As soon as Wang logged out of the game, the phone rang. It was Shi Qiang, who said it was urgent that he come down to Shi’s office at the Criminal Division. Wang glanced at his watch: It was three in the morning.
汪淼刚刚退出游戏,电话响了,是大史打来的,说有紧急的事情,让他马上到重案组办公室去一趟,汪淼看看表,已是凌晨三点了。
Wang arrived at Da Shi’s chaotic office and saw that it was already filled with a dense cloud of cigarette smoke. A young woman police officer who shared the office fanned the smoke away from her nose with a notebook. Da Shi introduced her as Xu Bingbing, a computer specialist from the Information Security Division.
汪淼来到大史凌乱的办公室时,见那里已被他抽得云蒸雾绕,使得在办公室中的另一位年轻女警不停地用记录本在鼻子前扇动。大史介绍说她叫徐冰冰,计算机专家,是信息安全部门的。
The third person in the office surprised Wang. It was Wei Cheng, the reclusive, mysterious husband of Shen Yufei from the Frontiers of Science. Wei’s hair was a mess. He looked up at Wang, but seemed to have forgotten they had met.
办公室中的第三个人令汪淼很吃惊,居然是申玉菲的丈夫魏成,头发乱蓬蓬的,他抬头看看汪淼.好像已经忘记了他们见过面。
“I’m sorry to bother you, but at least it looks like you weren’t asleep,” Da Shi said. “I have to deal with something that I haven’t told the Battle Command Center yet, and I need your advice.” He turned to Wei Cheng. “Tell him what you told me.”
“不好意思打扰,不过我看你也没睡吧。这里有些事儿,还没有汇报作战中心,大概需要你参谋参谋。”大史对汪淼说,然后转向魏成,“你说吧。”
“My life is in danger,” Wei said, his face wooden.
“我说过,我的生命受到威胁。”魏成说,脸上却是一副木然的表情。
“Why don’t you start from the beginning?”
“从头说起吧。”
“Fine. I will. Don’t complain about me being long-winded. Actually, I’ve often thought about talking to someone lately…” Wei turned to look at Xu Bingbing. “Don’t you need to take notes or something?”
“好,从头说,不要嫌我麻烦,我最近还真想找人说说话……”魏成说着转头看看徐冰冰,“不做笔录什么的吗?”
“Not right now,” Da Shi said, not missing a beat. “You didn’t have anyone to talk to before?”
“现在不用,以前没人和你说话?”大史不失时机地问。
“No, that’s not it. I was too lazy to talk. I’ve always been lazy.”
“也不是。我懒得说,我是个懒散的人。”
WEI CHENG’S STORY
以下是魏成的叙述:
I’ve been lackadaisical since I was a kid. When I lived at boarding school, I never washed the dishes or made the bed. I never got excited about anything. Too lazy to study, too lazy to even play, I dawdled my way through the days without any clear goals. But I knew that I had some special talents others lacked. For example, if you drew a line, I could always draw another line that would divide it into the golden ratio: 1.618. My classmates told me that I should be a carpenter, but I thought it was more than that, a kind of intuition about numbers and shapes. But my math grades were just as bad as my grades in other classes. I was too lazy to bother showing my work. On tests, I just wrote out my guesses as answers. I got them right about eighty to ninety percent of the time, but I still got mediocre scores.
我是个懒散的人,从小就是,住校时碗从来不洗.被子从来不叠,对什么都提不起兴趣,懒得学习,甚至懒得玩,每天迷迷糊糊地混日子。但我知道自己有一些超过常人的才能,比如你画一根线,我在线上划一道,位置肯定在0.618的黄金分割处。同学们说我适合当木匠,但我觉得这是更高级的才能,是对数和形的一种直觉。其实我的数学同其他课程一样,成绩一团糟,我懒得推导,考试时就将自己蒙出来的答案直接写上去,也能蒙对百分之八九十,但这样拿不到高分。
My teacher took out a book, The Collected Cases of Sherlock Holmes. He turned to one story — “A Study in Scarlet,” I think. There’s a scene in it where Watson sees a plainly dressed messenger downstairs and points him out to Holmes. Holmes says, “Oh, you mean the retired sergeant of marines?” Watson is amazed by how Holmes could deduce the man’s history, but Holmes can’t articulate his reasoning and has to think for a while to figure out his chain of deductions. It was based on the man’s hand, his movements, and so on. He tells Watson that there is nothing strange about this: Most people would have difficulty explaining how they know two and two make four.
老师拿出了一本书,是《福尔摩斯探案集》,他翻到一篇,好像是《红字的研究》吧,有一段大意是这样:华生看到楼下有个衣着普通的人在送信,就指给福尔摩斯看,福尔摩斯说你是指那个退伍海军军曹吗?华生很奇怪福尔摩斯是如何推断出他的身份的,福尔摩斯自己也不清楚,想了半天才理出推理的过程,看那人的手、举止啦等等。他说这不奇怪,别人也很难说出自己是如何推断出“2+2=4”的。
When I was a second-year student in high school, a math teacher noticed me. Back then, many high school teachers had impressive academic credentials, because during the Cultural Revolution many talented scholars ended up teaching in high schools. My teacher was like that. One day, he kept me after class. He wrote out a dozen or so numerical sequences on the blackboard and asked me to write out the summation formula for each. I wrote out the formulas for some of them almost instantaneously and could tell at a glance that the rest of them were divergent.
高二时,一位数学老师注意到了我,那时候,中学教师中可是卧虎藏龙,“文革”中很多有才华的人都流落到中学去教书了,他就是这样一个人。有一天下课后他把我留下,在黑板上写了十几个数列,让我直接写出它们的求和公式。我很快写出其中的一部分,基本上都对,其余我一眼就看出是发散的。
I said, “Any combination of numbers appears to me as a three-dimensional shape. Of course I can’t describe the shapes of numbers, but they really do appear as shapes.”
我说:“任何数字组合对于我都是一神立体形体,我当然说不清什么数字是什么形状,但它确实表现为一种形体。”
“Then what about when you see geometric figures?” The teacher asked.
