In 1886 a young woman was living in a modest house near a secluded New England village, with no company but a little boy about five years old. She did her own work, she discouraged acquaintanceships, and had none. The butcher, the baker, and the others that served her could tell the villagers nothing about her further than that her name was Stillman, and that she called the child Archy. Whence she came they had not been able to find out, but they said she talked like a Southerner. The child had no playmates and no comrade, and no teacher but the mother. She taught him diligently and intelligently, and was satisfied with the results; even a little proud of them. One day Archy said,
1886年，一位年轻女子住在新英格兰偏僻村庄一所不惹眼的房子里；她孤零零地，身边只有一个约摸五岁的男孩。她万事不求人，离群索居，无亲无故。就算卖肉的、面包房师傅以及其他和她打过交道的人也只知道她姓斯蒂尔曼，她管那个男孩叫阿其。他们不清楚她是什么时候搬来的，只是说她好像有南方口音。那孩子没有伴儿，没人跟他玩，除了他妈妈，没人教他。她尽心尽力地教育孩子，对自己的成果感到欣慰——甚至稍稍有点自豪。有一天，阿其问：
“Mamma, am I different from other children?”
“妈妈，我跟别的孩子不一样吗？”
“Well, I suppose not. Why?”
“嗯，我没觉得不一样啊，怎么啦？”
“There was a child going along out there and asked me if the postman had been by and I said yes, and she said how long since I saw him and I said I hadn’t seen him at all, and she said how did I know he’d been by, then, and I said because I smelt his track on the sidewalk, and she said I was a dum fool and made a mouth at me. What did she do that for?”
“有个孩子在这儿路过的时候，问我邮差来过没有，我说来过。她问我看见邮差多长时间了，我说，我根本就没见到邮差。她问，那我怎么知道他来过呢？我说，因为我在便道上闻出他的气味来了。她说我是个大傻瓜，还朝我扮鬼脸。她干吗要那样呢？”
She set him in his small chair, and said,
她让孩子坐在他的小椅子上，说：
“Wait a little till I come, dear; then we will talk about the matter.”
“等著，乖孩子，我一会儿就回来，跟你说说那件事。”
The young woman turned white, and said to herself, “It’s a birthmark! The gift of the bloodhound is in him.” She snatched the boy to her breast and hugged him passionately, saying, “God has appointed the way!” Her eyes were burning with a fierce light and her breath came short and quick with excitement. She said to herself: “The puzzle is solved now; many a time it has been a mystery to me, the impossible things the child has done in the dark, but it is all clear to me now.”
年轻女人的脸刷地白了，她自言自语：“这是胎里带来的，是那些嗜血犬留给他的本事啊！”她把孩子揽到怀里，动情地搂著他说：“上帝给我们指路了！”她激动得眼神狂乱，目光灼灼，呼吸急促。她自言自语：“疑团到底解开了；这孩子能在黑暗中做不可思议的事，多少次让我百思不解，如今全明白了。”
She went up to her room and took from her dressing-table several small articles and put them out of sight: a nail-file on the floor under the bed; a pair of nail-scissors under the bureau; a small ivory paper-knife under the wardrobe. Then she returned, and said:
她去自己的房间，从梳妆台上拿了几件小物件放到看不见的地方：一把指甲挫放在床下的地板上；一把指甲刀放在衣橱底下；一把象牙小裁纸刀放在大衣柜下面。她转回来说：
“There! I have left some things which I ought to have brought down.” She named them, and said, “Run up and bring them, dear.”
“好了！有几件小东西我忘记拿来了。”她告诉孩子都是什么东西，然后说：“乖孩子，快去给我拿来。”
The child hurried away on his errand and was soon back again with the things.
那孩子听话，飞跑去了，很快把那几件东西拿了回来。
“Did you have any difficulty, dear?”
“乖孩子，难吗？”
“I have been doing something while you have been gone, Archy. Do you think you can find out what it was?”
“阿其，你不在的时候，我做了一件事。你能发觉是什么事吗？”
During his absence she had stepped to the bookcase, taken several books from the bottom shelf, opened each, passed her hand over a page, noting its number in her memory, then restored them to their places. Now she said:
她又趁孩子不在时，到书架的下层取了几本书，依次翻开，用手擦过翻开的页面，看一下页码记在心里，然后把这几本书放回原处。她说：
The boy went to the bookcase and got out the books that had been touched, and opened them at the pages which had been stroked.
