已经消失了五年的孤独，他的每一次脚步声都在宫中回荡多次，每一次回荡都像是什么东西远去了，以至于他最后不敢再迈步。前面就是蒙娜丽莎，她不再微笑，那双看着他的眼睛带着怜悯。脚步声一停下，外面喷泉的声音就渗了进来，这声音渐渐增强，罗辑醒了过来，那水声跟着他来到了现实中，外面下起了雨。他翻身想抓住爱人的手，但再次发现梦境变成了现实。
Zhuang Yan was gone.
庄颜不在了。
He rolled out of bed and entered the nursery, where a lamp was softly glowing, but Xia Xia wasn’t there. On the little bed, tidily made up, was one of Zhuang Yan’s paintings, a favorite of both of theirs. It was practically blank, and from a distance it looked like a sheet of paper. Closer in, you could see fine reeds in the lower left, and in the upper right the traces of a vanishing goose. In the blank center were two infinitesimally tiny people. But now, a graceful line of text had been added to it:
罗辑翻身下床，走进育儿室，那里亮着柔和的灯光，但孩子也不在了，在那张已经收拾整齐的小床上，放着一张画。那是庄颜画的他们两人都最喜欢的一张画，画幅上几乎全是空白，远看就是一张白纸，近看会发现左下角有几枝细小的芦苇，右上角有一只几乎要消失的飞雁，空白的中央，有两个小得不能再小的人儿，但现在，空白中还有一行娟秀的字：
It was bound to happen sooner or later. Could such a dream life last forever? It was bound to happen, so don’t worry. You’re mentally prepared for it, Luo Ji told himself, but a wave of dizziness came over him. As he picked up the painting and went toward the living room, his legs quavered and he felt as if he was floating.
迟早会有这一天的，这种像梦的生活怎么可能永远延续，迟早会有这一天，不怕，你已经做好了思想准备……罗辑这样对自己说，但还是感到一阵眩晕，他拿起画，向客厅走去，两腿虚软，仿佛在飘行。
My love, we’re waiting for you at doomsday.
亲爱的，我们在末日等你。
The living room was empty, but the embers in the fireplace glowed a hazy red that made everything look like melting ice. The rain continued outside. It was to the same sound of rain that she had walked out of his dreams five years ago, and now she had returned to them, taking their child with her.
客厅中空无一人，壁炉中的余烬发出模糊的红光，使得厅中的一切像是正在融化中的冰。外面的雨声依旧，五年前的那个傍晚，也是在这样的雨声中，她从梦中走来，现在，她又回梦中去了，还带走了他们的孩子。
Luo Ji immediately recognized the slender figure standing on the porch in the rain, even though he could only see a silhouette.
门廊上站着一个纤细的身影，虽然只是夜雨背景上的一个剪影，罗辑还是立刻认出了她是谁。
He picked up the phone to call Kent, but then he heard soft footsteps outside. A woman’s footsteps, but not Zhuang Yan’s. Even so, he tossed the phone down and went outside.
罗辑拿起电话，想拨坎特的号码，却听到门外有轻轻的脚步声，虽像女性的脚步，但他肯定不是庄颜的，尽管如此，他还是扔下电话冲出门去。
“Hello… Where are my wife and child?”
“您好……我妻子和孩子呢？”
“Hello, Dr. Luo,” Secretary General Say said.
“罗辑博士，您好。”萨伊说。
“We did not kidnap anyone.”
“我们没有绑架任何人。”
“They’re waiting for you at doomsday,” she said, repeating the words in the painting.
“她们在末日等你。”萨伊说出了画中的话。
“This is a PDC resolution, to let you work and fulfill your Wallfacer responsibilities. No harm will come to them, and children are better suited to hibernation than adults.”
“这是行星防御委员会的决议，为了让你工作，尽一个面壁者的责任。另外需要告诉你，孩子比成年人更适合冬眠，这对她不会有任何伤害。”
“Why?”
“为什么？”
“You’ve kidnapped them! That’s criminal!”
“你们，居然敢绑架她们，这是犯罪！”
“But after a thorough investigation, the PDC decided that it was not part of the plan, and so took steps to prompt you to get to work.”
“但PDC经过全面考察，认为这不是计划的一部分，所以要采取行动促使你工作。”
“Even if it’s not kidnapping, you took away my child without my consent, and that’s against the law.” When he realized who he was including in “you,” his heart quaked again and he leaned back feebly against the pillar behind him.
“就算不是绑架，你们没经同意就带走了我的孩子，这也是违法的！”罗辑意识到他说的“你们”中所包括的那个人，心再次颤抖起来，这使他虚弱地靠在身后的廊柱上。
Luo Ji’s heart quaked at the implications of Say’s statement, and he pushed them out of his mind rather than face that reality. “I said that having them here was part of the plan!”
萨伊最后这句话的含义使罗辑的心颤了一下，为了推迟面对这个现实，他极力把思路扭开：“我说过这是计划的一部分！”
“True, but it is well within acceptability. Do not forget, Dr. Luo, that this and all of the resources you have tapped do not fall under existing legal frameworks, so the UN’s actions in the present time of crisis can be justified under the law.”
“是的，但是在可以容忍的范围内，罗辑博士，不要忘记，您所得到的这一切所动用的资源，也不在已有的法律框架内，所以联合国所做的事，在目前的危机时代，从法律上也能解释得通。”
“Are you still working on behalf of the UN?”
“您现在还代表联合国吗？”
Then a gust of wind blew rain onto the porch. Its refreshing chill and Say’s words managed to cool the fire raging in Luo Ji’s heart to an extent.
这时，一阵风把雨丝吹进了门廊，这清凉和萨伊的话多少冷却了罗辑心中的灼烧。
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“Yes.”
“是。”
“This was your plan from the beginning, wasn’t it?”
“这一开始就是你们的计划，是吗？”罗辑问。
“You were reelected?”
“您连任了？”
He wanted to change the subject to avoid facing the cold facts, but he failed. What will I do without them? What will I do without them? his heart asked over and over. Finally it slipped out of his mouth as he slid down the pillar to the ground. It felt like everything was collapsing around him, turning to magma from the top down, except that this time the magma was burning and pooled inside his heart.
罗辑仍想努力岔开话题，避免面对残酷的事实，但他失败了。我怎么能没有她们？我怎么能没有她们……他心里一遍遍问自己，最后说出口来，他沿着柱子滑坐下来，感到周围的一切再次崩塌，化做岩浆自顶而下，但这次的岩浆是灼热的，都聚集在他的心中。
“They’re still here, Dr. Luo. They’re waiting for you safe and sound in the future. You’ve always been a sober person, and you must become even more sober now. If not for all humanity, then for your family.” Say looked down at the ground, where Luo Ji sat beside the column on the brink of a breakdown.
“她们还在，罗辑博士，她们还在，安然无恙，在未来等你。你一直是一个冷静的人，在这种时候一定要更冷静，即使不为全人类，也为了她们。”萨伊低头看着靠柱而坐处于崩溃边缘的罗辑说。
“Yes, but this step was taken only when there was no other choice.”
“是的。但走这一步，也是没有选择的选择。”
“How do you know she never let anything slip? Her soul was shrouded in melancholy from the first time you saw her on that rainy night five years ago. She didn’t hide it. That melancholy stayed with her for five years like an ever-present background music that never stopped the whole time, and that’s why you didn’t notice.”
“你怎么知道她不露声色？从五年前那个雨夜第一次见到你时，她的心灵就被忧伤笼罩着。她并没有掩盖，这忧伤在五年里一直伴随着她，就像永远播放着的背景音乐，在五年问一直没停，所以你觉察不到。”
“From the Central Academy of Fine Arts?”
“从中央美院毕业？”
“So she was… When she came, was she really a woman who did traditional painting?”
“那她……在来的时候真的是一个画国画的女孩？”
“Then was she…”
“那她……”
“Yes. Do you really think she could have faked it for five years? That’s how she really was. Innocent and gentle, like an angel. She didn’t fake anything, including her love for you, which was very real.”
“是，你以为她能在五年中一直伪装自己，她就是那个样子，纯真文静，像个天使。她没有伪装任何东西，包括对你的爱情，都是真实的。”
Now he understood. When he first saw her, what had it been that had touched the softest place in his heart? That made him feel like the entire world was an injury to her? That made him willing to protect her with his life? It was that gentle sadness concealed within her clear, innocent eyes — a sadness that, like the light in the fireplace, shone gently through her beauty. It was indeed an imperceptible background music that had quietly permeated his subconscious and pulled him step by step into the abyss of love.
现在罗辑明白了，在第一眼看到她的时候，是什么触动了他心中最柔软的东西，使他觉得整个世界对她都是一种伤害，使他愿意用尽一生去保护她。就是她那清澈纯真的目光中隐藏着的淡淡的忧伤，这忧伤就像壁炉的火光，柔和地拂照在她的美丽之上，真的像背景音乐般让他觉察不到，但悄悄渗入到他的潜意识之中，一步步把他拉向爱情的深渊。
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“You mean she really was that kind of woman?”
“您是说她真的是那样一个女孩？”
“Everything you saw was the real her. Everything you knew about her was true. Everything that made her her: Her past life, her family, her personality, and her mind.”
“你看到的是一个真实的她，你所知道的她的一切都是真实的，所有使她成为她自己的一切：她以前的生活、她的家庭、她的性格、思想等等。”
“Then how could she carry out such a cruel deception? To never let anything slip for five years?”