“那看到几何图形呢?”老师追问。
The teacher said, “You really have a natural gift for math, but… but…” He added a few more “but’s, pacing back and forth as though I was a difficult problem that he didn’t know how to handle. “But people like you don’t cherish your gift.” After thinking for a while, he seemed to give up, saying, “Why don’t you sign up for the district math competition next month? I’m not going to tutor you. I’d just be wasting my time with your sort. But when you give your answers, make sure to write out your derivations.” So I went to the competition. From the district level up through the International Mathematics Olympiad in Budapest, I won first place each time. After I got back, I was accepted by a top college’s math program without having to go through the entrance examination…
老师说:“你真的很有数学天分.但是,但是……”他说了好多个但是,来回走着,好像我是个很棘手的东西,不知道如何处理似的。“但是你这号人不会珍惜自己天分的,”他说。想了好半天,他好像放弃了,说“那你就去参加下月区里的数学竞赛吧,我也不辅导你了,对你这号人,白费劲,只是你答卷时一定要把推导过程写上去。”于是我就去竞赛了,从区里一直赛上去,赛到布达佩斯的奥林匹克数学竞赛,全是冠军。回来后就被一所一流大学的数学系免试录取了……
My teacher closed the book and said to me, “You’re just like that. Your derivation is so fast and instinctive that you can’t even tell how you got the answer.” Then he asked me, “When you see a string of numbers, what do you feel? I’m talking about feelings.”
老师合上书对我说:“你就是这样,你的推导太快了,而且是本能的,所以自已意识不到。他接着问我:看到一串数字,你有什么感觉?我是问感觉。”
I said, “It’s just the opposite. In my mind there are no geometric figures. Everything turns into numbers. It’s just like if you get really close to a picture in the newspaper and everything turns into little dots.”
我说:“与上面相反,在我脑袋深处没有图形,一切都化为数字了,就像你凑近了看报纸上的照片,都是小点儿(当然现在的报纸照片不是那样儿了)。”
Oh, I didn’t go to become a monk. Too lazy for that. I just wanted to find a truly peaceful place to live for a while. The abbot there was my father’s old friend — very intellectual, but became a monk in his old age. The way my father told it, at his level, this was about the only way out. The abbot asked me to stay. I told him, “I want to find a peaceful, easy way to just muddle through the rest of my life.” The abbot said, “This place isn’t really peaceful. There are lots of tourists, and many pilgrims too. The truly peaceful can find peace in a bustling city. And to attain that state, you need to empty yourself.” I said, “I’m empty enough. Fame and fortune are nothing to me. Many of the monks in this temple are worldlier than me.” The abbot shook his head and said, “No, emptiness is not nothingness. Emptiness is a type of existence. You must use this existential emptiness to fill yourself.” His words were very enlightening to me. Later, after I thought about it a bit, I realized that it wasn’t Buddhist philosophy at all, but was more akin to some modern physics theories. The abbot also told me he wasn’t going to discuss Buddhism with me. His reason was the same as my high school teacher’s: With my sort, he’d just be wasting his time.
哦,我不是去出家,我懒得出家,只是想找个真正清静的地方住一阵儿。那里的长老是我父亲的一个老友,学问很深,却在晚年遁入空门,照父亲说吧,到他这层次,也就这一条路了。那位长老收留我住下,我对他说,想找个清静省心的方式混完这辈子算了。长老说,这里并不清静,是旅游区,进香的人也很多;大隐隐于市,要清静省心,自己就得空。我说我够空了,名利于我连浮云都算不上,你庙里那些僧人都比我有更多的凡心。长老摇摇头:空不是无,空是一种存在,你得用空这种存在填满自己。这话对我很有启发,后来想想,这根本不是佛家理念,倒像现代的某种物理学理论。长老也说了,他不会同我谈佛,理由与那位中学老师一样:对我这号人没用。
You’re not bored by my talking all this time? Ah, good. Well, to make sense of what happened later, I have to tell you all this. That high school math teacher was right. I didn’t cherish my talent. Bachelor’s, master’s, Ph. D.– I never put much effort into any of them, but I did manage to get through them all. However, once I graduated and went back to the real world, I realized that I was completely useless. Other than math, I knew nothing. I was half asleep when it came to the complexities of relationships between people. The longer I worked, the worse my career. Eventually I became a lecturer at a college, but I couldn’t survive there either. I just couldn’t take teaching seriously. I’d write on the blackboard, “easy to prove,” and my students would still struggle for a long while. Later, when they began to eliminate the worst teachers, I was fired. By then I was sick of everything. I packed a bag and went to a Buddhist temple deep in the mountains somewhere in southern China.
我说这些你们不烦吧?啊,好,其实要说清后面的事儿,这些还是必须说的。那个高中老师说得对,我不会珍稀自己,本科硕十博士都吊儿郎当,但居然都过来了。一到社会上,才发现自己是个地地道道的废物,除了数学啥也不会,在复杂的人际关系中处于半睡眠状态,越混越次;后来到大学里教书吧,也混不下去,教学上认真不起来,我在黑板上写一句“容易证明”,学生底下就得捣鼓半天,后来搞末位淘汰,课也没得教了。到此为止,我对这一切都厌倦了,就幸着简单的行李去了南方一座深山中的寺庙。
So I created a sphere in this infinite space for myself: not too big, though possessing mass. My mental state didn’t improve, however. The sphere floated in the middle of “emptiness”– in infinite space, anywhere could be the middle. The universe had nothing that could act on it, and it could act on nothing. It hung there, never moving, never changing, like a perfect interpretation for death.
于是我给自己在这无限的空间中创造了一个球体,不大的、有质量的球体。但感觉并没有好起来,那球体悬浮在“空”的正中(对于无限的空间,任何一处都是正中),那个宇宙中没有任何东西作用于它,它也没有任何东西可以作用。它悬在那里,永远不会做丝毫的运动,永远不会有丝毫的变化,真是对死亡最到位的诠释。
That first night, I couldn’t sleep in the tiny room in the temple. I didn’t realize that this refuge from the world would be so uncomfortable. My blanket and sheet both became damp in the mountain fog, and the bed was so hard. In order to make myself sleep, I tried to follow the abbot’s advice and fill myself with “emptiness.” In my mind, the first “emptiness” I created was the infinity of space. There was nothing in it, not even light. But soon I knew that this empty universe could not make me feel peace. Instead, it filled me with a nameless anxiety, like a drowning man wanting to grab on to anything at hand.
第一天晚上,在寺院的小屋里我睡不看,没想到这世外桃源是如此的不舒服,被褥都在山雾中变潮了,床硬邦邦的。于是,为了催眠,我便试图按长老说的那样,用“空”来填充自己:我在意识中创造的第一个“空”是无际的太空,其中什么都没有,连光都没有,空空的。很快觉得这空无一物的宇宙根本不能使自己感到宁静,身处其中反而会感到一种莫名的焦躁不安.有一种落水者想随便抓住些什么东西的欲望。
I created a second sphere whose mass was equal to the first one’s. Both had perfectly reflective surfaces. They reflected each other’s images, displaying the only existence in the universe other than itself. But the situation didn’t improve much. If the spheres had no initial movement — that is, if I didn’t push them at first — they would be quickly pulled together by their own gravitational attraction. Then the two spheres would stay together and hang there without moving, a symbol for death. If they did have initial movement and didn’t collide, then they would revolve around each other under the influence of gravity. No matter what the initial conditions, the revolutions would eventually stabilize and become unchanging: the dance of death.