那孩子走到书架跟前，抽出动过的书，把书翻到碰过的那一页。
“I will answer your question now, dear. I have found out that in one way you are quite different from other people. You can see in the dark, you can smell what other people cannot, you have the talents of a bloodhound. They are good and valuable things to have, but you must keep the matter a secret. If people found it out, they would speak of you as an odd child, a strange child, and children would be disagreeable to you, and give you nick-names. In this world one must be like everybody else if he doesn’t want to provoke scorn or envy or jealousy. It is a great and fine distinction which has been born to you, and I am glad; but you will keep it a secret, for mamma’s sake, won’t you?”
“乖孩子，现在我来回答你的问题。我发觉你有一件事和别人不一样。你能在黑暗里看见东西，能闻出别人闻不到的气味，你有嗜血犬的本领。这种本领很好，也有用，可是你一定要保密。如果人家发现了，就会说你是个怪孩子，别的孩子就会讨厌你，给你起绰号。在这个世界上，一个人要想不让别人看不起，不招别人嫉恨，就要和大家都一样。这是你生下来就有的特点，了不起，不错，我很高兴；可是，为了妈妈，你要保密，好吗？”
“No, mamma; I only went where you went.”
“妈妈，不难；你去过哪儿，我就去哪儿。”
The mother took him in her lap, and said:
母亲把他抱在膝上，说：
When night fell, the demon of unrest still possessed her. She went on with her tests; with a candle she traversed the house from garret to cellar, hiding pins, needles, thimbles, spools, under pillows, under carpets, in cracks in the walls, under the coal in the bin; then sent the little fellow in the dark to find them; which he did, and was happy and proud when she praised him and smothered him with caresses.
夜幕降临，躁动的邪恶的念头仍然控制著她。她不停地测试；手持一支蜡烛，从阁楼到地下室，藏别针，藏缝衣针，藏顶针，藏线轴；藏到枕头和地毯下面，藏到牆缝里和煤箱里的煤块底下；然后让小家伙摸著黑去找；找到以后，她夸奖孩子，把他搂得喘不过气来，自己也享受著快乐和自豪的滋味。
All the rest of the day the mothers brain was busy with excited thinkings; with plans, projects, schemes, each and all of them uncanny, grim, and dark. Yet they lit up her face; lit it with a fell light of their own; lit it with vague fires of hell. She was in a fever of unrest; she could not sit, stand, read, sew; there was no relief for her but in movement. She tested her boys gift in twenty ways, and kept saying to herself all the time, with her mind in the past: “He broke my fathers heart, and night and day all these years I have tried, and all in vain, to think out a way to break his. I have found it now; I have found it now.”
在这一天剩下的时间里，母亲激动得心潮翻腾；形形色色的计划、方案和主意纷至踏来，每一条都离奇、阴险而又邪恶。不过，这些念头使她神采焕发，在她脸上映出残忍的光辉，泛起地狱之火暧昧的颜色。她处于狂热之中；坐卧不安，没有心思看书、缝补衣服；只有不停地走来走去才能让她稍稍放松一点儿。她用二十种方法来测试孩子的特异功能。她沉浸在往事之中，一个劲地自言自语：“他伤透了我父亲的心，这些年来我没日没夜地尝试，要一报还一报，都白费了。如今我有办法了——如今我有办法了。”
The child promised, without understanding.