“那她就能够进行这样残酷的欺骗？！五年了，一直这样不露声色！”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“No. This time it really is fine. You know, since the birth of the Wallfacer Project there has always been dissent within the international community. Out of their own interests, most countries have supported some of the Wallfacers while opposing others, so there was always going to be a side that wants to be rid of you. Now that the first Wallbreaker is out and Tyler has failed, forces opposed to the project have grown more powerful and have driven its supporters to a stalemate. If at this point you proposed going directly to doomsday, it would be a compromise plan acceptable to both sides. But, Dr. Luo, are you truly willing to do that while humanity is fighting for survival?”
萨伊说：“没有，这次真的可以。你知道，从面壁计划诞生起，国际社会就一直存在着反对的声音，而且，不同的国家出于自己的利益，大都支持面壁者中的一部分而反对另一部分，总有想摆脱你的一方。现在，第一位破壁人的出现和泰勒的失败，使得面壁计划反对派的力量增强了，与支持力量处于僵持状态。如果你在这时提出直达末日的要求，无疑给出了一个双方都能接受的折衷方案。但，罗辑博士，你真的愿意这样做吗，在全人类为生存而战的时候？”
“Then I’ll go with them to doomsday.”
“那我就和她们一起去末日。”
“That’s right. Like I said, this is a PDC resolution.”
“是的，我说过，这是PDC的决议。”
Luo Ji had imagined he would be turned down, but — just as when he had given up his Wallfacer status — there was practically no space between his statement and Say’s reply. He knew that things weren’t as easy as that. He asked, “Is there a problem?”
罗辑本以为会被拒绝，但同上次他要放弃面壁者身份一样，萨伊的回答几乎无缝隙地紧跟而来，他知道，事情远不像这个回答那么简单，于是问：“有什么问题吗？”
“You may.”
“可以。”
“I can’t find them, can I?” he asked.
“我不可能找到她们了，是吗？”罗辑问。
Luo Ji said nothing.
罗辑无语了。
“You politicians sound off about humanity at the drop of a hat, but I can’t see humanity. I can only see individuals. I’m just one individual, an ordinary person, and I can’t take on the responsibility of saving all of humanity. I just want to live my own life.”
“你们政治家动辄奢谈全人类，但我看不到全人类，我看到的是一个一个的人。我就是一个人，一个普通人，担负不起拯救全人类的责任，只希望过自己的生活。”
“Very well. But Zhuang Yan and Xia Xia are two of those individuals. Don’t you want to fulfill your responsibility to them? Even if she hurt you, I can see you still love her. And there’s the child, too. From the moment Hubble II finally confirmed the Trisolaran invasion, one thing has been certain: Humanity will fight to the end. When your beloved and your child awaken in four centuries, doomsday and the flames of war will be upon them, but by that time you’ll have lost your Wallfacer status and will be powerless to protect them. They will only be able to share a hellish existence with you while you await the final annihilation of the world. Is that what you want? Is that the life you want to give your wife and child?”
“好吧，庄颜和你们的孩子也是这一个一个人中的两个，你也不想承担对她们的责任吗？就算庄颜伤害了你，看得出你仍然爱她，还有孩子。自从哈勃二号太空望远镜最后证实三体入侵以来，有一件事可以肯定：人类将抵抗到底。你的爱人和孩子在四个世纪后醒来时，将面临末日的战火，而那时的你，已经失去了面壁者身份，再也投有能力保护她们，她们只能和你一起，在地狱般的生活中目睹世界的最后毁灭，你愿意这样么，这就是你带给爱人和孩子的生活？”
“If you won’t think of anything else, then just imagine that Doomsday Battle four centuries from now, and the look in their eyes when they see you! What sort of a person will they see? A man who abandoned the woman he loves most, together with all of humanity? A man unwilling to save all of the world’s children? A man who wouldn’t even save his own child? Are you, as a man, capable of withstanding their gaze?”
“你不用想别的，就想想四个世纪后，在末日的战火里，她们见到你时的目光吧！她们见到的是一个什么样的人？一个把全人类和自己最爱的人一起抛弃的人，一个不愿救所有的孩子，甚至连自己孩子也不想救的人。作为一个男人，你能承受这样的目光？”
Leaning against the pillar, Luo Ji stared at Say, but saw nothing. He struggled to remember.
罗辑靠着柱子，双眼盯着萨伊，其实他什么都没看见，他在极力回忆。
“Go on, then. Why?”
“那你说吧，为什么选中我？”
“Because out of all of humanity, you are the only person that Trisolaris wants dead.”
“因为在全人类中，你是唯一一个三体文明要杀的人。”
“But I was just an ordinary person back then, with no special protection. It would’ve been simple to kill me. Why go to such lengths?”
“但那时我只是个没有任何保护的普通人，杀我很容易的，何必搞得这么复杂？”
Luo Ji bent his head in silence. The sound of the nighttime rain falling on grass and lake was like myriad entreaties from another time and space.
罗辑默默低下头，夜雨落在湖边的草丛中，仿佛来自另一个时空的无数倾诉声。
Say went on. “That car crash was meant for you. It just accidentally hit your girlfriend.”
萨伊接着说：“那起车祸，其实是针对你的，只是意外撞中了你的女友。”
“But that really was an accident. That car changed direction because two other cars collided.”
“可那次真的是一起意外车祸，那辆车是因为另外两辆车相撞而转向的。”
“Do you really believe that I can change all of that?” Luo Ji asked, raising his head.
“你们真的认为，我能改变这一切？”罗辑抬起头问。
“They had been planning that for a long time.”
“他们为此准备了很长时间。”
“To make the murder look like an accident, so as not to attract any attention. They almost succeeded. There were fifty-one traffic accidents that killed five people in the city that day. But a scout hidden within the ETO provided an intelligence report confirming that the ETO had orchestrated the attempt on your life. And what’s most frightening is this: The order came from Trisolaris itself, conveyed to Evans through the sophons. To this date, that is the only assassination they’ve ever ordered.”
“就是为了使谋杀像意外事故，不引起任何注意。他们几乎做到了，那一天，你所在的城市发生了五十一起交通事故，死亡五人。但潜伏在地球三体组织内部的侦察员有确切情报：这是ETO精心策划的谋杀！最令人震惊的是：指令直接来自三体世界，通过智子传达给伊文斯，这是迄今为止，它们发出的唯一的刺杀命令。”
“Why not try? Of all the Wallfacers, you may have the greatest hope of success. I’ve come today to tell you that.”
“为什么不试试？在所有面壁者中，你很可能是最有希望成功的，我这次来，就是为了告诉你这个。”
“Importance?” Luo Ji shook his head with a wry smile. “Look at me. Do I really look like someone with superpowers?”
“重要性，”罗辑摇头苦笑，“您看看我，真的像一个拥有超能力的人吗？”
“You don’t have superpowers, so don’t let your thoughts go in that direction. It’ll only lead you astray,” Say said, gesturing emphatically. “You had no special powers in your prior research, be they supernatural abilities or extraordinary technical skills within the known laws of nature. Or, at least, none that we have been able to discover. That Evans required that the assassination not attract attention demonstrates this point as well, because it proves that your ability can be acquired by others.”
“你没有超能力，也别向那方面想，那会使你误人歧途的！”萨伊抬起一只手以强调自己的话，“对你早有过专门研究，你没有超能力，不管是超自然能力，还是在已知自然规律内的超技术能力，你都没有，正如你所说：你是个普通人，作为学者你也是个普通的学者，没有什么过人之处，至少我们没有发现。伊文斯在谋杀令中附加的要求：不引起注意，也问接证明了这一点，因为这说明你的能力也可能被别人所拥有。”
“Me? Trisolaris wants to kill me? For what reason?” Again, Luo Ji felt displaced from himself.
“我吗？三体文明要杀我？原因呢？”罗辑再次对自己有一种陌生感。
“We were afraid of influencing whatever it is you have. Too many unknowns. We felt it best to let things ride.”
“怕影响到你可能拥有的那种能力，由于未知因素太多，我们认为最好能让你顺其自然。”
“I don’t know. No one knows, now. Evans may have known, but he’s dead. He was evidently the one who added the requirement to the assassination order that it not attract attention. That only reinforces your importance.”
“不知道，现在没有人知道，伊文斯可能知道，但他死了。谋杀指令中‘不引起任何注意’的要求显然是他附加的，这也进一步说明了你的重要性。”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“为什么不早告诉我这些？”
“I’d once had a notion to work on cosmic sociology, because…” Then a small voice deep within him said, You’re a Wallfacer! This was the first time he had heard that voice. He also heard another nonexistent sound: the buzzing of the sophons as they flew about him. He even thought he saw a few blurry, firefly-like points of light. So for the first time, he acted like a Wallfacer and swallowed his words, saying only, “Is that relevant?”
“我曾经打算从事宇宙社会学研究，因为……”这时，罗辑意识深处有一个声音轻轻说：你是面壁者！他是第一次听到自己的这个声音，他还仿佛听到了另一个并不存在的声音，那是在周围飞行的智子的嗡嗡声，他甚至好像看到了几个萤火虫般迷离的光点。第一次，罗辑做出丁一个面壁者应有的举动，把要说的话咽了回去，只是说：“是不是与这个有关系？”
Say shook her head. “Probably not. As far as we are aware, that’s just the topic of a research application that never actually went forward, much less obtained any results. Besides, even if you had done the research, we wouldn’t expect you to come up with results any more valuable than any other researcher.”
萨伊摇了摇头，“应该没有关系，据我们所知，这只是你提出的一个科研选题申请，研究还没有开始，更没有任何成果。况且，即使你真的从事了这项研究，我们也很难指望得到比其他学者更有价值的成果。”
“And why is that?”