我创造了第二个球,与原来的球大小质量相等,它们的表面都是全反射的镜面,互相映着对方的像,映着除它自己之外宇宙中唯一的一个存在。但情况并没有好多少:如果球没有初始运动,也就是我的第一推动,它们很快会被各自的引力拉到一块,然后两个球互相靠着悬在那里一动不动,还是一个死亡的符号。如果有初始运动且不相撞,它们就会在各自引力作用下相互围绕着对方旋转,不管你怎样初始化,那旋转最后都会固定下来,永远不变,死亡的舞蹈。
I then introduced a third sphere, and to my astonishment, the situation changed completely. Like I said, any geometric figure turns into numbers in the depths of my mind. The sphereless, one-sphere, and two-sphere universes all showed up as a single equation or a few equations, like a few lonesome leaves in late fall. But this third sphere gave “emptiness” life. The three spheres, given initial movements, went through complex, seemingly never-repeating movements. The descriptive equations rained down in a thunderstorm without end. Just like that, I fell asleep. The three spheres continued to dance in my dream, a patternless, never-repeating dance. Yet, in the depths of my mind, the dance did possess a rhythm; it was just that its period of repetition was infinitely long. This mesmerized me. I wanted to describe the whole period, or at least a part of it.
我又引入了第三个球体,情况发生了令我震惊的变化。前面说过,任何图形在我的意识深处都是数字化的,前面的无球、一球和二球宇宙表现为一条或寥寥几条描述它的方程,像几片晚秋的落叶。但这第三个球体是点上了“空”之睛的龙,三球宇宙一下子变得复杂起来,三个被赋予了初始运动的球体在太空中进行着复杂的、似乎永不重复的运动,描述方程如暴雨般涌现,无休无止。我就这样进入梦乡,三球在梦中一直舞蹈着,无规律的永不重复的舞蹈。但在我的意识深处,这舞蹈是有节奏的,只是重复的周期无限长而已,这让我着迷,我要描述出这个周期的一部分或全部。
The next day I kept on thinking about the three spheres dancing in “emptiness.” My attention had never been so completely engaged. It got to the point where one of the monks asked the abbot whether I was having mental health issues. The abbot laughed and said, “Don’t worry. He has found emptiness.” Yes, I had found emptiness. Now I could be at peace in a bustling city. Even in the midst of a noisy crowd, my heart would be completely tranquil. For the first time, I enjoyed math. I felt like a libertine who has always fluttered carelessly from one woman to another suddenly finding himself in love. The physics principles behind the three-body problem are very simple. It’s mainly a math problem.
第二天我一直在想着那三个在“空”中舞蹈的球,思想从没有像这样全功率转动过,以至于有僧人问长老我精神是不是出了什么毛病,长老一笑说:没事,他找到了空。是的,我找到了空,现在我能隐于市了,就是置身熙攘的人群中,我的内心也是无比清静。我第一次享受到了数学的乐趣,三体问题。(注:三个质量相同或相近的物体在相互引力的作用下如何运动的问题,是古典物理学的经典问题,对天体运动研究有重要意义,自十六世纪以来一直受到关注。瑞士数学家欧拉、法国数学家拉格朗日,以及近年来一些借助于计算机研究的学者,都找出了三体问题的某些特解。)的物理原理很单纯,其实是一个数学问题。这时,我就像一个半生寻花问柳的放荡者突然感受到了爱情。
Back then, I thought of one thing: Have you heard of the Monte Carlo method? Ah, it’s a computer algorithm often used for calculating the area of irregular shapes. Specifically, the software puts the figure of interest in a figure of known area, such as a circle, and randomly strikes it with many tiny balls, never targeting the same spot twice. After a large number of balls, the proportion of balls that fall within the irregular shape compared to the total number of balls used to hit the circle will yield the area of the shape. Of course, the smaller the balls used, the more accurate the result.
当时我立刻想到了一样东西:你听说过‘蒙特卡洛法’吗?哦,那是一种计算不规则图形面积的计算机程序算法,具体做法是在软件中用大量的小球随机击打那块不规则图形,被击中的地方不再重复打击,这样,达到一定的数量后,图形的所有部分就会都被击中一次,这时统计图形区域内小球的数量,就得到了图形的面积,当然,球越小结果越精确。
Everyone seems to believe that Poincaré proved that the three-body problem couldn’t be solved, but I think they’re mistaken. He only proved sensitive dependence on initial conditions, and that the three-body system couldn’t be solved by integrals. But sensitivity is not the same as being completely indeterminable. It’s just that the solution contains a greater number of different forms. What’s needed is a new algorithm.
全世界都认为这人证明了三体问题不可解,可我觉得可能是个误解,他只是证明了初始条件的敏感性,证明了三体系统是一个不可积分的系统,但敏感性不等于彻底的不确定,只是这种确定性包含着数量更加巨大的不同形态,现在要做的是找到一种新的算法。
“Didn’t you know about Henri Poincaré?” Wang Miao interrupted Wei to ask.
“你不知道庞加莱吗?(注:十九世纪法国数学家,曾证明了三体问题在数学上不可解,并从三体问题出发,在微分方程问题上创造了新的数学方法。)”汪淼打断魏成问。
At the time, I didn’t. Yes, I know that someone studying math should know about a master like Poincaré, but I didn’t worship masters and I didn’t want to become one, so I didn’t know his work. But even if I had, I would have continued to pursue the three-body problem.
当时不知道,学数学的不知道庞加莱是不对,但我不敬仰大师,自己也不想成大师,所以不知道。但就算当时知道庞加莱我也会继续对三体问题的研究。
Yes. Only much later did I learn that term. The distinguishing feature of this algorithm is that it requires ultralarge amounts of computing power. For the three-body problem, the computers we have now aren’t enough.
是的,我是到后来才听说这个名词。这种算法的特点就是海量计算,计算量超级巨大,对于三体问题,现有的计算机是不行的。
Although the method is simple, it shows how, mathematically, random brute force can overcome precise logic. It’s a numerical approach that uses quantity to derive quality. This is my strategy for solving the three-body problem. I study the system moment by moment. At each moment, the spheres’ motion vectors can combine in infinite ways. I treat each combination like a life form. The key is to set up some rules: which combinations of motion vectors are “healthy” and “beneficial,” and which combinations are “detrimental” and “harmful.” The former receive a survival advantage while the latter are disfavored. The computation proceeds by eliminating the disadvantaged and preserving the advantaged. The final combination that survives is the correct prediction for the system’s next configuration, the next moment in time.