孩子虽然不懂，还是答应了。
The years drifted on. Archy was become a handsome, shapely, athletic youth, courteous, dignified, companionable, pleasant in his ways, and looking perhaps a trifle older than he was, which was sixteen. One evening his mother said she had something of grave importance to say to him, adding that he was old enough to hear it now, and old enough and possessed of character enough and stability enough to carry out a stern plan which she had been for years contriving and maturing. Then she told him her bitter story, in all its naked atrociousness. For a while the boy was paralyzed; then he said:
光阴似箭。阿其长成了一个相貌英俊、体格匀称、旅力过人的小伙子。他彬彬有礼，气质高雅，性情随和，和蔼可亲，虽然只有十六岁，他看上去要老成得多。一天晚上，母亲说有些非常要紧的事情要跟他谈，还说他这么大，该知道这些事情了；长到这么大，他的性格已经成型，足够稳定，能够完成一个她多年来经过深思熟虑而制定的果敢计划了。这时，她对儿子讲述了自己惨痛的经历，所有可怕的细节无一遗漏。那孩子听罢呆了半晌，说：
From this time forward life took on a new complexion for her. She said, “The future is secure; I can wait, and enjoy the waiting.” The most of her lost interests revived. She took up music again, and languages, drawing, painting, and the other long-discarded delights of her maidenhood. She was happy once more, and felt again the zest of life. As the years drifted by she watched the development of her boy, and was contented with it. Not altogether, but nearly that. The soft side of his heart was larger than the other side of it. It was his only defect, in her eyes. But she considered that his love for her and worship of her made up for it. He was a good hater; that was well; but it was a question if the materials of his hatreds were of as tough and enduring a quality as those of his friendships; and that was not so well.
从这时起，她的生活翻开了新的一页。她说，“今后的日子有了保证，我能等，我要高高兴兴地等著。”她重新拣起了放弃多时的爱好，重操音乐、语言、素描、绘画，以及久违了的少女时代的赏心乐事。她又快乐起来，重新体味生活的情趣。年复一年，她看著自己的孩子慢慢长大，很知足。虽然不能说心满意足，倒也差不了许多。在孩子的心田里，善良的一面压过了其他方面。在她看来，这是他惟一的缺陷。不过，她认为孩子对她的挚爱和孝敬弥补了这个缺陷。‘他的仇恨不掩善良固然是好事；可是，他的仇恨能否像他的友善一样执著而持久，还是一个问题——这就不妙了。
“Kill him? No! Death is release, emancipation; death is a favor. Do I owe him favors? You must not hurt a hair of his head.”
“杀了他？不，死亡是赦免，是解脱；死亡是送人情。难道我还欠他的人情不成？你连一根头发也不能伤他。”
The boy was lost in thought awhile; then he said:
那孩子苦思冥想了一会儿，说：
“You are all the world to me, and your desire is my law and my pleasure. Tell me what to do and I will do it.”
“您就是我的整个世界，您的愿望就是我乐意格守的天条。告诉我要做什么，我一定去做。”
“I understand. We are Southerners; and by our custom and nature there is but one atonement. I will search him out and kill him.”
“我明白了。咱们是南方人，以牙还牙是咱们的规矩和天性。我一定要找到他，杀了他。”
The mothers eyes beamed with satisfaction, and she said:
母亲的眼里显出满意的神情，她说：
“You will go and find him. I have known his hiding-place for eleven years; it cost me five years and more of inquiry, and much money, to locate it. He is a quartz-miner in Colorado, and well-to-do. He lives in Denver. His name is Jacob Fuller. There; it is the first time I have spoken it since that unforgettable night. Think! That name could have been yours if I had not saved you that shame and furnished you a cleaner one. You will drive him from that place; you will hunt him down and drive him again; and yet again, and again, and again, persistently, relentlessly, poisoning his life, filling it with mysterious terrors, loading it with weariness and misery, making him wish for death, and that he had a suicides courage; you will make of him another wandering Jew; he shall know no rest any more, no peace of mind, no placid sleep; you shall shadow him, cling to him, persecute him, till you break his heart, as he broke my fathers and mine.”
“你要去找到他。我知道他的藏身之处已经有十一年了；在这之前，我花了五年的时间、许多的金钱去打听，追寻。他在科罗拉多开石英矿，生意不错。他住在丹佛。他的名字叫雅各布·福勒。听著——这是从那个永生难忘的黑夜以来，我头一次提到他的姓名。想一想！要不是我避免让你蒙受耻辱，给你取了一个清白的名字，你就会姓这个姓的。你要把他从那里赶走，折磨他一通，再赶他走；再折磨，再赶；再折磨；再赶；心别软，手也别软；毁了他的生活，让他在莫名的恐怖气氛中度日，让他精疲力竭，叫苦不迭，逼得他只求一死，情愿自裁。你要把他变成又一个流离失所的犹大。他会觉得天无宁日，心无宁日，寝不安枕。你要逼著他，缠住他，摧残他，让他肝肠寸断，就像他对我父亲和我做的事情一样。”
$10,000 Reward
悬赏10000元
It is believed that a certain man who is wanted in an Eastern State is sojourning here. In 1880, in the night, he tied his young wife to a tree by the public road, cut her across the face with a cowhide, and made his dogs tear her clothes from her, leaving her naked. He left her there, and fled the country. A blood-relative of hers has searched for him for seventeen years. Address …, …, Post-office. The above reward will be paid in cash to the person who will furnish the seeker, in a personal interview, the criminals address.