“此话怎讲？”
“Dr. Luo, we’re speaking frankly here. As I understand it, you’re a failure of a scholar. You perform research not out of any thirst for exploration, nor out of a sense of duty and mission, but simply as a way to make a living.”
“罗辑博士，我们现在的谈话只能是坦率的。据我们了解，你作为一名学者是不合格的，你从事研究，既不是出于探索的欲望，也不是出于责任心和使命感，只是把它当做谋生的职业而已。”
“Isn’t that the way things are these days?”
“现在不都这样吗？”
When Say finished, she stepped off the porch, got into the waiting car, and disappeared into the rainy mist.
萨伊说完，转身走下门廊，坐进了在那里等候的汽车，车开动后很快消失在雨雾中。
Standing there, Luo Ji lost his sense of time. Gradually, the rain stopped and the wind picked up, blowing the night sky free of clouds, revealing the snow peaks, and letting the bright round moon bathe the world in silvery light.
罗辑站在那里，失去了时间感。雨渐渐停了，风大了起来，刮走了夜空中的乌云，当雪山和一轮明月都露出来时，世界沐浴在一片银光中。
“There’s nothing wrong with that, of course, but you exhibit all kinds of behaviors unbecoming a serious and dedicated scholar. Your research is utilitarian, your techniques opportunistic, you seek out sensationalism, and you have a history of embezzling funding. Character-wise, you’re cynical and irresponsible, and you harbor a mocking attitude toward a scholar’s vocation… We’re actually well aware of the fact that you don’t care about the fate of the human race.”
“这当然无可厚非，但你有很多与一名严肃和敬业的学者不相称的行为：你做研究的功利性很强，常常以投机取巧为手段，哗众取宠为目的，还有过贪污研究经费的行为；从人品方面看，你玩世不恭，没有责任心，对学者的使命感更是抱着一种嘲笑的态度……其实我们都清楚，对人类的命运你并不在意。”
“And that’s why you would stoop to such despicable means to coerce me. You’ve despised me all along, haven’t you?”
“所以你们用这种卑鄙的方式来要挟我……您一直轻视我，是吗？”
“Under normal circumstances, a man like you would never be tasked with such an important duty, but there is this one overriding detail: Trisolaris is afraid of you. Be your own Wallbreaker. Find out why.”
“通常情况下，你这样的人是不可能承担任何重要职责的，但现在有一点压倒了一切：三体世界怕你。请你做自己的破壁人，找出这是为什么。”
Before going back inside, Luo Ji took one last look at the silver Garden of Eden, and his heart said to Zhuang Yan and Xia Xia, My love, wait for me at doomsday.
在转身走进房门前，罗辑最后看了一眼这银色的伊甸园，在心里对庄颜和孩子说：“亲爱的，在末日等我吧。”
Standing in the giant shadow cast by the space plane High Frontier and looking up at its massive body, Zhang Beihai was involuntarily reminded of the carrier Tang, now long dismantled, and even wondered if the hull of High Frontier could contain a few steel plates from Tang. Over the course of more than thirty reentries, the burning heat had left scorch marks on the body of the space plane, and it really did look the way Tang had when it was under construction. The body had the same sense of age, but the two cylindrical booster rockets beneath the wings were new, making it resemble repairs to ancient architecture in Europe: The newness of the patches stood in stark contrast to the coloring of the original building, reminding visitors that those parts were modern additions. But if the boosters were removed, High Frontier would look like a big old transport plane.
站在“高边疆”号空天飞机投下的大片阴影中，仰望着它那巨大的机体，章北海不由想起了“唐”号航空母舰，后者早已被拆解，他甚至有这样的想象：“高边疆”号机壳上是不是真的有几块“唐”号的钢板，经过三十多次太空飞行归来时再人大气层的燃烧，在“高边疆”号宽阔的机腹上留下了烧灼的色彩，真的很像建造中的“唐”号，两者有着几乎一样的沧桑感，只是机翼下挂着的两个圆柱形助推器看上去很新，像是欧洲修补古建筑时的做法：修补部分呈全新的与原建筑形成鲜明对比的色彩，以提醒参观者这部分是现代加上的。确实，如果去掉这两个助推器，“高边疆”号看上去就像是一架古老的大型运输机。
“Are there naval officers who’ve never been to sea?” Chang Weisi said, smiling.
“有没出过海的海军军官吗？”常伟思笑着问。
“I once imagined that we would never get the chance to go to space in our lifetime,” Zhang Beihai said to Chang Weisi, who had come to see him off. He and twenty other space force officers, all of them members of the three strategic institutes, would take High Frontier to the ISS.
“本来以为，我们这辈子没机会上太空了，”章北海对前来送行的常伟思说，他将和其他二十名太空军军官一起，乘坐“高边疆”号登上国际空间站，他们都是三个战略研究室的成员。
The space plane was a very new thing, one of the few breakthroughs in aerospace technology over the last five years, and quite possibly the last generation of chemically propelled spacecraft. The concept had been proposed the previous century as a replacement for the space shuttle that could take off from a runway like an ordinary plane and fly conventionally to the top layer of the atmosphere, at which point the rockets would be turned on for spaceflight and it would enter orbit. High Frontier was the fourth such space plane in operation, and many more were under construction. They would, in the near future, take on the task of building the space elevator.
空天飞机其实是很新的东西，是这五年航天技术不多的突破之一，同时也可能是化学动力航天器的最后一代了。空天飞机的概念在上世纪就已经提出，是航天飞机的换代产品，它可以像普通飞机一样从跑道起飞，以常规的航空飞行升至大气层顶端，再启动火箭发动机开始航天飞行，进入太空轨道。“高边疆”号是目前已经投入使用的四架空天飞机中的一架，更多的空天飞机正在建造中，将在不久的未来担负起建造太空电梯的任务。
“Of course there are. Lots of them. Some people in the navy sought exactly that. But I’m not that sort of person.”
“当然有，很多。在海军中，有人谋求的就是不出海，但我不是这种人。”
“Experience is the mission. A space strategist ought to have a consciousness of space. This wasn’t feasible before the space plane, since sending up one person cost tens of millions, but it’s much cheaper now. We’ll try to put more strategists into space soon, since we’re the space force, after all. Right now we’re more like a college of bullshit, and that just won’t do.”
“体验就是任务嘛，太空战略的研究者，当然应该有太空意识。空天飞机出现以前这种体验不太可能，上去一个人花费就是上千万，现在便宜多了，以后要设法让更多的战略研究人员上太空，我们毕竟是属于太空的军种，现在呢，太空军竟像一个空谈的学院了，这不行。”
“Beihai, be aware of one thing: The active-duty astronauts are still air force personnel, so you are the first representatives of the space force to go into space.”
“北海啊，你还应该清楚一点：现役航天员仍属于空军编制，所以，你们是太空军中第一批进入太空的人。”
“It’s a shame there’s no specific mission.”
“可惜没什么具体任务。”
Then the boarding call was issued, and the officers began climbing the airstair to the plane. They wore uniforms but not space suits, and looked no different than if they were taking standard air travel. It was a sign of progress, demonstrating that going to space was a little more normal than it had been. From the uniforms, Zhang Beihai noticed that there were people from other departments boarding the plane as well.
这时，登机指令发出，军官们开始沿舷梯上机，他们都只穿作训服，没有人穿航天服，看上去只是要进行一次普通的航空旅行。这种情形是进步的标志，至少表明进入太空比以前稍微寻常了一些。章北海从服装上注意到，登机的除了他们外还有其他部门的人。
“The higher-ups have affirmed your long-term thinking and commend you for it. The document stresses one point: The plan to send reinforcements to the future has not been denied. Research and planning will continue, but present conditions are still premature for execution. I feel — and this is of course my personal opinion — that we need additional qualified political cadres in our ranks to lessen the current work pressures before we can consider it.”
“上级肯定了你这种长远的思考方式，并提出表扬。文件上强调了一点：增援未来计划没有被否决，计划的研究和制定仍将继续进行，只是目前执行的条件还不成熟。我想，当然只是自己的想法，可能要等更多合格的政工干部充实进来，使目前的工作压力减轻一些再考虑此事吧。”
“Ah, Beihai, there’s another important thing,” Chang Weisi said as Beihai was about to pick up his carry-on. “The CMC has studied the report we submitted on sending political cadres to the future as reinforcements, and the brass feel that conditions are still premature.”
“哦，北海，还有一件重要的事。”在章北海提起自己的配备箱时，常伟思说，“军委已经研究了我们呈报的关于政工干部增援未来的报告，上级认为现在条件还不成熟。”
Zhang Beihai squinted, as if warding against a glare, though they were still in the space plane’s shadow. “Commander, my feeling is that we ought to keep the entire four-century period in mind when making plans, and to be clear about what’s urgent and what’s important… But please be assured that I won’t say that in any formal setting. I know very well that our superiors are considering the bigger picture.”
章北海眯起了双眼，他们处于空天飞机的阴影中，他却像看到了刺眼的强光：“首长，我感觉，应该把四个世纪的进程当做一个整体，应该分清什么是紧急的，什么是重要的……不过请你放心，我不会在正式场合这么说，我当然清楚，上级有更全面的考虑。”
“Commander, surely you are aware of what ‘qualified’ means in the context of the Space Force Political Department, and what the basic requirements are. Qualified people are becoming increasingly rare.”
“首长，你当然清楚，对太空军政丁干部而言，所谓合格，最基本的要求是要具备什么，现在这样的人不是越来越多，而是越来越少。”
“But we’ve got to look forward. If there are breakthroughs in the two key technologies of phase one, the space elevator and controlled fusion — and there’s hope of this in our lifetimes — then things will be better… Okay then. Off with you.”