这种方法虽然简单,却展示了数学中的一种用随机的蛮力对抗精确逻辑的思想方法,一种用数量得到质量的计算思想。这就是我解决三体问题的策略。我研究三体运动的任何一个时间断面,在这个断面上,各个球的运动矢量有无限的组合,我将每一种组合看做一种类似于生物的东西,关键是要确定一个规则:哪种组合的运行趋势是“健康的”和“有利的”,哪种是“不利的”和“有害的”,让前者获得生存的优势,后者则产生生存困难,在计算中就这样优胜劣汰,最后生存下来的就是对三体下一断面运动状态的正确预测。
“It’s an evolutionary algorithm,” Wang said.
“进化算法。”汪淼说:
“It’s a good thing I invited you along.” Shi Qiang nodded at Wang.
“请你来还是对了。”大史对汪淼点点头。
“They tell me these are yours. Are you studying the three-body problem?” Behind her wide glasses, her eyes seemed to be on fire.
“他们说这是你的,你在研究三体问题?”她急切地问,大眼镜后面的那双眼晴像着了火似的。
Back then, in the temple, I didn’t even have a calculator. I had to go to the accounting office to get a blank ledger and a pencil. I began to build the math model on paper. This required a lot of work, and in no time at all I went through more than a dozen ledgers. The monks in charge of accounts were angry with me, but because the abbot wished it, they found me more paper and pen. I hid the completed calculations under my pillow, and threw the scratch paper into the incense burner in the yard.
而当时我在寺庙里连个计算器都没有,只有从账房讨来的一本空账本和一枝铅笔:我开始在纸上建立数学模型,这工作量很大,很快用完了十几个空账本,搞得管账的和尚怨气冲天。但在长老的要求下,他们还是给我找来了更多的纸和笔。我将写好的计算稿放到枕头下面,废掉的就扔到院里的香炉中。
One evening, a young woman suddenly dashed into my room. This was the first time a woman had shown up at my place. She clutched a few pieces of paper with burnt edges, the scratch paper I had thrown out.
这天傍晚,一位年轻女性突然闯进我屋里,这是我这里第一次有女人进来,她手中拿着几张边缘烧焦了的纸,那是我废弃的算稿。
The woman surprised me. The math I used was unconventional, and my derivations took large leaps. But the fact that she could tell the subject of my study from a few pieces of scratch paper showed that she had unusual math talent and that she, like me, was very devoted to the three-body problem.
这人令我很震惊,我采用的是非常规数学方法,且推导的跳跃性很大,她竟然能从几张废算稿中看出研究的对象,其数学能力非同一般。同时也可以肯定,她与我一样,很投入地关注着三体问题。
I didn’t have a good impression of the tourists and pilgrims. The tourists had no idea what they were looking at, only running around to snap pictures. As for the pilgrims, they looked much poorer than the tourists, and all seemed to be in a state of numbness, their intellect inhibited. But this woman was different. She looked like an academic. Later I found out that she had come with a group of Japanese tourists.
我对来这一的游客和香客都没什么好印象,那些游客根本不知道是来看什么的,只是东跑西窜地照相;而那些香客,看上去普遍比游客穷得多,都处于一种麻木的智力抑制状态。这个姑娘却不同,很有学者气质,后来知道她是同一群日本游客一起来的。
I told her the truth. “Even if we were to use all the computers in the world, it wouldn’t be enough.”
“把全世界所有的大计算机都用上也不行。”我实话告诉她。
Without waiting for my answer, she added, “Your approach is brilliant. We’ve been searching for a method like this that could turn the difficulty of the three-body problem into a matter of massive computation. Of course, it would require a very powerful computer.”
不等我回答,她又说:“你的想法太高明了,我们一直在寻找这类方法,把三体问题的难度转化为巨大的计算量。但这需要很大的计算机才行。”
“But you must have an adequate research environment, and there’s nothing like that here. I can give you the use of a supercomputer. I can also give you a minicomputer. Let’s leave together tomorrow morning.”
“但你总得有一个过得去的研究环境才行,这里什么都没有。我可以让你有机会使用巨型计算机,还可以送给你一台小型机,明天一早,我们一起下山。”
The woman, of course, was Shen Yufei. Like now, she was concise and authoritarian, but she was more attractive then. I’m naturally a cold person. I had less interest in women than the monks around me. This woman who didn’t adhere to conventional ideas about femininity was different, though. She attracted me. Since I had nothing to do anyway, I agreed right away.
她就是申玉菲了,同现在一样,简洁而专制,但比现在要有吸引力。我生性冷淡,对女性,我比周围这些和尚更不感兴趣,但她很特殊,她那最没女人味的女人味吸引了我,反正我也是个闲人,就立刻答应了她。
I thought I must have heard wrong, but she chanted the prayer again. “Buddha, please help my Lord break away from the sea of misery.”
我以为听错了,但她又诵吟了一遍:“佛祖保佑我主脱离苦海。”
I didn’t understand religion and had no interest in any of them, but I really couldn’t think of any prayer odder than this one. “What are you saying?” I blurted.
我不懂任何宗教也不感兴趣,但确实想象不出比这更离奇的祈祷了,不由脱口而出:“你在说什么?!”
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I draped a shirt over my shoulders and walked out into the yard. In the distance, I saw Shen in the dim temple hall. She knelt before the Buddha with lit joss sticks, and all her movements seemed full of piety. I approached noiselessly, and as I came by the door to the temple hall, I heard her whisper a prayer: “Buddha, please help my Lord break away from the sea of misery.”
夜里,我睡不着,披衣走进寺院,远远地,在昏暗的庙堂里看到了申玉菲的身影,她正在佛像前烧香,一举一动都是很虔诚的样子。我轻轻走过去,走到庙堂门槛外时,听到了她轻声念出的一句祈求:“佛祖保佑我主脱离苦海。”
“This ‘Lord’ you mentioned, is he part of Buddhism?” I asked.
“你刚才说的‘我主’,是在佛教里吗?”我问。
Shen ignored me. She kept her eyes barely closed, her hands clasped together in front of her, as though watching her prayer rise with the incense smoke toward the Buddha. After a long while, she finally opened her eyes and turned toward me. “Go to sleep. We have to get up early.” She didn’t even look at me.
申玉菲丝毫没有理会我的存在,仍然微闭双眼双手合什,好像在看着她的祈求随着香烟袅袅升到佛祖那里。过了好一阵儿,她才睁开眼晴转向我。“去睡吧,明天早些走。”她说,看也不看我。
“Then…?”