据信在东部某州被通缉的某男正在此处逗留。1880年，此人把年轻的妻子绑在大路旁的树上，用牛皮鞭抽打其面部，且纵狗撕扯其衣裳，使之全身赤裸。随后，此人弃妻逃往他乡。她的一个血亲十七年来一直追寻此人。联系地址：某某邮局。有能向追寻者提供罪犯地址者，上述赏钱将以现金方式当面付清。
“I will obey, mother.”
“我一定遵命，母亲。”
“I believe it, my child. The preparations are all made; everything is ready. Here is a letter of credit; spend freely, there is no lack of money. At times you may need disguises. I have provided them; also some other conveniences.” She took from the drawer of the typewriter table several squares of paper. They all bore these typewritten words:
“我相信，孩子。所有的事情已经安排妥当，所需的东西也都打点好了。这是一张信用证，你尽管去花，钱有的是。有时候你得乔装改扮。这些物件，还有其他给你提供便利的东西，我也都淮备好了。”她从打字台的抽屉里取出一叠纸方，上面全都打好了如下内容：
“When you have found him and acquainted yourself with his scent, you will go in the night and placard one of these upon the building he occupies, and another one upon the post-office or in some other prominent place. It will be the talk of the region. At first you must give him several days in which to force a sale of his belongings at something approaching their value. We will ruin him by and by, but gradually; we must not impoverish him at once, for that could bring him to despair and injure his health, possibly kill him.”
“等你找到了他，掌握了他的行踪以后，就趁夜晚把一张悬赏启事贴到他住的房子外面，再把另一张贴到邮局或其他显眼的场所。这一定会引起街谈巷议。开始，你一定要给他几天时间，逼他按相近的价钱变卖财产。咱们要逐渐毁了他，只是要一步步地来；咱们不能一下子让他变成赤贫，那会使他心灰意懒，有损健康，也许会弄死他。”
“I shall not forget.”
“我一定记著。”
…, …, 18…
18某某年某月某日
She took three or four more typewritten forms from the drawer; duplicates; and read one:
她又从抽屉里取出三四张一模一样的打印信件，念了起来：
“He will obey. That is sure.”
“他会照办。一定会。”
To Jacob Fuller:
致雅各布·福勒：
You will need to use these forms only in the beginning; once may be enough. Afterward, when you are ready for him to vanish out of a place, see that he gets a copy of this form, which merely says:
这封信你只在开始时用得著——可能用一次就够了。以后，当你确信他要从一个地方逃走时，让他收到一封只有这几个字的通牒就可以了：
You have … days in which to settle your affairs. You will not be disturbed during that limit, which will expire at … M., on the … of … You must then move on. If you are still in the place after the named hour, I will placard you on all the dead walls, detailing your crime once more, and adding the date, also the scene of it, with all names concerned, including your own. Have no fear of bodily injury; it will in no circumstances ever be inflicted upon you. You brought misery upon an old man, and ruined his life and broke his heart. What he suffered, you are to suffer.
你尚余某某天处理你的事务。此期限到某月某日上午某时为止；在此期限内，你将不会受到干扰，逾期则必须迁移。假如在上述期限后仍居此地，我将到处张贴启事，再次历数你的罪行，再加上时间、地点、以及包括你在内的有关者姓名。不要担心你的肢体会受到伤害——在任何情况下都不会有此事。你把苦难加于一位老人身上；毁了他的生活，伤害了他的心灵。他遭受过的，你也不能幸免。
“You will add no signature. He must receive this before he learns of the reward placard; before he rises in the morning; lest he lose his head and fly the place penniless.”
“你不要加任何签名。要让他在得知悬赏启事以前收到这封通牒——赶在他早上起床之前——免得他乱了方寸，不带一分钱就溜走。”
Move On. You have … days.
迁走。你还有某某天。
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