“但也要向前看，如果第一阶段的两项关键技术：太空电梯和可控核聚变取得突破——这在我们这一代可见的未来应该是有希望吧——情况就会好些……好了，在催你了。”
Zhang Beihai saluted him and then stepped onto the stairs. His first feeling upon entering the cabin was that it wasn’t much different than a civilian airliner, except the seats were wider, having been designed to accommodate space suits.
章北海向常伟思敬礼后，转身走上舷梯。进入机舱后，他的第一感觉就是这里与民航客机没有太大差别，只是座椅宽了许多，这是为穿航天服乘坐而设计的。
During the first flights of the space plane, all passengers had to wear space suits as a precaution, but there was no need for that now.
在空天飞机最初的几次飞行中，为防万一，起飞时乘员都要穿航天服，现在则没有这个必要了。
He had a window seat, and the seat immediately next to his was also occupied. A civilian, judging from his clothing. Zhang Beihai nodded to him in greeting before turning his attention to fastening the seat’s complicated safety belt.
章北海坐到一个靠窗的座位上，旁边的座位上立刻也坐上一个人，从服装看他不是军人。章北海冲他简单地点头致意后，就专心致志地系着自己座位上复杂的安全带。
There was no countdown. High Frontier started its air engines and began taxiing. Because of its weight, it spent longer on the ground during takeoff than an ordinary plane, but at last it lifted ponderously off the ground and embarked on its voyage into space.
没有倒计时，“高边疆”号就启动了航空发动机，开始起飞滑行，由于重量很大，它比一般飞机的滑跑距离要长，但最后还是沉重地离开地面，踏上了飞向太空的航程。
“Not much different from civil aviation, you think?”
“与乘民航没什么两样，是吗？”
“This is the thirty-eighth flight of the space plane High Frontier. The aviation phase has started and will last approximately thirty minutes. Please do not unfasten your safety belts,” said a voice over the intercom.
“这是‘高边疆’号空天飞机第三十八次飞行，航空飞行段开始，约持续三十分钟，请不要解开安全带。”扩音器中的一个声音说。
As he watched the ground recede through the cabin window, Zhang Beihai’s thoughts turned to the past. During training to become a carrier captain, he had completed naval aviation pilot training and had passed the level three fighter pilot exam.
从舷窗中看着向下退去的大地，章北海想起过去的日子。在航母舰长培训班中，他经历了完整的海军航空兵飞行员训练，并通过了=级战斗机飞行员的考核。
He was a man destined to fly high and fly far.
他注定是一个向高处飞、向远方去的人。
He turned to see the speaker sitting in the next seat, and recognized him at last. “You must be Dr. Ding Yi. I’ve been wanting to meet you.”
章北海扭头看坐在旁边的说话的人，这才认出他来：“您是丁仪博士吗？啊，久闻大名！”
On his first solo trip he had watched Earth recede like this and suddenly discovered that he loved the sky even more deeply than the ocean. Now, his longing was for the space beyond the sky.
在第一次放单飞时，他也是这样看着离去的大地，突然发现自己喜欢蓝天要甚于海洋，现在，他更向往蓝天之上的太空了。
“I thought you went up on the space shuttle the first time. On TV, that didn’t look like a very nice trip,” Zhang Beihai said with a grin.
“您第一次好像是乘航天飞机上去的吧？从电视上看那次旅程好像不太愉快。”章北海笑着说。
“But it’s going to get rough in just a little bit,” the man said, ignoring Zhang Beihai’s salutation. He went on, “The first time, I didn’t take off my glasses after the aviation phase, and they crushed my nose with the weight of a brick. The second time I took them off, but then they flew off after gravity went away. It wasn’t easy for the guy to find them for me in the air filter in the plane’s tail.”
“不过一会儿就难受了……”丁仪没有理会章北海的敬意，继续说，“第一次，我在航空飞行完了后没摘眼镜，眼镜就像砖头那么沉地压在鼻粱上；第二次倒是摘了，可失重后它飞走了，人家好不容易才帮我在机尾的空气过滤网上找到。”
Four branches had been set up for the controlled fusion project, each pursuing a different direction of research.
可控核聚变项目设立了四个研究分支，分别按不同的研究方向进行。
Restrained by the safety belt, Ding Yi lifted a hand to point at Zhang Beihai. “You study controlled fusion and you can’t go to space? You sound the same as those guys. The ultimate goal of our research is spaceship engines, and the real power held by the aerospace industry today remains to a large degree in the hands of the people who used to make chemical rocket engines. They’re saying now that we’re just supposed to devote ourselves to controlled fusion on the ground, and that we basically have no say in the general plan of the space fleet.”
丁仪在安全带的束缚下抬起一只手指点着章北海：“研究可控核聚变就不能上太空？你怎么和那些人一个论调？我们的最终研究目标是宇宙飞船的发动机，现在在航天界掌握实权的，有很大比例是以前搞化学火箭发动机的人，可现在，照他们的意思，我们只应该老老实实在地面搞可控核聚变，对太空舰队的总体规划没有多少发言权。”
“Oh, I’m talking about taking the space plane. If we count the shuttle, then this is my fourth time. On the shuttle, they took away my glasses before takeoff.”
“啊，我说的是乘空天飞机的事儿，要算上航天飞机，这是第四次了，航天飞机那次眼镜起飞前就被收走了。”
“Why are you going to the station this time? You’ve just been put in charge of a controlled fusion project. The third branch, isn’t it?”
“这次去空间站做什么呢，您刚被任命为可控核聚变的项目负责人，好像是第三研究分支吧？”
“There’s nothing to be done. At least they’ve managed to come up with this in the course of five years.” He pointed around him. “And this gives them the capital to squeeze out outsiders.”
“没办法，人家毕竟在五年内搞出了这个，”丁仪四下指指，“这更给了他们排挤外人的资本。”
“Dr. Ding, your views are identical to mine.” Zhang Beihai loosened his safety belt and leaned over. “For a space fleet, space travel is an entirely different concept from chemical rocketry. Even the space elevator is different from today’s aerospace techniques. But right now the aerospace industry of the past still holds too much power. Its people are ideologically ossified and legalistic, and if things continue, there will be all kinds of trouble.”
“丁博士，在这一点上我和您的看法完全相同。”章北海把安全带松了一下，探过身去说，“太空舰队的宇宙航行与现在的化学火箭航天根本不是一个概念，就是太空电梯也与现在的航天方式大不相同，可如今，过去的航天界还在这个领域把持着过大的权力，那些人思想僵化墨守成规，这样下去后患无穷。”
The cabin intercom started up. “Please take care: We are approaching an altitude of twenty thousand meters. Due to the thin atmosphere we will now be flying through, there may be sharp drops in altitude that will produce momentary weightlessness. Please do not panic. Again, please keep your safety belts fastened.”
这时，舱内扩音器又响了：“请注意：现在正在接近两万米高度，由于后面的航空飞行将在稀薄大气中进行，有可能急剧掉落高度，届时将产生短暂失重，请大家不要惊慌。重复一遍：请系好安全带。”
Ding Yi said, “But our trip to the station this time is unrelated to the controlled fusion project. It’s to recover those cosmic ray catchers. That’s some expensive stuff.”
丁仪说：“不过我们这次去空间站真的和可控核聚变项目无关，是要把那些宇宙射线捕捉器收回来，都是些很贵的东西。”
“The space-based high-energy physics research project has been stopped?” asked Zhang Beihai, retightening his safety belt.
“空间高能物理研究项目停了，”章北海边重新系紧自己的安全带边问。
“The sophons won.”
“智子胜利了。”
“That’s right. So humanity only has a few reserves of theory remaining: classical physics, quantum mechanics, and a still-embryonic string theory. How far their applications can be pushed is up to fate.”
“是啊，现在，人类手里就这么点儿理论储备了：古典物理、量子力学、加上还在娘胎中的弦论，在应用上能走多远，听天由命吧。”
“It’s stopped. Knowing that there’s no need to waste effort in the future counts as a kind of success.”
“停了，知道以后没必要白费力气，也算一个成果吧。”
High Frontier continued to climb, its aviation engines rumbling under the strain as if it were struggling up a tall mountain, but there were no sudden drops. The space plane was now approaching thirty thousand meters, the limit of aviation. Looking out, Zhang Beihai saw that the blue of the sky was fading as it got dark, even though the sun became even more dazzling.
“高边疆”号继续爬高，航空发动机发出吃力的隆隆声，像在艰难地攀登一座高峰，但掉高度的现象没有发生，空天飞机正在接近三万米，这是航空飞行的极限。章北海看到，外面蓝天的色彩正在褪去，天空黑下来，但太阳却更加耀眼了。
“Our current flight altitude is thirty-one thousand meters. The aviation phase is complete and the spaceflight phase is about to begin. Please adjust your seats according to the illustration onscreen to minimize the discomfort of hypergravitation.”
“现在飞行高度31000米，航空飞行段结束，即将开始航天飞行段，请各位按显示屏上的图倒调整自己的坐姿，以减轻超重带来的不适。”
“For them, this is the real launch. Enjoy,” Ding Yi said, and closed his eyes.
“对他们来说，这才开始真正的发射，好好享受吧。”丁仪说，随即闭上眼睛。
“Aircraft engine assembly separated. Aerospace engine ignition countdown: ten, nine, eight…”
“航空发动机组脱离，航天发动机点火倒计时：10、9、8……”
Then Zhang Beihai felt the plane rise gently, as if it had discarded a burden.