“那……”
“What does it mean if someone prays to the Buddha to help another Lord?” I then told him the details of what I saw.
“如果有人祈求佛祖保佑另一个主,这是怎么回事呢?”我问,然后详细地说了事情的经过。
The abbot silently looked at the book in his hand, but he was thinking about what I said, not reading. Then he said, “Please leave me for a bit. Let me think.”
长老默默地看着自己手中的书,但显然没有读,而是在想我说的事,然后他说:“你先出去一会儿,让我想想。”
“No.”
“不在。”
Shen said nothing, just hurried away. I didn’t get a chance to ask anything else. I repeated the prayer to myself over and over, and it seemed to grow even stranger. Eventually, I became frightened. I rushed over to the abbot’s room and knocked on his door.
申玉菲一言不发,快步离去,我没来得及再问什么。我一遍遍默念着那句祈祷,越念越感觉怪异,后来有了一种说不出的恐怖感,于是快步走到长老的住处,敲开了他的门。
“I think there’s only one possibility.” His expression was grim.
“我感觉只有一种可能。”他神色严峻地说。
“What? What could it be? Could there be some religion whose god needs worshippers to pray to the gods of other religions to save it?”
“什么?会是什么呢?难道可能有这种宗教,它的主需要其教徒祈求其他宗教的主来拯救?”
I turned and left, knowing that it was unusual. The abbot was very learned. Usually, he could answer any question about religion, history, and culture without having to think. I waited outside the door for about the time it took to smoke a cigarette, and the abbot called for me.
我转身走出门去,知道这很不寻常。长老学识深厚,一般的关于宗教、历史和文化的问题,他都能不假思索地立即回答。我在门外等了有一根烟的时间,长老叫我回去。
The abbot slowly waved his hand at me. “I told you, the two of us can’t talk about Buddhism. The existence of the Buddha is a kind of existence that you cannot comprehend. But the Lord she’s talking about exists in a way that you can understand… I can say no more concerning this matter. All I can do is counsel you against leaving with her.”
长老缓缓地摆摆手说:“我说过,我们之间谈不了佛学,佛祖的存在是你不能够理解的存在;而她说的主,是以你能够理解的方式存在着的……关于这事,我没能力告诉你更多了,只是劝你,别跟她走。”
“Her Lord really exists.”
“她的那个主,是真实存在的。”
I left the abbot’s room and walked through the temple toward my room. The night had a full moon. I looked up at it and thought it a silvery, strange eye that gazed down at me, the light suffused with an eerie chill.
我走出长老的门,穿过寺院朝自己的住处走去,这夜是满月,我抬头看看月亮,感觉那是盯着我看的一只银色的怪眼,月光带着一股阴森的寒气。
This response confused me. “Then… the Buddha doesn’t exist?” As soon as I said it I realized how rude it sounded. I apologized.
这话让我有些迷惑:“那么……佛祖不存在吗?”话一出口我立刻发觉失礼,赶紧道歉。
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“It’s just a feeling. I feel that behind her are things that you and I cannot imagine.”
“我也只是感觉,觉得她背后可能有一些你我都无法想象的事情。”
The next day, I did leave with Shen — I couldn’t stay in the temple the rest of my life, after all. But I didn’t think that over the next few years, I would live the life of my dreams. Shen fulfilled her promise. I had a minicomputer and a comfortable environment. I even left the country several times to use supercomputers — not time-sharing, but having the whole CPU to myself. She had a lot of money, though I didn’t know where it came from.
第二天,我还是跟申玉菲走了——总不能在寺庙里一直住下去吧——但没有想到,接下来的几年,我过上了梦想中的生活。申玉菲实现了她的诺言,我拥有了一台小型机和舒适的环境,还多次出国去使用巨型计算机,不是分时使用,而是占据全部的CPU时间。她很有钱,我不知道她哪来这么多钱。
“Do you know what else Shen has been up to?” Shi Qiang asked.
你知道申玉菲还干些别的什么吗?”大史问。
Later, we got married. There wasn’t much love or passion, just mutual convenience. We both had things we wanted to get done. As for me, the few years after that could be described as a single day. My time passed peacefully. In her house, I was taken care of and did not have to worry about food or clothing, so that I could devote myself to the study of the three-body problem. Shen never interfered with my life. The garage had a car that I could drive anywhere. I’m sure she wouldn’t even have minded if I brought another woman home. She only paid attention to my research, and the only thing we talked about day to day was the three-body problem.
后来我们结婚了,没多少爱情和激情,只是为了双方生活的方便而已,我们都有各自的辜情要做。对我来说,以后的几年可以用一天来形容,日子在平静中就过去了。在那幢别墅里,我衣来伸手饭来张口,只需专注于三体问题的研究就行了。申玉菲从不干涉我的生活,车库里有我的一辆车,我可以开着它去任何地方,我甚至敢肯定,自己带一个女人回家她都不在乎,她只关注我的研究。我们每天唯一交流的内容就是三体问题,她每天都要了解研究的进展。
“She didn’t ask you to join?”
“她没有拉你加入学会吗?”
“Just the Frontiers of Science. She’s busy with it all the time. Lots of people show up every day.”
“不就是那个‘科学边界’嘛,她成天就忙那个,每天家里都来很多人。”
“Never. She never even talks to me about it. I don’t care, either. That’s just the way I am. I don’t want to care about anything. She knows it, and says I’m an indolent man without any sense of purpose. The organization doesn’t suit me and would interfere with my research.”
“从来没有,她甚至没对我谈过这些,我也不关心,我就是这么个人,不愿意关心更多的事。她也深知这点,说我是个没有任何使命感的懒散之人,那里不适合我,反而会干扰我的研究。”
But my evolutionary algorithm has already discovered more than a hundred stable configurations. Drawings of their orbits would fill a gallery with postmodern art, but that’s not my goal. The real solution to the three-body problem is to build a mathematical model so that, given any initial configuration with known vectors, the model can predict all subsequent motion of the three-body system. This is also what Shen Yufei craves.
其实,我用进化算法已经找到了一百多种稳定状态,把那些轨迹画出来,足够办一个后现代派画展了。但这不是我的目标,三体问题的真正解决,是建立这样一种数学模型,使得三体在任何一个时间断面的初始运动矢量已知时,能够精确预测三体系统以后的所有运动状态。这也是申玉菲渴望的目标。
Compared with the general state of the field, my progress could be said to be a breakthrough. Some years ago, Richard Montgomery of UCSC and Alain Chenciner of Université Paris Diderot discovered another stable, periodic solution to the three-body problem.30 Under appropriate initial conditions, the three bodies will chase each other around a fixed figure-eight curve. After that, everyone was keen to find such special stable configurations, and every discovery was greeted with joy. Only three or four such configurations have been found so far.