这时，章北海感到飞机轻轻上升了一下，像是抛掉了什么负担。
Five minutes later, the boosters detached, and after another five minutes of acceleration, the main engine cut off. High Frontier had entered orbit.
五分钟后，助推器脱离，又经过五分钟的加速，主发动机关闭，“高边疆”号进入太空轨道。
The giant hand of hypergravity suddenly let go and Zhang Beihai’s body bounced back from the depths of his seat. Although the restraint of his safety belt kept him from floating away, to his senses he and the High Frontier were no longer parts of the same whole. The gravity that had once bonded them together was gone, and he and the plane were now flying in parallel paths through space. Out the window were the brightest stars he had ever seen in his life. Later, when the space plane adjusted its attitude, the sun streamed in through the windows and myriad points of light danced in its beams: dust particles that had weightlessly taken to the air. As the plane gradually rotated, he saw the Earth. From this low orbital position he couldn’t see the entire sphere, only the arc of the horizon, but he could clearly make out the shapes of the continents.
超重的巨掌骤然松开，章北海的身体从深陷的座椅中弹出来，安全带的束缚使他飘不起来，但在感觉中他已经与“高边疆”号不再是一个整体，粘接他们的重力消失了，他和空天飞机在太空中平行飞行着。从舱窗望出去，他看到了有生以来见过的最明亮的星空。后来，空天飞机调整姿态，阳光从舷窗中射入，光柱中有无数亮点在舞蹈，这是因失重升起的大颗粒尘埃。随着飞机的缓缓旋转，章北海看到了地球，在这个低轨道位置，看不到完整的球体，只能看到弧形的地平线，但大陆的形状清楚地显现出来。
When the countdown reached zero, there was a huge roar, as if the entire sky outside was shouting, and then hypergravity came like a giant, slowly tightening fist. With effort, Zhang Beihai twisted his head to look out the window. He was unable to see the flames spurting from the engine, but a wide swath of the rarified air of the sky outside was painted red, as if High Frontier was floating through a sunset.
倒计时到零以后，巨大的轰鸣声响起，听起来仿佛外部的整个天空都在怒吼，超重像一个巨掌把一切渐渐攥紧。章北海吃力地转头看舷窗外面，从这里看不到发动机喷出的火焰，但外面空气已经很稀薄的天空被映红了一大片，“高边疆”号仿佛飘浮在稀薄的晚霞中。
Then the starfield, that long-awaited sight, finally came into view, and he said in his heart, Dad, I’ve taken the first step.
接着，星海又出现了，这是章北海最渴望看到的，他在心里说：“爸爸，我走出了第一步。”
For five years, General Fitzroy had felt like a Wallfacer in the actual sense of the word, in that the wall he faced was the big screen with the image of the stars between Earth and Trisolaris. At first glance it was entirely black, but closer inspection of the screen revealed points of starlight. He had grown so well acquainted with those stars that when he had attempted to sketch their position on a piece of paper at a dull meeting the previous day and compared it to the actual photo afterward, he was basically correct. The three stars of Trisolaris lying inconspicuously at the center looked like a single star in the standard view, but every time he magnified them he found that their positions had changed. This chaotic cosmic dance so fascinated him that he forgot what he was looking for in the first place. The brush that had been observed five years ago had gradually faded away, and no second brush had appeared. The Trisolaran Fleet left a visible wake only when it passed through interstellar dust clouds. Earth’s astronomers had verified through observations of the absorption of background starlight that during the fleet’s four-century-long voyage through space, it would pass through five of them. People dubbed these “snow patches” after the way that passersby left tracks on snowy ground.
这五年来，斐兹罗将军觉得自己更像实际意义上的面壁者，他所面对的墙壁就是大屏幕上三体世界方向的星空照片，照片粗看一片黑暗，细看有星光点点。对于这一片星空。斐兹罗已经很熟悉了，昨天，在一次无聊的会议上，他曾试着在纸上画出那些星星的位置，之后和实际照片对照，基本正确。三体世界的三颗恒星处于正中，很不显眼，如果不进行局部放大，看上去只是一颗星，但每次放大后就会发现，三颗星的位置较上次又有了变化，这种随机的宇宙之舞令他着迷，以至于忘了自己最初是想看到什么。五年前观测到的第一把“刷子”已经渐渐淡化了，至今，第二把“刷子”仍未出现。三体舰队只有穿过星际尘埃云时才能留下可观察的尾迹，地球天文学家通过观察对背景星光的吸收，在三体舰队长达四个世纪的航程要穿越的太空中，已探明了五片尘埃云。现在，人们把这些尘埃云称做“雪地”，其含义是雪地上能够留下穿越者的痕迹。
Fitzroy arrived at the Hubble II Space Telescope Control Center early. Ringier laughed when he saw him. “General, why do you remind me of a child who wants another present so soon after Christmas?”
斐兹罗早早来到了哈勃二号太空望远镜控制中心，林格看到他笑了起来。“将军，您怎么像个圣诞刚过又要礼物的孩子？”
If the Trisolaran Fleet had maintained a constant acceleration over the past five years, it would pass the second snow patch today.
如果三体舰队在五年中恒定加速，今天就要穿越第二块“雪地”了。
“That’s right, but the Trisolaran Fleet has only traveled 0.22 light-years, so it’s still four light-years away. Light reflected from its passage through the snow won’t reach Earth for another four years.”
“不错，但三体舰队目前只航行了0.22光年，距我们还有4光年，反映其穿越‘雪地’的光线要四年后才能到达地球。”
“Didn’t you say that they would cross the snow patch today?”
“你说过今天要穿越‘雪地’的。”
“Oh, I’m sorry. I forgot about that,” Fitzroy said with an embarrassed shake of his head. “I really wanted to see them again. This time, we’ll be able to measure their speed and acceleration at the time of passage, and that’s very important.”
“哦，对不起，我忘了这点。”斐兹罗尴尬地摇摇头，“我太想再次看到它们了，这次能测出它们穿越时的速度和加速度，这很重要。”
“It’s what physicists call the cone shape that light describes as it emanates along the time axis. It’s impossible for people outside the cone to comprehend events taking place inside the cone. Think about it: Information about who-knows-how-many major events in the universe is flying toward us right now at the speed of light. Some of it has been traveling for hundreds of millions of years, but we’re still outside the light cones of those events.”
“光的传播沿时间轴呈锥状，物理学家们称为光锥，光锥之外的人不可能了解光锥内部发生的事件。想想现在，谁知道宇宙中有多少重大事件的信息正在以光速向我们飞来，有些可能已经飞了上亿年，但我们仍在这些事件的光锥之外。”
“I’m sorry. We’re outside the light cone.”
“没办法，我们在光锥之外。”
“What’s that?”
“什么？”
Ringier considered this, then gave him an appreciative nod. “General, that’s an excellent analogy! But sophons outside the light cone can see events on the inside.”
林格略一思考，赞赏地冲斐兹罗连连点头，“将军，这个比喻很好！可是智子就能在光锥之外看到锥内发生的事。”
“So the sophons have changed fate,” Fitzroy said with feeling, and turned back to an image-processing terminal. Five years before, the young engineer Harris had started to cry at the sight of the brush, and afterward had suffered from depression so severe that he became practically useless at his job and was let go. No one knew where he had ended up.
“所以智子改变了命运。”斐兹罗感慨地说，同时朝一台图像处理终端看了看。五年前，那个叫哈里斯的年轻工程师在那里工作，看到“刷子”后他哭了起来，后来这人患上严重的抑郁症，几乎成了个废人，被中心辞退了，现在也不知流落何方。
“Fate lies within the light cone.”
“光锥之内就是命运。”
Temperatures were cooling rapidly these days, and it had started to snow, causing the green to gradually disappear from the surrounding area and a thin layer of ice to freeze on the surface of the lake. Nature lost its bright coloring, like a color photograph turned black-and-white. Warm weather here had always been short-lived, but to Luo Ji, the Garden of Eden felt like it had lost its aura since the departure of his wife and child.
这段时间，天气很快冷了下来，开始下雪，周围的绿色渐渐消失，湖面结上了一层薄冰。大自然像一张由彩色变成黑白的照片那样褪去了亮丽的色彩。在这里，温暖的气候本来就是很短暂的，但在罗辑的感觉中，这个伊甸园仿佛是因爱人和孩子的离去而失去了灵气。
Fortunately, there weren’t many people like him.
好在像他这样的人还不多。
He quickly retraced the steps his thoughts had already completed.
罗辑很快重复了已经完成的思考的头几步。
When Luo Ji began to think, he was surprised to find that his thoughts were already in progress. He remembered back to middle school and a lesson a teacher had taught him for language arts exams: First, take a look at the final essay question, then start the exam from the top, so that as you work on the exam, your subconscious will be thinking over the essay question, like a background process in a computer. Now he knew that from the moment he became a Wallfacer, his thinking had started up and had never stopped. The entire process was subconscious and he had never been aware of it.
当罗辑开始思考时，惊奇地发现自己的思绪已到了中途。记得上中学时，老师曾告诉过他一个语文考试的经验：先看卷子最后的作文题，然后再接顺序答卷，这样在答卷过程中，会下意识地思考作文题，很像电脑中后台执行的程序。罗辑现在知道，其实从成为面壁者的那一刻起，他就开始了思考，而且从未停止过，只是整个过程是下意识的，自己没有感觉到。
Winter was a season for thinking.
冬天是思考的季节。
He was now certain that everything about his current situation stemmed from his chance encounter with Ye Wenjie nine years ago. Afterward, he had never spoken of the meeting with anyone for fear of causing unnecessary trouble for himself, but with Ye Wenjie gone, the meeting was a secret known only to him and Trisolaris. In those days, only two sophons had reached Earth, but he could be certain that on that evening, they had been there by Yang Dong’s grave, listening to their every word. And the fluctuation in their quantum formation that instantly crossed the space of four light-years meant that Trisolaris had also been listening.
现在可以肯定，这一切的一切，都源白九年前与叶文沽的那次偶然会面。会面以后，罗辑从未与任何人谈起过这次会面，怕给自己惹来不必要的麻烦。现在。叶文洁已不在人世，这次会面成了只有他自己和三体世界知道的秘密。那段时间，到达地球的智子只有两个，但可以肯定，在黄昏的杨冬墓前，它们就悬浮在他们身边，倾听着他们的每一句话，量子阵列的波动瞬间越过四光年的空间，三体世界也在倾听。
But what had Ye Wenjie said?
但叶文洁说了什么？
He recalled over and over Ye Wenjie’s words: “I have a suggestion: Why don’t you study cosmological sociology?”
他一遍遍地回忆叶文洁的话：“我倒是有个建议：你为什么不去研究宇宙社会学呢？”
The aborted research project wasn’t important in and of itself. What mattered was the instruction that Ye Wenjie had given him, so that’s where Luo Ji’s mind was stuck.
这项没有开始的研究本身并不重要，重要的是叶文洁给他的提示，罗辑的思维就堵塞在这里。
Over and over again he recalled her words: Suppose a vast number of civilizations are distributed throughout the universe, on the order of the number of detectable stars. Lots and lots of them. The mathematical structure of cosmic sociology is far clearer than that of human sociology.
他一次又一次地回忆起她的话：假设宇宙中分布着数量巨大的文明，它们的数目与能观测到的星星是一个数量级的，很多很多，这些文明构成了一个总体的宇宙社会，宇宙社会学就是研究这个超级社会的形态。
Secretary General Say had been wrong about one thing. Luo Ji’s never-begun research into cosmic sociology was quite likely the immediate reason why Trisolaris wanted to kill him. Of course, Say didn’t know that the project had been Ye Wenjie’s suggestion, and although it had just seemed to Luo Ji like an excellent opportunity to make scholarship entertaining, he had been looking for just such an opportunity. Prior to the Trisolar Crisis, the study of alien civilization was indeed a sensational project that would have garnered easy media attention.
萨伊有一点是错的，罗辑那并未开始的宇宙社会学研究很重要，很可能就是三体世界要杀他的直接原因。萨伊当然不知道，这项研究是在叶文洁的建议下进行的，虽然罗辑自己不过是看到了一个绝佳的学术娱乐化的机会——他一直在寻找这样的机会。三体危机浮现之前，外星文明的研究确实是一个哗众取宠的项目，容易被媒体看上。
The factors of chaos and randomness in the complex makeups of every civilized society in the universe get filtered out by the immense distance, so those civilizations can act as reference points that are relatively easy to manipulate mathematically.
我这么想是因为能把你的两个专业结合起来，宇宙社会学比起人类社会学来呈现出更清晰的数学结构。
First: Survival is the primary need of civilization. Second: Civilization continuously grows and expands, but the total matter in the universe remains constant.
第一，生存是文明的第一需要；第二，文明不断增长和扩张，但宇宙中的物质总量保持不变。
He had returned countless times to these words, analyzing each sentence from every angle and chewing over every word. The component words had been strung into a set of prayer beads, and like a pious monk he stroked them time and again; and unstrung them, scattered them, and restrung them in different orders until a layer of each had been worn away.
罗辑无数遍地回想着这些话，从各个角度分析每个句子，咀嚼每一个字。组成这些话的字已经串成了一串念珠，他像一个虔诚的僧人那样一遍遍地抚摸着，他甚至解开连线把念珠撒成一片，再把它们按各种顺序串起来，直到每粒珠子都磨掉了一层。
One more thing: To derive a basic picture of cosmic sociology from these two axioms, you need two other important concepts: chains of suspicion and the technological explosion. I’m afraid there won’t be that opportunity… Well, you might as well just forget I said anything. Either way, I’ve fulfilled my duty.
还有一件事：要想从这两条公理推论出宇宙社会学的基本图景，还有两个重要概念，猜疑链和技术爆炸。怕没有机会了……或者，你就当我随便说说，不管是哪种情况，我都尽了责任。
By this time, most of the prayer beads had been worn faint, except for twenty-one of them. These ones seemed only to get newer the more he polished them, and now emitted a faint light:
这时，那串念珠上大部分的珠子已经被磨损得黯淡了，但有三十二粒除外，它们似乎越磨越新，最后竟发出淡淡的光来：
A month went by without him knowing it, and then winter came in full force. But he still conducted his lengthy thought process outside, sharpening his mind on the cold.
不知不觉中，一个月过去了，冬天彻底来临，但罗辑仍在外面进行着他那漫长的思想行程，寒冷使他的思想锐利起来。
During his lengthy contemplation he strolled aimlessly. He walked along the desolate lakeside, walked through the wind as it grew ever colder, oftentimes completing a circuit of the lake unawares. Twice he even walked to the foot of the snow peak, where the patch of exposed rock that looked like a moonscape was blanketed with snow, becoming one with the snowcap ahead of him. Only then did his mood leave the track of his thoughts, Zhang Yan’s eyes appearing before his own in the boundless blank white of the natural painting. But he was now able to keep his mood in check and continue turning himself into a thinking machine.
漫长的思考是在漫无目的的散步中进行的，罗辑走在萧瑟的湖边，走在越来越冷的风中，常常不知不觉中已经绕湖走了一周。有两次，他甚至走到了雪山脚下，那片像月球表面的裸露岩石带已经被白雪覆盖，与前面的雪山连为一体。只有在这时，他的心绪才离开思考的轨道，在这自然画卷中的无边的空白上，庄颜的眼睛浮现出来。但他总是能够及时控制住这种心绪，继续把自己变成一台思维机器。
Try as he might, he couldn’t extract the clue from those words, the clue that made him the only person that Trisolaris wanted to destroy.
不管怎样，罗辑也无法从这些话中提炼出那个提示，那个使他成为三体世界唯一要消灭的人的提示。
With this in mind, he looked around him. All that surrounded him was huddled up against the icy cold of winter, but most of the world still teemed with life. It was a living world brimming with a complex profusion of oceans, land, and sky as vast as the foggy sea, but all of it ran according to a rule even simpler than the axioms of cosmic civilization: survival of the fittest.
想到这里，罗辑四下看看，周围的一切都蜷伏在冬天的寒冷中，但这时地球上的大部分区域仍然生机盎然。这充满着海洋、陆地和天空的生命世界，纷繁复杂，渺如烟海，其实也是运行在一个比宇宙文明公理更简单的法则下：适者生存。
He fixated on these two sentences, the axioms Ye Wenjie had proposed for cosmic civilization. Although he did not know their ultimate secret, his long meditation told him that the answer lay within them.
罗辑锁定了这两句话，虽然还不知道最终的奥秘，但漫长的思考告诉他，奥秘就在这两句话中，在叶文洁提出的宇宙文明公理中。
Survival is the primary need of civilization.
生存是文明的第一需要。
Civilization continuously grows and expands, but the total matter in the universe remains constant.
文明不断增长和扩张，但宇宙中的物质总量保持不变。
Don’t dismiss simplicity. Simple means solid. The entire mansion of mathematics was erected on a foundation of this kind of irreducibly simple, yet logically rock-solid, axiom.
不要轻视简单，简单意味着坚固，整个数学大厦，都是建立在这种简单到不能再简单，但在逻辑上坚如磐石的公理的基础上。
Luo Ji now saw his problem: Where Darwin had taken the boundless living world and made a rule to sum it up, Luo Ji had to use the rules he knew to uncover a picture of cosmic civilization. It was the opposite road to Darwin’s, but a more difficult one.
现在，罗辑看到了自己的困难：达尔文是通过生命的大干世界总结出了这条法则，而他是已经知道了法则，却要通过它复原宇宙文明的图景，这是一条与达尔文相反的路，但更加艰难。
But it was too simple a clue. What could he and the human race gain from two self-evident rules?
但这个提示毕竟太简单了，两个不证自明的法则，罗辑和全人类能从中得到什么呢？
Gradually, the two concepts Ye Wenjie had left unexplained came into focus: chains of suspicion and the technology explosion.
渐渐地，那两个叶文洁没有说明的神秘概念变得清晰起来：猜疑链、技术爆炸。
The weather that day was colder than usual, and from Luo Ji’s vantage point on the lakeshore, the cold seemed to make the stars into an even purer silver lattice against the black sky, solemnly displaying for him their clear mathematical configuration. All of a sudden, he found himself in a state that was entirely new. In his perception, the entire universe froze, all motion stopped, and everything from stars down to atoms entered a state of rest, with the stars just countless cold, dimensionless points reflecting the cold light of an outside world… Everything was at rest, waiting for his final awakening.
这天夜里比往常冷，罗辑站在湖边，严寒似乎使星空更加纯净，那些黑色空间中的银色点阵，把那明晰的数学结构再一次庄严地显示出来。突然间，罗辑进入一种从未有过的状态中，在他的感觉里，整个宇宙都被冻结了，一切运动都已停止，从恒星到原子，一切都处于静止状态，群星只是无数冰冷的没有大小的点，反射着世外的冷光……一切都在静止中等待，在等待着他最后的觉醒。
So he began sleeping in the daytime and thinking at night. Whenever the perils of his mental roadway terrified him, he found comfort in the stars overhead. Like Ye Wenjie had said, the distance hid the complex structure of each star, making them just a collection of points in space with a clear mathematical configuration. It was a thinker’s paradise, his paradise. To Luo Ji, at least, it felt like the world in front of him was far clearer and more concise than Darwin’s.