以目前世界上这个研究领域的一般状况来看,进展可以说是突破性的。前些年,加利福尼亚大学的理查德·蒙特哥马利和巴黎第七大学的桑塔·克鲁兹、阿连·尚斯那,还有法国计量研究机构的研究人员,用一种叫做“逼近法”的算法,找到了三体运动的一种可能的稳定形态:在适当的初始条件下,三体的运行轨迹将形成一个首尾衔接的8字形。后来人们都热衷于寻找这种特殊的稳定状态,找到一个就乐得跟什么似的,到目前为止也就是找到了三四种。
“Have you made any progress with the three-body problem?” Wang asked.
“那么三体研究有进展吗?”汪淼问。
“She stared at me in a way that I had never seen. The light from outside fell on her face, and she looked like a ghost. She held something in her hand: a gun! Moving the barrel over my face, she told me that I had to continue working on the three-body problem. Otherwise she’d kill me.”
“她用那种眼光看我,从来没有过的那种眼光,外面花园的灯光照到她脸上,看上去像鬼似的。她手里拿着一个东西,是枪!她把枪口在我脸上蹭,说我必须把三体问题的研究进行下去,不然也杀了我。”
“Yes. A man called yesterday and told me that if I didn’t cease my research, I would be killed.”
“是的,昨天有个男人来电话,说如果我不立刻停止三体间题的研究,就杀了我。”
Da Shi laughed and tossed his cigarette butt into an ashtray. “You went on and on forever, and in the end all you have to report is one line and a few ‘I don’t know’s?”
大史笑着扔了烟头,“前面扯了那么一大通,最后要报的就这一句话和几个不知道?”
“Phone number?”
“电话号码?”
“If I hadn’t gone on like that, would you have understood the import of that call? Also, if that were all, I wouldn’t have come here. I’m lazy, remember? But there was another thing: It was the middle of the night — I don’t know if it was today or yesterday — and I was in bed. As I was drifting halfway between sleep and wakefulness, I felt something cold moving on my face. I opened my eyes and saw Shen Yufei, and I almost died of fright.”
“我不扯那一大通,这一句话你听得懂吗你?再说要是就这点事儿我也不会来,我这人懒嘛。今天夜里,哦,当时是半夜了,我也不知道是昨天还是今天,我睡着,迷迷糊糊感到脸上有凉凉的东西在动,睁开眼看到了申玉菲,真吓死我了。”
“This is the crime you’re reporting?” Shi Qiang asked.
“这就是你要报的案了吧?”大史问。
“Anything related to report?”
“其他有关情况呢?”
“Don’t know.”
“不知道。”
But my peaceful life ended yesterday.
但平静的生活到昨天就结束了,我遇到了麻烦事。
“Who was he?”
“那人是谁?”
“What’s so frightening about seeing your wife in the middle of the night?”
“半夜在床上看到到你老婆有什么可怕的?”
“Don’t know. Caller ID showed nothing.”
“不知道,我那个电话没有来电显示。”
“I don’t know.”
“不知道。”
“Interesting? Look, I’ve nowhere to go. That’s why I came to you.”
“什么叫有意思?你们看,我没地方可去了,才来找你们。”
“She said: ‘If you succeed in solving the three-body problem, you will be the savior of the world. If you stop now, you’ll be a sinner. If someone were to save or destroy the human race, then your possible contribution or sin would be exactly twice as much as his.'”
“她是这么说的:如果三体问题研究成功,你将成为救世主;如果现在停止,你就是个罪人。如果有个人拯救了人类或毁灭了人类,那你可能的功绩和罪恶,都将正好是他的一倍。”
“Oh, now this is getting interesting.” Da Shi gave a satisfied nod. He lit another cigarette.
“嗯,有点儿意思了。”大史又点上一枝烟,满意地点点头。
Da Shi blew out a thick cloud of smoke and stared at Wei Cheng until he squirmed. He pulled a notepad out of the mess on his desk and picked up a pen. “You wanted us to take notes, right? Repeat what you just said.”
大史吐出浓浓的烟雾,盯着魏成看了好一阵儿.直看得他有些不安,然后从凌乱的桌上拖过一个本子,拿起笔。“你不是要做笔录吗?重复一遍刚才那话。”
Wei blinked. “This seems pretty serious. When I came, the officer on duty immediately sent me to see you. It looks like you’ve already been paying attention to Shen and me.”
魏成眨眨眼对大史说:“看来这事挺严重?我来时那个值班的一见我,就让我来找你,肴来我早在这儿挂上号了。”
“Tell us exactly what she said.”
“你把她对你说的话照原样说说。”
Da Shi nodded. “Let me ask you something else: Do you think the gun your wife held was real?” He saw that Wei didn’t know how to answer. “Could you smell gun oil?”
大史点点头,“再问一个事儿:你觉得你老婆那枝枪是真的吗?”看到魏成不知如何回答,他又说,“有枪油味吗?”
Wei did.
魏成重复了一遍后。
Wang said, “What she said is indeed strange. What does she mean by exactly twice as much?”
汪淼说:“这话确实奇怪.怎么正好是一倍呢?”
Xu and Wang were in the backseat. As soon as the car started, she whispered to Wang, “Professor Wang, your reputation in Three Body is very high.”
徐冰冰和汪淼坐在后排,车刚开,她就低声对汪淼说:“汪老师,你在《三体》中威望值很高。”
He turned to Wang. “No rest for the weary. I have to ask you to come and advise me some more.” Then he turned to Xu Bingbing, who’d been silent the whole time. “Bingbing, right now I have only two men on duty, and that’s not enough. I know the Information Security Division isn’t used to fieldwork, but I need you to come along.”
他转向汪淼说,“这还得辛苦你跟着去再参谋参谋。”然后他对一直没说话的徐冰冰说,“小徐,现在专案组里值班的只有两个人,不够,知道你们信息处的都是金枝玉叶,但今天你这个专家得出这趟外勤了。”
“Yes, there was definitely an oily smell.”
“有,肯定有油味!”
In addition to Da Shi and Xu, the team for conducting the search consisted of Wang Miao, Wei Cheng, and two other officers from the Criminal Division. The six of them rode through the predawn darkness in two police cars, heading toward Wei’s neighborhood at the edge of the city.
执行这次搜查任务的除了大史和小徐.还有两名值班的刑警。加上汪淼和魏成,一行六人分乘两辆警车,穿过黎明前最黑暗的夜色,驶向那个城市边缘的别墅区。
Xu nodded, glad to leave the smoke-filled office.
徐冰冰很快点点头,她巴不得快些离开这个烟雾腾腾的地方。
“Good.” Da Shi, who had been sitting on his desk, jumped off. “Finally we have an opening. Suspected illegal possession of firearms is enough to justify a search. I’ll leave the paperwork until tomorrow, because we have to move right away.”
“那好。”坐在桌子上的大史跳下来说,“总算找到一个机会,非法持有枪支嫌疑,是个勉强说得过去的搜查理由,手续明天再补吧.我们得马上行动。”
“Have there been any…” Wang carefully picked the right words. “… supernatural signs?”
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“I’m responsible for monitoring and tracking it. An unpleasant task.”
“我负责监视和追踪它,苦差事一个。”
Somebody mentioned Three Body in the real world! Wang was excited, right away feeling close to this young woman in a police uniform. “Do you play?”
现实世界中又有人提到《三体》,汪淼一阵激动,感觉自己和这个穿警服的女孩的距离一下子拉近了。“你也玩?”
Wang anxiously asked, “Can you tell me its background? I really want to know.”
汪淼急切地说:“你能不能告诉我一些关于它的情况,我真的很想知道。”
In the faint light coming through the car window, Wang saw Xu give a mysterious smile. “We want to know as well. But all its servers are outside the country. The system and firewall are very secure and hard to penetrate. We don’t know much, but we can be sure it’s not operated for profit. The software quality is uncommonly high, and the amount of information contained in it even more unusual. It doesn’t even seem like a game.”
借着车窗外透进的微弱灯光,汪淼看到徐冰冰神秘地一笑。“我们也想知道呢.可它的服务器在境外,系统和防火墙都很严实.不好进啊。现在知道的情况不多:它肯定是非赢利的,游戏软件的水平很高,甚至可以说高得不正常,还有其中的信息量,您也知道,更不正常了,这哪儿像一个游戏啊!”
“We don’t think so. Many from all around the world participate in the game’s development. Their collaboration method seems similar to popular open-source practices, like the kind used to make the Linux operating system. But they’re definitely using some very advanced development tools. As for the content of the game, who knows where they’re getting it? It does seem a bit… supernatural, like you said. However, we still believe in Captain Shi’s famous rule: All this must be the work of people. Our tracking efforts are effective, and we’ll have results soon.”
“这我们倒觉得没有,参加这个游戏编程的人很多,遍布世界各地,开发方式很像前几年红过一阵儿的Linux,但这次,肯定使用了某种很超前的开发工具。至于那些信息,鬼才知道它们是从哪儿来的,那可真有些……您说的超自然了,不过我们还是相信史队那句名言,这一切肯定都是人为的。我们的追踪还是有成效的,很快会有结果。”
The young woman was not experienced in lying, and her last remark made Wang realize that she was hiding much of the truth from him. “His ‘rule’ is famous now?” Wang looked at Da Shi, who was in the driver’s seat.
姑娘到底还是不老练,最后这句话使汪淼明白她瞒着自己许多。“他那话成名言了?”汪淼看看前面开车的大史说。
When they reached the house, the sun had not yet risen. It was about the same time of night that Wang had seen Shen playing Three Body. A second-story window was lit, but all the other windows were dark.
到达别墅时天还没亮,别墅的上层有一个房间亮着灯.其他窗口都黑着。
As soon as Wang got out of the car, he heard noises coming from upstairs. It sounded like something was slapping against the wall. Da Shi, who had just gotten out of the car himself, immediately became alert. He kicked open the yard gate and rushed into the house with an agility surprising for his burly frame, his three colleagues close behind.
汪淼刚走下车,立刻听到了楼上发出的声音,连着几声,像是什么东西在拍墙。刚下车的大史听到这声音后立刻警觉起来,一脚踹开虚掩着的院门,以与他那壮硕的身躯不相称的敏捷飞速冲进别墅,他的三名同事随后跟进。
Wang and Wei followed them into the house. They went upstairs and entered the room with a light on, their shoes splashing in a pool of blood. Shen lay in the middle of the room, blood still oozing from two bullet wounds in her chest. A third bullet had gone through her left brow, causing her whole face to be covered in red. Not far from her, a gun lay in a crimson pool.
汪淼和魏成跟着进了别墅,从客厅上了二楼,走进了那间开着门亮着灯的房间,鞋底“啪啪”地踏在了正在向外流淌的血泊中——那天夜里也是这个时候,汪淼就是在这个房间看到申玉菲在玩《三体》——现在,她平躺在房间正中,胸前的两个弹孔还在涌血,第三颗子弹从左眉心穿入,使她的整个脸都糊在血中,在距她不远处,一枝手枪泡在血里。
Da Shi looked around and saw the bullet holes in the wall. He glanced at the shell casings scattered on the ground and added, “The man got off five shots, and three hit her. She shot twice — both misses.” Then he crouched down to examine the body with the other officer. Xu stood farther away, stealing a glance at Wei Cheng next to her. Da Shi also looked up at him.
大史环顾四周,看到了墙上的几个弹洞,又扫了一眼地上散落的弹壳,说,“对方开了五枪,打中三枪;她开了两枪,都没中。”然后蹲下来与男同事一起检验尸体。小徐仍远远站着,偷偷看了站在她旁边的魏成一眼,大史也抬头看了他一眼。
A moment later, Da Shi returned. He put his gun back in its holster and said to the officer holding the phone, “A black Volkswagen Santana with only one man. I couldn’t get the license plate number. Tell them to block all entrances to the fifth ring road. Shit. He might actually get away.”
大史很快回来了,一边把枪插回胸前的套中,一边对那个打电话的同事说:“黑色桑塔纳,只有一个人,车号看不清,让他们重点封锁五环入口,奶奶的,可能要让他溜了。”
As Wang entered, Da Shi and one of the other officers rushed out and entered the dark room across the hall. The window there was open, and Wang heard the sound of a car starting outside. A male police officer began to make a phone call. Xu Bingbing stood a little ways apart, watching anxiously. She, like Wang and the others, had probably never seen a scene like this.
汪淼进来时,正赶上大史和他的一位男同事冲出来,进了对面一间开着门黑着灯的房间,那房间的窗大开着,汪淼听到外面有汽车发动的声音。一名男瞥察开始打电话,徐冰冰远远地站在一边紧张地看着,她大概和汪淼他们一样,也是第一次见到这场面。
“Some things I was too lazy to talk about.”
“有些事,我懒得说。”
“You don’t seem bothered by this,” Da Shi said to Wei. “They probably came to kill you.”
“你好像无所谓啊,那人可能是来杀你的。”大史对魏成说。
“Try to tell us exactly what you heard.”