于是，罗辑开始在白天睡觉，晚上思考，每当这条思想之路的艰险让他望而生畏时，头顶的星空便给他以安慰。正如叶文洁所说，遥远的距离使星星隐去了复杂的个体结构，星空只是空间中点的集合，呈现出清晰的数学构彤。这是思想者的乐园，逻辑的乐园，至少在感觉上，罗辑面对的世界比达尔文的世界要清晰简洁。
But this simple world held a perplexing riddle: The entire galaxy was a vast empty desert, but a highly intelligent civilization had appeared on the star nearest to us. In this mystery, his thoughts found an entry point.
这个简洁的世界却有一个诡异的谜：在距我们最近的恒星上，出现了高等智慧文明，但整个银河系，却是一片如此空旷的荒漠①，正是在这个疑谜中，罗辑找到了思考的切入点。（注：①此既关于外星文明的费米悖论：从理论上讲，人类能用100万年时间飞往银河系的各个星球，那么，外星人只要比人类早进化100万年，现在就应该来到地球了。这个悖论之所以具有说服力，是因为它是基于银河系的两个事实。一、银河系非常古老已有约100亿年的年龄；二、银河系的直径只有大约10万光年。所以，即使外星人只以光速的千分之一在太空中旅行，他们也只需要1亿年左右的时间就可横穿银河系——这十时间远远短于银河系的年龄。如果真存在外星人的话，按这个道理他们早该到达太阳系了。）
Luo Ji was beside himself with excitement. Although he hadn’t actually glimpsed that final mystery, he had clearly felt its presence just now.
罗辑激动不已，刚才，他并没有看到那个最后的奥秘，但真切地感到了它的存在。
The distant bark of a dog brought him back to reality. Probably a service canine belonging to the security forces.
远处一声狗叫，把罗辑拉回了现实，可能是警卫部队的军犬。
He collected his thoughts and tried to reenter that state, but was unsuccessful. Though the stars remained the same, the world around him interfered with his thinking. All was shrouded in darkness, but he could make out the distant snowcap, the lakeside forest and grassland, and the house behind him, and through the house’s half-open door he could see the dark glow of the fire… Next to the simple clarity of the stars, everything in the vicinity represented a complexity and chaos that mathematics would be forever unable to grasp, so he attempted to remove them from his perception.
罗辑集中思想，试罔再次进入刚才的状态，却没有成功。星空依旧，但周围的世界在于扰着他的思考。虽然一切都隐藏于夜色中，仍能分辨出远方的雪山和湖边的森林草地，还有身后的别墅，从半开的门能看到壁炉中暗红的火光……与星空的简洁明晰相比，这近处的一切象征着数学永远无法把握的复杂和混沌，罗辑试图从感觉中剔除它们。
He walked out onto the frozen lake — cautiously, at first, but when he found that the icy surface seemed solid, he walked and slid ahead more quickly, until he reached a point where he could no longer make out the lakeshore through the night around him. Now he was surrounded on all sides by smooth ice. This distanced him somewhat from earthly complexity and chaos, and by imagining that the icy plane extended infinitely in every direction, he obtained a simple, flat world; a cold, planar mental platform. Cares vanished, and soon his perception reentered that state of rest, where the stars were waiting for him… Then, with a crunch, the ice beneath Luo Ji’s feet broke and his body plunged straight into the water.
他走上了冰封的湖面，开始小心冀翼，后来发现冰面似乎很结实，就边滑边走，更快地向前去，一直走到四周的湖岸在夜色中看不清为止。这时，他的四周都是平滑的冰面，把尘世的复杂和混沌隔远了些。他想象着这冰的平面向所有方向无限延伸，使得到了一个简单的平面世界，一个寒冷而平整的思想平台。困扰消失了，他很快又进入了那种状态，感觉一切都静止下来，星空又在等待他哗啦一声，罗辑脚下的冰面破碎了，他的身体径直跌入水中。
At the precise instant the icy water covered Luo Ji’s head, he saw the stillness of the stars shatter. The starfield curled up into a vortex and scattered into turbulent, chaotic waves of silver. The biting cold, like crystal lightning, shot into the fog of his consciousness, illuminating everything. He continued to sink. The turbulent stars overhead shrank into a fuzzy halo at the break in the ice above his head, leaving nothing but cold and inky blackness surrounding him, as if he wasn’t sinking into ice water, but had jumped into the blackness of space.
就在冰水淹没罗辑头部的一瞬间，他看到静止的星空破碎了，星海先是卷成旋祸，然后散化成一片动荡的银色乱波。刺骨的寒冷像晶莹的闪电，瞬间击穿了他意识中的迷雾，照亮了一切。他继续下沉，动荡的星空在他的头顶上缩化为冰面破口那一团模糊的光晕，四周只有寒冷和墨水般的黑暗，罗辑感觉自己不是沉人冰水，而是跃入黑暗的太空。
He surfaced quickly. His head surged out of the water and he spat out a mouthful. He tried crawling onto the ice at the edge of the hole but could only bring his body up halfway before the ice collapsed again. He crawled and collapsed, forging a path through the ice, but progress was slow and his stamina began to give out from the cold. He didn’t know whether the security team would notice anything unusual on the lake before he drowned or froze to death. Stripping off his soaked down jacket to lessen the burden on his movement, he had the idea that if he spread out the jacket on the ice, it might distribute the pressure and allow him to crawl onto it. He did so, and then, with just enough energy left for one last attempt, he used every last ounce of strength to crawl onto the down jacket at the edge of the ice. This time the ice didn’t collapse, and at last his entire body was lying on top of it. He crept carefully ahead, daring to stand up only after putting a fair distance between him and the hole. Then he saw flashlights waving on the shore and heard shouts.
罗辑很快上浮，头部冲出水而，他吐出一口水，想爬上破口边缘的冰面，可是身体只爬上一半，冰就被压塌了，再爬再塌，他就这样在冰面上开出一条路来，但进展很慢，寒冷中体力渐渐不支。他不知道，在自己被淹死或冻死之前，警卫部队能否发现湖面的异常。他把浸水的羽绒服脱下来，这样动作的负担就小了许多。随后他马上想到，如果把羽缄服铺在冰面上再向上爬，也许能起到一些分散压强的作用。他这么做了，剩下的体力也只够再爬一次，他竭尽全力爬上铺着羽绒服的冰缘，这一次。冰面没有下塌，他终于全身趴在了冰上，小心地向前爬，直到距离破口很远才敢站起来。这时，他看到岸边有手电光在晃动，还有人的喊声。
In the dead, lonely, cold blackness, he saw the truth of the universe.
就在这死寂的冷黑之间，他看到了宇宙的真相。
“Wallfacer Luo Ji, I am your Wallbreaker.”
“面壁者罗辑，我是你的破壁人。”
He stood on the ice, his teeth chattering in the cold, a cold that seemed to come not from the lake water or icy wind, but from a direct transmission from outer space. He kept his head down, knowing that from this moment on, the stars were not like they once were. He didn’t dare look up. As Rey Diaz feared the sun, Luo Ji had acquired a severe phobia of the stars. He bowed his head, and through chattering teeth, said to himself:
罗辑站在冰面上，牙齿在寒冷中格格地碰撞着，这寒冷似乎不是来自湖水和寒风，而是从外太空直接透射而来。罗辑没有抬头，他知道，从这一刻起，星空在自己的眼里已经是另一个样子，他不敢再抬头看了。和雷迪亚兹害怕太阳一样，罗辑从此患上了严重的星空恐惧症。他低着头，牙齿在寒颤中格格作响，对自己说：
“For many years to come, at least, it’s not going to get any whiter,” Kent said, laughing. In Luo Ji’s presence, he had always worn a courteous, studied face. This was the first time Luo Ji had seen him with such a sincere smile. In his eyes, he saw the words that remained unspoken: You’ve finally begun to work.
“至少在以后的很多年，不会继续白下去了。”坎特笑着说，以前，他在罗辑面前总是一副彬彬有礼、老到周全的样子，这样真诚的笑容罗辑还是第一次看到，从他的眼中，罗辑看到了段说出来的话：你终于开始工作了。
“Your hair’s turned white over the years,” Luo Ji said to Kent.
“这些年，你的头发都白了。”罗辑对坎特说。
“Doctor, an absolutely safe place does not exist, but we can come very close. I’ll have to warn you, though, these places are always underground. And as for comfort…”
“博士，绝对安全的地方是不存在的，但我们可以做到很接近，不过我需要提醒您，这样的地方往往是在地下，所以舒适方面……”
“I need someplace safer,” he said.
“我需要一个更安全的地方。”罗辑说。
“Not a problem, Dr. Luo. Any particular requests?”
“这没有问题，罗辑博士，您对那个地方有什么其他的要求吗？”
“Nothing apart from safety. It must be absolutely secure.”
“除了安全，没有任何要求，要绝对安全。”
“Disregard comfort. However, it’d be best if it’s in China.”
“不用考虑舒适，不过这个地方最好能在我的国家内。”
“Not a problem. I’ll take care of it immediately.”
“没有问题，我立刻去办。”
When Kent was about to leave, Luo Ji stopped him. Pointing out the window at the Garden of Eden, which was now completely blanketed in snow, he said, “Can you tell me the name of this place? I’m going to miss it.”