“你尽量按原话说。”
Wei gave a ghastly grin. “What can I do? Even now, I still don’t know anything about her. I’ve told her many times to keep life simple. I’m thinking of the abbot’s counsel to me that night. But… eh.”
魏成居然笑了一下,凄惨的笑。“我能怎么样?到现在,对她我其实是一无所知,我不止一次劝她把生活过得简单些,可……唉,想想当年那夜长老劝我的话吧。”
On Wei’s face was a trace of shock and a trace of sorrow, but only a trace. His usual wooden expression didn’t break. He was far calmer than Wang.
魏成脸上有一丝震惊,一丝悲哀,但也仅仅是一丝而已,他那固有的木然仍没有被打破,比起汪淼来,他镇静多了。
“Then you’d better work harder now!”
“那你现在可得勤快些了!”
Da Shi stood up and walked over to stand in front of Wei. He took out a cigarette and lit it. “I think you still have some things you haven’t told us.”
大史站起来,走到魏成面前,掏出烟来点上一枝,“你总还有些情况没告诉我们吧?”
Wei thought for a moment and said, “Today — no, yesterday afternoon — she argued with a man in the living room. It’s that Pan Han, the famous environmentalist. They had argued a few times before, in Japanese, as though afraid to have me listen in. But yesterday they didn’t care at all and argued in Chinese. I overheard a few snatches.”
魏成想了想说:“今天,哦,是昨天下午,她在客厅里和一个男人吵架,就是那个潘寒,著名的环保主义者。他们以前也吵过几次架,用的是日语,好像怕我听到,但昨天他们什么都不顾了,说的是中国话,我听到了几句。”
“Fine. Pan Han said, ‘Although we seem like fellow travelers on the surface, in reality we’re irreconcilable enemies.’ Shen said, ‘Yes, you’re trying to use our Lord’s power against the human race.’ Pan said, ‘Your understanding is not completely unreasonable. We want our Lord to come to this world, to punish those who have long deserved it. However, you’re working to prevent our Lord’s coming, and that’s why we can’t tolerate you. If you don’t stop, we’ll make you stop!’ Shen said, ‘The commander was blind to allow you to join the organization!’ Pan said, ‘Speaking of, can you tell whether the commander sides with the Adventists or the Redemptionists? Does the commander want humanity eliminated or saved?’ Pan’s words briefly silenced Shen, and the two didn’t argue so loudly anymore. I couldn’t hear anything else.”
“好吧。潘寒说:我们这些表面上走到一起的人,实际上是处于两个极端的敌人!申玉菲说:是的,你们借着主的力量反对人类。潘寒说:你这么理解也不是完全没有道理,我们需要主降临世界,惩罚那些早就该受到惩罚的罪恶,而你在阻止这种降临,所以我们势不两立,你们要是不停止,我们会让你们停止的!申玉菲说:让你们这些魔鬼进人组织,统帅真瞎了眼!潘寒说:说到统帅,统帅是哪一派的?降临派还是拯救派,你说得清?潘寒这话让申玉菲沉默了好一阵儿,然后两人说话就没那么大声激烈了,我也再没听到。”
“You’re asking if he sounded like Pan Han? I don’t know. He was speaking very softly, and I couldn’t tell.”
“你是说像潘寒吗?不知道,当时声音很小,我听不出来。”
Several more police cars arrived, sirens blaring. A group of white-gloved policemen came upstairs with cameras, and the house hummed with activity. Da Shi told Wang to go back and get some rest.
又有几辆警车鸣着警笛停在了外面,一群戴着白手套拿着相机的警察走上楼来,别墅里忙碌起来。大史让汪淼先回去休息。
“What did the man who threatened you on the phone sound like?”
“电话里威胁你的那个人,他的声音像谁?”
“I spent every day with her. It’s impossible to have no inkling.”
“每天和她在一起.不可能什么都不知道。”
Wei took out a CD and handed it to Wang. “It’s all on here: the whole model and additional documentation. Do me a favor and publish it under your own name. That would be a big help.”
魏成拿出一个三吋光盘递给汪淼。“都在这里面了,全部的模型和附加文档。你要是想对我好,就用自己的名字把它发表了,那真帮了我大忙。”
Instead, Wang walked into the room with the minicomputer to find Wei. “Can you give me an outline of your three-body evolutionary algorithm? I want to… introduce it to some people. I know my request is abrupt. If you can’t, don’t worry about it.”
汪淼走到那间有小型机的房间里找到了魏成。“那个三体问题进化算法的模型,您能不能给我一份概要之类的东西,我想在……一个场合介绍一下,这要求很唐突,如果不行就算了。”
“No, no! How could I do that?”
“不不,这怎么可能!”
Wei smiled contemptuously. “The police are worthless. Even if God were here, it wouldn’t do any good. The entire human race has reached the point where no one is listening to their prayers.”
魏成不屑地一笑:“嗤,警方算个狗屁,上帝来了都没用,现在全人类已经到了‘叫天天不答,叫地地不应’的地步了。”
“You seem to know even more than you let on.”
“你好像还知道更多的事?”
Wei pointed at the disk in Wang’s hand and said, “Professor Wang, I noticed you the first time you came here. You’re a good man, a man with a sense of responsibility. That’s why I’m counseling you to stay away from this. The world is about to change. Everyone should try to live out the rest of their lives in peace. That would be best. Don’t worry too much about other matters. It’s all useless anyway.”
魏成指着汪淼手中的光盘说:“汪教授,其实以前你来的时候我就注意到了你,你是个好人,有责任心的好人,所以,我还是劝你离这东西远些,世界就要发生突变了,每个人能尽量平安地打发完余生,就是大幸了,别的不要想太多,反正没用。”
“Then why not tell the police?”
“那为什么不告诉警方呢?”
Wei was standing next to an east-facing window. Through the glass, beyond the distant cityscape, the sky was brightening with the first light of dawn. For some reason, the light reminded Wang of the strange dawn he saw each time he logged on to Three Body.
魏成站在靠东的窗边,在城市的高楼群后面的天空晨光初现,不知为什么,这让汪淼想到了每次进入《三体》时看到的诡异黎明。
“In reality, I’m not so detached. I haven’t been able to sleep the last few nights. Every morning when I see the sunrise, it feels like sunset.” He turned to Wang, and after a long pause, added, “And it’s all because God, or the Lord she talked about, can’t even protect Himself anymore.”
“其实我也不是那么超脱,这几天都是整夜睡不着,早上起来从这里看到日出时,总觉得是日落。”他转向汪淼,沉默良久后说,“其实这一切都在于,上帝,或她说的主,自身难保了。”
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