在坎特要走时，罗辑叫住了他，指着窗外已经完全被冰雪覆盖的伊甸园说：“能告诉我这儿的地名吗，我会想念这里的。”
Greeting him was a man named Zhang Xiang, the same young man who — along with Shi Qiang — had sent him off five years ago, and who now was in charge of security. He had aged considerably in five years and now looked like a middle-aged man.
迎接他的人中有一个叫张翔，就是五年前同史强一起进他走的年轻人，现在是这里安全保卫的负责人，五年后的他老成了许多，看上去是一个中年人了。
The elevator was still operated by an armed soldier — not the one from back then, of course, but Luo Ji still felt a certain warmth in his heart. The old-style elevator had been swapped for one that was completely automated and did not require an operator, so the soldier merely pressed the “-10” button and the elevator started its descent.
开电梯的仍是一名武警士兵，当然不是当年那个，但罗辑心中还是有一种亲切感。其实当年的老式电梯已经换成了全自动的，不用人操纵，那名士兵只是按了一下“—10”的按钮，电梯便向地下降去。
Luo Ji traveled more than ten hours under tight security before reaching his destination. When he exited the car, he knew immediately where he was: It was here, in the broad, squat hall that looked like an underground parking garage, that he had embarked on his fantastic new life five years before. Now, after five years of dreams alternating with nightmares, he had returned to the starting point.
经过十多个小时在严密保卫下的旅行，罗辑到达了目的地，他一出车门，就立刻知道了这是哪里——地下车库模样的宽敞但低矮的大厅，五年前，罗辑就是从这里出发，开始了自己全新的梦幻人生，现在，在噩梦和美梦交替的五年后，他又回到了起点。
The administrator made a particular point of showing Luo Ji a set of light switches in the room, each of which bore a small picture of the sun. The administrator called them “sun lamps” and said they needed to be turned on for no fewer than five hours a day. Originally intended as labor-safety products for mine workers, they could simulate sunlight, including UV rays, as supplementary daylight for people spending long periods underground.
管理员特别指给罗辑看房间里的一类照明开关，每个开关上都有一个小太阳标志。管理员说这一类叫太阳灯的灯具每天必须开够不少于五小时的时间，这原是矿井工作者的一种劳保用品，能模拟包括紫外线在内的太阳光线，为长期处于地下的人补充日照。
The underground structure had clearly undergone a recent renovation: The ventilation ducts in the hallways had been hidden, the walls coated with moisture-proof tile, and all traces of the civil air defense slogans had disappeared.
地下的建筑显然经过了新的装修，走廊里的通风管道隐藏起来。墙上贴了防潮的瓷砖，包括人防标语在内的旧时的痕迹已全部消失。
Luo Ji’s living quarters took up the whole of the tenth basement floor. While it was no match in comfort for the house he had just left, it was equipped with comprehensive communications and computer equipment, along with a conference room set up with a remote video conferencing system, giving the place the feel of a command center.
地下十层全部都作为罗辑的住处，虽然在舒适上与他刚刚离开的那个地方没法比，但配备了完善的通讯和电脑设施，还有安装丁远程视频会议系统的会议室，使这里像一个指挥部。
The next day, as Luo Ji had requested, the astronomer Albert Ringier visited the tenth basement.
第二天，按罗辑的请求，天文学家艾伯特·林格来到了地下十层。
Ringier looked a little unhappy to hear this. “I’ve repeatedly issued statements to reporters, but they insist on forcing this honor on my head. It should be credited to General Fitzroy. He was the one who demanded that Hubble II observe Trisolaris during testing. Otherwise we might have missed the chance, since the wake in the interstellar dust would have faded.”
听到这话，林格显得有些不高兴，“我多次对记者声明过，可他们还是把这个荣誉强加到我头上，它本应属于斐兹罗将军，是他坚持哈勃二号在测试期就观察三体世界的，否则可能错过观测时机，星际尘埃中的尾迹会淡化的。”
“What I’d like to talk to you about isn’t connected to that. I did a bit of astronomy once, but not in much depth, and I’m no longer familiar with the subject. My first question is this: If, in the universe, there exists another observer apart from Trisolaris, has Earth’s position been revealed to them?”
罗辑说：“我要同您谈的事情与此无关，我也曾搞过天文学，但没有深入，现在对这个专业已经不熟悉了。首先想请教一个问题：在宇宙间，如果存在着除三体之外的其他观察者，到目前为此，地球的位置暴露了吗？”
When he saw him, Luo Ji said, “You were the first to observe the flight path of the Trisolaran Fleet?”
见到林格后，罗辑说：“是您首先观察到三体舰队的航迹？”
“You’re sure of that?”
“您这么肯定？”
“But Earth has exchanged communication with Trisolaris.”
“可是地球已经与三体世界进行过交互通讯。”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“No.”
“没有。”
“That low-frequency communication would reveal only the general direction of Earth and Trisolaris in the Milky Way Galaxy, and the distance between the two worlds. That is, if there’s a third-party recipient, the communication would make it possible for them to know of the existence of two civilized worlds 4.22 light-years apart in the Orion Arm of the Milky Way, but they would still be ignorant of the precise position of those two worlds. In fact, determining each other’s position through this kind of exchange is only feasible for stars in close proximity, like the sun and the stars of Trisolaris. For a slightly more distant third-party observer, however, even if we communicate directly with them, we wouldn’t be able to determine each other’s position.”
“这种低频通讯，只能暴露地球和三体世界在银河系中的大致方向，以及地球与三体世界间的距离，也就是说，如果存在第三方的接收者，那他们通过这些通讯可能知道的，只是在银河系猎户旋臂的这一区域中存在着两个相距4.22光年的文明世界，但这两个世界的精确位置仍不得而知。其实，通过这样的交互通讯来相互确定位置，也只有在太阳和三体这样相距很近的恒星问能够实现，对于稍远些的第三方观察者，即使我们与他们直接进行交互通讯，也无法确定彼此的位置。”
“Why is that?”
“为什么？”
Luo Ji didn’t answer, but asked instead, “Using our present level of technology, is there a way to indicate the position of a star in the universe?”
罗辑没有回答，而是问道：“那么，以我们的技术水平。如何向宇宙问标示某颗恒星的位置呢？”
“Marking the position of a star for another observer in the universe is hardly as easy as people imagine. Here’s an analogy: You’re taking a plane through the Sahara Desert and a grain of sand below you shouts ‘Here I am!’ You hear the shout, but can you fix a location for that grain of sand from the plane? There are nearly two hundred billion stars in the Milky Way. It’s practically a desert of stars.”
“向宇宙中的其他观察者标示一颗恒星的位置，远没有人们想象的那么简单，做个比喻吧：您乘飞机飞越撒哈拉沙漠时，下面沙漠中的一粒沙子冲您大声喊‘我在这儿’，而您也听到了这喊声，您能够在飞机上就此确定这粒沙的位置吗？银河系有近两千亿颗恒星，几乎就是一个恒星的沙漠了。”
Luo Ji nodded in apparent relief. “I understand. So that’s it, then.”
罗辑点点头，似乎如释重负，“我明白了，这就对了。”
“What is?” Ringier asked in confusion.
“什么对了？”林格不解地问。
“This far exceeds our present technical capabilities.”
“这远超出了我们的技术能力啊。”
“Oh, I’m sorry. I overlooked your precondition. At our present technical capabilities, it would be fairly difficult to show a star’s position to the far reaches of the universe. There’s still a way, but interpreting the positional information requires a level of technology far beyond that of humanity, and even, I believe, beyond that of Trisolaris.”
“哦，对不起，我没注意到您这个前提。以人类目前的技术能力，向遥远宁宙显示一颗恒星的位置相当用难，办法倒是有一个，但解读这种位置信息所需要的技术水平远高于人类，甚至……我想，也高于三体文明。”
“Yes, by using directed very high frequency electromagnetic waves, equal to or higher in frequency than visible light, and then harnessing stellar power to transmit information. In simple terms, you’d make the star flash, like a cosmic lighthouse.”
“用可定位的甚高频电磁波，这种频率应该达到或超过可见光频率，以恒星级功率发出信息。简单地说，就是让这颗恒星闪烁，使其本身变成一座宇宙灯塔。”
“I’m starting to understand. We send out a message containing the position of the star we wish to point out, relative to the surrounding stars, and the recipient compares the data to its star map to determine the star’s location.”
“我有些明白了：如果把要指明的恒星与周围恒星的相对位置信息发送出去，接收者把它与星图进行对照，就确定了这颗恒星的位置。”
“No, it’s not simple at all. It’s like recording the relative position of every grain of sand in the desert.”
“这真的不容易，相当于把一个沙漠中每粒沙子的相对位置都记录下来。”
“The key information is the relative position of stars. If you specify a region of space in the Milky Way that contains a sufficient number of stars — perhaps a few dozen would be sufficient — their relative arrangement in three-dimensional space would be totally unique, like a fingerprint.”
“恒星间的相对位置是一个重要信息，如果在银河系中指定一片体空间区域，其中包含的恒星数量足够多，大概有几十颗就够了吧，那么这些恒星在这片三维空间的相对排列在宇宙中几乎是独一无二的，像指纹一样。”
“Right. But things aren’t that simple. The recipient must possess a three-dimensional model of the entire galaxy that precisely indicates the relative position of every one of a hundred billion stars. Then, after receiving our message, they would have to search through that enormous database to find an area of space that matches the pattern of positions we sent out.”
“是的，但事情没这么简单，接收者需要拥有整个银河系的三维模型，这个模型中包含了所有的千亿颗恒星，精确地标明它们的相对位置。这样在接收到我们发送的信息后，他们可以从这个庞大的数据库中进行检索，找到与我们发出的位置构图相匹配的那片空间。”
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